DISCLAIMER

DISCLAIMER. I would like to thank the newspapers that have covered the Walter Masocha story as they have helped raise awareness of abuse happening in some churches which has been going unreported. However, I have not given any national newspapers the right to waiver my anonymity as a victim of Walter Masocha. This is a personal blog and its within my legal rights to express myself here. According to the law my identity is protected in the media. At this stage, I do not wish to be named in any Scottish or English National Papers. Any newspapers that will name me/ or have already done so have done this without my permission or consent. Any newspapers which have published my picture have done so without my consent. I do not wish to have my pictures published in any Scottish or English newspapers. I ask the media , which I greatly respect for their support in this case in covering the story to respect my right to anonymity as a victim and not name me in any newspapers unless I sign a consent form and agree to do so. I am not ready to be named and I want to use the protection I am granted by law at this time. Thank you.

Friday, 25 September 2015

Against Walter Masocha Campaign


Altar: A table or flat topped block used as the focus for a religious ritual, especially for making sacrifices or offerings to a deity (oxford dictionary meaning)

Agape Altar and Sacrifices

It has come to my urgent attention that Agape For All Nations Church founded by sex offender Walter Masocha has built an altar in Nottingham where they plan to build their church or something of that effect where they plan to worship their god. I personally don't have a problem with cults building their altars and making sacrifices to their gods for it is a free world, let them be,  but I do have a problem when a cult decides to build an altar and put my name "Jean Gasho" on it and make sacrifices to their god using my name, like really! They pray to "the god of Walter Masocha" as they call him and on the altar is my name and the names of the three other victims who are in the upcoming Walter Masocha trial, my name being on the top. Cult members (the remaining 20 people or so) as evidently seen on their website are being told to write their problems and sacrifice them on the altar where my name is written, and prayers are being offered on this alter and my name being used as a sacrifice.
Sketch I did of the current situation in the cult...Members bringing problems/sacrifices to the altar 

Agape cult I will not take this lightly, I know you read this blog on a daily basis. I have never asked you of anything before but please do remove my name from your satanic altar with immediate effect. Do not offer any prayers to your gods using my beautiful name. I will not be used as a sacrifice by you. I am a woman who is very much loved by God. I was set apart when I was still in my mother's womb. Jean is a Hebrew name which means "gift from God", Fadzai my middle name means "to give joy" Gasho my surname means "reeds used to tie". This is not just a name, it is purpose and destiny. For you to take this name and write it on your altar where you make sacrifices to your gods is totally unacceptable and something you may want to think twice of before you do.  If you have any item of mine you are using on your altar to sacrifice just stop. Any cult member who is going to make sacrifices on this altar and writing down their problems on a piece of paper to my name, think before you act. Yes touch not...I said touch NOT!

What you do in your secret chambers I write here on the roof top for the world to see. Agape Cult/Church I repeat do not use my name on your altar. You come to me with altars and sacrifices, please I am just a woman, I come to you with the word of God. How can you honestly write your problems down using my name, and place them on an altar? Are you people crazy or what? You 20 cult members remaining in Agape, yes there is just about a handful of you as portrayed by the pictures you posted, when I saw the pictures the Lord reminded me that I have lived to see the goodness of God in the land of the living, for yes only 20 remain. Aha aha. That said, I urge you 20 members to leave my name out of your rituals and sacrifices.  Here are the following scriptures I want to outline to you as I openly rebuke your rituals against me. Thank you.

"However, the LORD your God would not listen to Balaam but turned the curse into a blessing for you, because the LORD your God loves you". Deuteronomy 23:5

 "No weapon that is formed against thee shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against thee in judgment thou shalt condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord, and their righteousness is of me, saith the Lord", Isiah 54:17

"Do not touch my anointed ones; do my prophets no harm" Psalm 105:15

Despite Agape rituals and sacrifices using my name, my cup continues to overflow with goodness and mercy 

Agaisnt Walter Masocha Campaign

Enough about rituals and sacrifices, JAW charity was always about raising awareness on religious sexual abuse in the United Kingdom to the general population of Britain who are oblivious to this type of abuse mainly affecting the black immigrants of UK. Last week I launched Just Jean ‬Campaign, which is also my ministry, going around the country raising awareness about multiple sex offender Walter Masocha and his crimes against humanity and the sentence he got, calling for a judicial review in the sentencing of multiple sex offenders in the UK. Last weekend I was speaking in Milton Keynes and getting signatures from the public on my campaign artwork. The work begins, taking #JAW to the streets, looking forward to this campaign, next weekend my team and l will be in‪ Northamptom‬.

The Against Walter Masocha Campaigns begins...

To be honest, I am very excited about this campaign because like Elsa in Frozen the crowds never bothered me anyway, its time to let it all go and take JAW to the British streets and let the world know about a man who is set to change the law on UK pedophiles 

In Other News

Its sad that Agape are still using my brand I started and my ideas to run their cult,  APA which stands for Agape Performing Arts, which I founded in 2012: you would think they would start their own ideas but no, they stick with mine. That said they can steal my ideas but they can not steal my gifts. I will be doing a spoken word performance at my beloved's upcoming concert next month. Nino's concert will be phenomenal and am so looking forward to be a supporting act on this very special event. Please do come and support this special event and hear the beginning of an OP_Era, the dawn of a new Era. Nino has such an anointed opera voice and every time he sings I get goosebumps, even when he just sings for me. This untouched drum has to be heard...






Thursday, 17 September 2015

Matters Of The Heart - In My Little Kitchen

Jean's Kitchen Prayer

You took away my old kitchen 
As I cried tears of blood
But it was too cold and rusty 
No matter how I tried to warm it 
The fire would always die 

But when I thought I could never cook again
You gave me a new little kitchen 
Filled with hearts, flowers and plants
Where the fire never burns out
The love never runs dry 

Oh bless my little kitchen Lord 
Let it be a monument of grace 
When I do my work 
Wash pots and pans and cook 
Write blogs, design clothes and draw
Bless the fruits of my hands 

Let my recipes be filled with dreams 
Let the value of my dreams shine 
It may be a humble kitchen 
But in it history is made 
I am home in my kitchen 
Where I have learnt to love again 


Yep, that just about sums it up, 18 months ago I was homeless after Walter Masocha and my ex husband evicted me from my house. God was good to me and my children and He gave us a new home where we started afresh, even the furniture. God indeed took away the old house, the kitchen was tiny, cold and uninviting, I never treasured it or spent time in it. It was rather a reflection of my heart, how sad and unhappy I was in the marriage, though I thought I was happy, because I didn't know any better. 

Today in this kitchen I laugh a lot. Some of the rules in our house are -  love life, live long and laugh out loud, a lot... I had never laughed in my life the way I laugh today, Nino makes me cry with laughter. Dreams are achieved in my kitchen, because home is where the heart is. This kitchen is spacious, its airy and its colorful, oozing green and orange, my favorite colors. My whole personality is in this kitchen. Its a breath of fresh air, and I always feel encouraged when I am with my children at home. 

I don't mean this in a rude way but the truth of the matter is ALL Agape members (that I knew personally) sadly live in houses that are run down. One member lived in a house where you could see the toilet through the kitchen roof, yet she was giving her hard earned live in money to Walter Masocha. Another family had a council house kitchen that had no cupboards yet they were fighting to buy Walter Masocha Egyptian cotton sheets and flight tickets. Its a sad reality but I am just grateful that I have a kitchen full of food and love, something that you may not find in an Agaped child kitchen..,

 It takes hands to build a house but it takes hearts to build a home


Nino and Nakai doing their thing....its always in the kitchen

My boys love to draw, even when the shopping is still on the floor!

Orange and green...

I have a thing for wooden hearts, this handmade heart wooden mirror is the focal point of my kitchen 

I love my traditional whistling kettle...I have said goodbye to electric jugs lol 

Home is where the heart is...

My plant on the corner is doing really well...

Oops...the old house...the one I lost...guess the coldness speaks for itself 


Hope you enjoy my home made video (literally)

In Other News

I feel so honored to have designed a gown for one of the models of Miss Pride Of Africa 2015. Antonia is a beautiful amazing woman with a pure heart. She is one strong woman with a heart for people. I cant wait to see her on the runway wearing Just Jean gown and I believe this Pride Of Africa Crown belongs to her as she represents Gambia...Go Antonia Go!



In Other Other News 

Agape fraudster Faith Domingo Nechironga 

It came as no surprise that AGAPE Church member and spiritual daughter of sex offender Walter Masocha has been found guilty of running a holiday and passport application pyramid scheme that has alledgedly fleeced over £ 14000 and £5400 respectively from unsuspecting victims within 8 weeks. Read full story here . Faith Nechironga continues to deny the allegations and shows no remorse over the pain and loss she caused her unsuspecting victims, even though none of them have received their money back. Faith Nechironga is responsible for booking Walter Masocha's luxury holidays and collecting money from poor church members to sponsor Walter Masocha's holidays. Faith who had been so excited about being nominated for Zimbabwe International Women Awards Business Woman Of The Year for running a travel Agency has now been stripped off from the category. I guess there is Justice at the end of the tunnel. 



Thursday, 10 September 2015

If I Had Been A White Woman In Modern Britain Today...

The day that Walter Masocha, a convicted sex offender walked free from Falkirk Sheriff Court, much to the shock of the world, I knew that the color of my skin and that of the 15 year old girl he sexually abused had had a lot to do with Sheriff Kenneth McGowan's decision to let Walter Masocha escape jail with 250 hours community service.

If only I had been a white woman, justice would have prevailed 

If only the 15 year old girl groped by Walter Masocha had been a white girl, I believe the Sherrif would not have had mercy on Masocha, because race matters. Maxwell Nyakutya, an Agape church leader and Masocha's closest friend merely stroked another 15 year old girl's leg on a bus, and Sherrif Hendry had no sympathy or mercy for him, considering a custodial sentence for the sex offender, giving him 2 years probation and putting him on the sex offender register for 5 years, a far contrast to the one year on the sex offender register that was given to Masocha for more multiple sex offences, including abusing a 15 year old girl also. Two 15 year old girls, one touched on the thigh in a bus, the other groped inside her underwear in a closed environment by her preacher after being groomed, but the former 15 year old girl got justice and the latterr didn't. Why, because one was white and the other was black. The 15 year old who didn't get justice had to give evidence in court, she had to be cross examined, she missed school, only for her sex offender to walk free from court. Why, because she wasn't white enough. If only she had been white, maybe with red hair and freckles, then that would have made all the difference, she would have lived to see justice in modern Britain. She would not have wavered her anonymity, but as a victim of sexual assault, she would have been protected for the rest of her life. If only she had been a white 15 year old girl, even the public would have been outraged by the sentence her convicted molester was given. 

Even me, a 33 year old mother of 4, left homeless and assaulted by the Bishop with my husband's permission, if only my skin shade had been different, then I would not have gone through a week of grueling cross examination , taking my children off school for my abuser to get community service. I would not have spent hours giving evidence in court, one of the most difficult things for a victim of sex abuse to go through, only for my abuser to be on the sex offender register for a year. Even a man who touches a girl on a bus gets 5 years on the sex offender register. If I had been a white woman in modern Britain today, then Sherrif McGowan would not have told sex pervert Walter Masocha that hes not going to jail because he had already suffered a spectacular fall from grace, because sex offenders are meant to fall spectacularly from grace, especially those respected by the community and who take a position of leadership and trust. There is no other way for sex offenders to fall from grace, public humiliation is inevitable in 99.9% of the cases and the fall from grace will be nothing but spectacular. That is no reason for the sentence to be lenient, because it is the victim who matters not the offender. Max Clifford, Rolf Harris and even dead Jimmy Saville all suffered spectacular falls from grace before the sentences were passed. But that never deterred from the severity of the sentencing intended for the crime committed.

Max Clifford was even given a tougher jail sentence by Judge Anthony Leonard, double the time he was supposed to serve because he showed no remorse over the white women and girls he had assaulted, Judge Anthony Leonard didn't care that Max Clifford had once hosted a charity dinner to raise money for a boy with cancer. The judge didn't consider that Max Clifford had been involved in so many charities in Britain, what mattered was the way he had abused his position of power and influence to abuse vulnerable women and girls, and for that he sent him to prison for 8 years. Why, because white women he had abused mattered. What about Rolf Harris. Mr Justice Sweeny sentenced him to 5 years and 9 months in Prison because the entertainer had shown no remorse for a string of indecent assaults. It didn't matter that Rolf Harris had even painted a picture of the Queen once, and at one time he was loved and adored by the British public, all that didn't matter, it was about the victims he violated and took advantage of.

Sherrif McGowan said sex offender Walter Masocha had done some charity work and was a man of good character. I believe every pedophile in the world is of good moral standing to some degree, and good character which allows them to be sex perverts for years without suspicion. Most of them are very charming and "nice people". That's the whole idea. They are not exactly going to walk around with a label on the fore head that screams "I will be molesting a 15 year old girl today in my office". Of course not, they will be very respectable and wear tailor made suits, I never thought I would see the day in modern Britain, where a convicted pedophile escapes jail because he was "respected by his church members". It sure saved Walter Masocha to pretend to be a good man, even though he has raped women, abused girls, groped women. Why because black girls and women just don't matter enough for them to see justice on the men who cruelly violated them.

About the charity work, may I just correct Sir Sherrif McGowan that Walter Masocha has never done any sort of charity work all his life in any shape or form. He doesn't even know the meaning of the words "helping" or "charity". Max Clifford had done significant charity work in the world, making a difference in the world, but hes in jail today for sexual assault. The real charity work did not save him from receiving the sentence he deserved.  Rolf Harris did proper charity work too okay, like painting a card for children in need charity organisation, supporting Princes Trust etc, but his backside is in jail today, why, because the white girls he abused matter. As for Walter Masocha he has never donated a penny to anyone in his life, never saved a soul.  You could be dying of cancer and Walter Masocha would literally ask you to bless him with the little you have so that God will heal you, He has a charity alright, but he uses it to abuse and manipulate the weak, and the vulnerable. The ethic minorities, single mothers, the mentally weak, the asylum seekers, yes the black spiritual people of modern Britain.  He is the one who is given money by his followers, if that is what charity work is described as in Scotland, then I believe the definition needs to be changed in oxford dictionary.

Reggie Yates set to explore how skin color affects decision making in new BBC documentary

So yes I will say it again boldly, If I was a white woman today, with blonde hair and blue eyes, my convicted abuser would not be roaming the streets today, especially when found guilty of multiple sex offences, and shown no remorse for what he did, never apologized once but continues to be idolized and worshiped by his followers running a registered charity, of course Sheriff Kenneth McGowan would have definitely sentenced him to jail, If I had been a white woman today, then my sex abuser would not be flying first class this weekend to attend an Agape wedding of Ruvimbo and Odingo Matorera where his travel, 5 star accommodation, food and clothing is being paid for by church members so that he can "bless" the wedding as "Daddy" and 'The Prophet' despite being a convicted sex offender.

But still I hope. I believe my work was never in vain and will never be in vain. I may be just a woman. A black woman rather. But I still hope. As Reggie Yates BBC documentary will explore, IS BRITAIN RACIST? Going undercover to explore the nation's modern day prejudices, determining that the country still discriminates against people because of the color of their skin. Well I have lived to experience this reality as a victim of sexual assault and life threatening abuses that almost killed me. But still I dream, that one day no man, preacher or not, prophet or not,  will touch a black girl, or a black woman and get away with it because she was just a black girl. I have a dream, that one day black women will live to see justice in modern Britain, and their convicted sex offenders will not be excused because they had already fallen from grace, or were respected by their followers, or wore expensive suits and ran a registered charity, but will be judged according to the severity of their crimes, not their alter egos. I have a dream, that one day the law will change on the sentencing of religious sex offenders who use their "charities", " good social standing " and "power" to abuse vulnerable women and children. I have a dream, that one day the black woman will matter, as a sexual assault victim, but for now I can only say if only I was a white woman, then I would have seen the man who abused me face a jail sentence. If only...


With my pencil and paper still I hope...

In Other New

What made me survive this abuse was the woman in me. I drew strength from being myself and expressing myself, in writing, fashion, drawing and just being me, Just Jean. My new JUST JEAN Afrocentric T shirts are perfect for autumn. Its time to cover up and get our jeans out of the closet. What I love about the Just Jean t-shirts is they are very versatile, and can be worn with just about anything casual, leggings, maxi shirks, Jeans, pants, casual skirts and/or shorts. My children are very excited about this collection, making me one very proud mummy, its Just Jean...