I draw, I paint a bit and work with pen, which is my favourite art. I used to do the artwork for Agape. I once worked so hard for "daddy" illustrating for him I had blisters in my fingers. Oh well, here is some of my artwork I did during my time in Agape.
I may not have a big audible voice, I may be but a tiny drop in the ocean, but even a tiny drop can sparkle. Cruelly abused by a religious man who controlled me, I will fight for my right to believe in a loving God. I am not ashamed to bear whatever stigma that comes with a woman in my situation (abused, betrayed and humiliated). I am not afraid either. Deep down in my spirit, I yearn for justice, and I believe there is justice somewhere somehow waiting for me...
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Wednesday, 9 October 2013
15 comments:
Due to the amount of abusive comments now being posted on this blog from Agape members, all comments on this blog are now being moderated. I do not have to put up with abuse from Agape Church members anymore so please be civil if you want your comment to be published here. You are free to disagree with me but abusive comments will not be tolerated. Thank you.
YOU ARE BLESSED!!! Thats why the the the enemy is fighting!!!
ReplyDeleteThank you. Art defines who I am. I express myself better and will keep drawing as long as I live.
Deleteyou are destined for higher stuff...the tougher the test the higher the promotion when you pass the test...remain steadfast and dont be intimidated
DeleteGO GIRL!!!
ReplyDeleteIs that Sandra in the first drawing
ReplyDeleteYour artwork is rubbish
ReplyDeleteJean to get one point Clear you said once I worked hard for Daddy, you to understand that we don't worship the man if you did things of approval to God you would have seen the Beautiful side of Life
ReplyDeleteIm sure this blog has stirred a hornet, definately it has ruffled a few feathers. Perhaps thats the reason you seem to be scrutinising every sentence that she wrote so that you can attack. Shame on you Jeremiah Dube!. Shame on you i repeat.
DeleteIs it not rich for such an assault to come from someone who claims he is a child of Masocha. A fully grown that you are, claiming you are Masocha's son? Shame on you. Im sure if you do have any surving parents they are so ashamed of yo
You have also inserted a comment under one of the captions that Jean should go and ask for forgiveness from your daddy. Perhaps you dont read your Bible very well but the last time i checked there was only one Way to heaven and unfortunately for you your daddy wasnt that one. There is life outside the brainwashing Masocha. He has no heaven and worsestill no vision. Pray earnestly and the benovelent Almighty will give you a vision that relates to you. But you are nonthewiser to parrott the diatribe that you are getting from your big daddy cause it only exists in your head.
It hurts me to see a whole church coming down on a defenceless woman like this. Its only God who knows how much of the truth has been told. And its not for you mere sinners to sit in judgement over her and make her life a hailstorm of hurt.
Jean will move over this, she will pick up her life and have what the evil one stole replaced. We know you are wishing her the worst but we are praying for her
You are the anointed one Jean! Beautiful work....
ReplyDeleteYou are the anointed one Jean! Beautiful work...
ReplyDeletehie i feel yo pain .i really dont know what you are hope to achieve by all this but i hope it ends well for you .personally i feel you should concentrate in your work because you have something special there.Jean the best revenge is for you to live well and with your talent i have no doubt you will.its time to forget your husband and pastor concentrate on the 3 blessings you have. i promise you they are the only important
ReplyDeletepeople in your life right now. i for one wish you well in the future
Amen, your kids are her life, but writting as saying out all this helps in the healing process and i dont know if Jean realised it, it has also been a tool for other women and abused men to come out.
DeleteI think thats mire than what she wanted to achieve dont you???
There are some things we need to know as believers in relation to each other . When you want to know something about someone and you ask them yet they refuse to tell you , you can ask God and if He is quiet too there is one inference to be drawn;IT IS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS.
ReplyDeleteDon't go about discussing others when they clearly want you out of the picture .That is how we start a lot of problems especially in church.Many have left because it seems some have made their own great commission to go to the ends of the church rows and preach people's lives while baptising fellow believers in spite and mud slings.
How many people have you stopped from becoming Christians(not talking about you Jean btw) or at least attending church because of your need to discuss their business when it is none of yours? Likewise , even I have my privacy and if i don't let you in to some things and God won't reveal them to you , it just means it is my business. Respect that. That's one of the saddest things about us as believers , we do not know our limits. If you have too much time and feel like discussing someone , open your Bible and meditate or something.
Jesus was not a man into everyone's business but He was about His Father's business..
Take a cue and simply be.....
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DeleteI am now defining what I term AGAPE VISITORS - it means those not agaped. Vasina rudo. Wolverhampton is full of AGAPE VISITORS. GLASGOW its too much. But waht really is an Agape visitor?
ReplyDeleteThey come to Agape with hidden agendas. Some are in Zaoga. They see As someone who vindicated them. You cant please an Agape Visitor. They come on the blog to attack dad for no reason. Do you want him to carry you on his back? An Agape Visitor will gossip about Agape Children. An Agape visitor is a liar, a false witness, a false scale. An Agape Visitor does attend every conference, he or she visits dad, she or he goes to Agape and cause havoc in satellites. All the power struggles we see in Agape it’s all caused by AGAPE VISITORS.
Only an Agape visitor will pay an offering and wish they had not. The things done in the church are difficult to understand because an agape visitor lacks the essential things an AGAPED child has. Indeed we fight not against flesh and blood. Once spiritually you are not saved there is nothing we can do for you. 1 Cor 2:14 – “But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned”.
Whatever you will see will baffle you because you lack spiritual discernment. Agape visitors are dead spiritually. Basa ndere kuita makuhwa. Coming on this blog to peddle lies after lies. Dad is a man. A man of God. If he makes errors then so what he is human.
Agape visitors are so much pained by Sandra. Why? She had a wedding every girl wants . All this talk about who her real father is. So what? Its ok for you to have your own child and remarry but its not ok for mom?
Jesus said let he who has not sinned throw the first stone. At least then, people were honest. But here Agape visitors are playing holier than thou.
Some agape Visitor women you express you fantasies here.
What really hurt you? Tell us Agape VISITOR? Say all your deepest thoughts but please give us a break stop highjacking Jean's blog for your cause. You write anonymously but demand the identity of others? Why- Agape VISITOR why?
We do get Jean. But fail to understand why Agape visitors have to use this blog to vomit all their poison. If you want to stop coming stay at home. Keep your money, lets see if the church will fall. Its time to work your own salvation….the operating word being “YOUR OWN”. Writing all sorts for no cause achieves nothing. SHUT UP AGAPE HATERS. SHUT UP AGAPE VISITORS. Please dad forgive these haters and liar peddlers, they come to Agape for fame. They seek to be made envoys or attaches or stewards. But they are just AGAPE VISITORS!!!! Forgive them my dad.