HE IS THEIR DADDY

This is how far I have come. The Lord has blessed me with the fruit of the womb. My children are the best thing that has ever happened to me. So when my ex husband decided to fight me to take my babies away, the lioness in me came out. I had no mercy on him, I massacred him. It was the survival of the fittest.  Had I lost my children, I would not have had any reason to carry on. But I fought him and shredded him to bits so much that he left the court room with his tail in-between his legs. His mother and sisters too, they left the courtroom undressed like plucked chickens. They came in masses thinking they would beat me with numbers, I fought them alone and won the battle. No one messes with MY children, no one. 

He chose Masocha over his own children. Its not a secret. Even in court he testified that his alliance is with the famous paedophile.  Like Esau he gave up his own inheritance for another man. Its like a horror movie right, too absurd to be true. I laugh sometimes though. It is funny sad.  How funny is it that the man he gave his children up for kept his step daughters. Well the bible says blessed is the man that has a quiver full of children. The fruit of the womb is a reward. The Lord God has taken the inheritance of my ex husband and given it to another man,  my Boaz, Nino. 

My children can testify that the inheritance and the birthright now belongs to Nino. They have moved on from the family that once tried to destroy them. They can all testify with their own mouths that my ex husband is no longer their father.  He is no longer their daddy. My 12 year old daughter started planning fathers day in March, thats how excited she was. To her, Nino is the man she recognises today as her father. Nino is the man who has her best interest at heart. He is the one who protects her. To my daughter, a father is a man who does not neglect her and put her in danger. A father is a man who doesn't choose another man over her. Her father is Nino. And she made a beautiful card to show it.

The boys absolutely adores Nino too. He is always there to teach and play football with them. He is there to fix their bikes when they break. He takes them to school. Does homework with them. He is the one who cuts their hair and gives the coolest hair styles. He even teaches them how to walk like "cool dudes". He taught them that when you walk, people should look at you and know that you are  a somebody, don't just walk like a nobody. Its so hilarious how the boys are learning to walk like cool dudes, that's the advantage of having a young dad I suppose.  He is truly their daddy. And the coolest one too. Happy Fathers Day Nino. 

The inheritance now belongs to Nino

He is now her Daddy

In Other News

I hope you like my Just Jean blazer. I absolutely love it and so does my clients. I have to say I have put on a bit of weight as you guys can tell. Honesty I think its because I'm really happy inside. I always used to like being skinny because I thought that was beauty and I never saw myself being curvy. But I have to say I love this body. I still work out as you can tell from my physic, but I'm now embracing my African black woman body. Nino loves this body too and he prefers me to be curvy than the super slim Jean. So if my Boaz is happy, then I'm happy too. When I look at my pictures when I was with my ex husband frankly I looked unhappy and anorexic. I believe I now look like the woman God designed me to be. What I have learnt is when you are with the wrong man, he will take away your God given beauty too. The right man will bring out even the inner beauty in you. 

In Other Other News

One thing I know is I have lived to see my desire on the wicked in the land of the living. All the remaining cult leaders are leaving the cult at the speed of lighting. Nurses Julius and Yvonne Gayakaya have now jumped the sinking ship. After all the fighting they did for the paedophile, they have left. Who remembers Nurse Gayakaya writing on the blog (mostly broken English) fighting for the Musuka family and Masocha. Isn't the world rather sweet. Victor Kwaramba has left the cult too. His departure came after his wife Kudzi was abusing Mary emotionally and financially, social workers had to intervene as Mary is classed as a vulnerable adult.  Nick Muzeziwa and his wife have also left. Honestly who is left for the paedophile? I repeat, who is left for the paedophile? It is Fathers Day after all. Where are all his children? 

Yvonne and Julius Gayakaya have finally left the cult. 

There Is Something About Mary, And Its Definitely Not Brain Tumour

Now and again I get phone calls from ex members of Agape who wants me to put up something on the blog about the cult and all the dark things that goes on behind the scenes. Because of my new lifestyle blog, clothing line, Art work, Poetry, Radio Show, Beauty products I promote and being a wife and mother, I have been extremely busy. Sometimes I feel like I can't run away from this blog, it sounds really weird. Just yesterday I got a phone call from a dear ex Agape member who said " Jean we know you have moved on, but please update the blog. Some of us still need it for encouragement and to overcome". It made me realise that this blog is not really mine, I am just a vessel who manages it. But this blog really belongs to every person who has been hurt and abused by Masocha. Its their place of refuge where they have the strength to fight back. 

As the Psalmist in Psalm 45:1 says, "My heart is inditing a good matter. I speak of the things which I have made touching the King. My tongue is the pen of a ready writer." As a ready writer always,  the stories keep on coming, and all I have to do is write. This particular story is about a lady called Mary, well I called her Mary for confidentiality reasons, but that is not her real name. I'm sure a lot of the readers know her story, but for those who do not, here is a brief recap. 

Mary is a single mother of two teenage daughters, who are now in a rebellious stage against their mother. She became a single mother after Masocha advised her to leave her husband. Mary is a cult member of Agape. Sadly last year, she was given advice by Walter Masocha to stop taking her medication for a chronic illness. Yes Masocha claims to heal HIV, Cancers, Tuberculosis and other life threatening chronic diseases. He says even doctors in the whole of Scotland recommend HIV and cancer patients to him. So with Mary he did his miraculous healing but unfortunately the withdrawal of her medication caused an infection in her brain. Since her Daddy had told her she was healed, she felt she had to go and see her Daddy for prayers since things where clearly not well with her mind, soul and body. Sadly Masocha, even though he had caused all this, refused to see her and calling her a "mad woman". She was being accompanied by cult leader Winnie Mawarire. When told she could not see Daddy, she flipped, which is understandable considering Walter was the one who had told her to stop her medication. She then badly assaulted Winnie and Winnie immediately called the police, leading to the sectioning of Mary in December 2015.  

Whilst Mary was sectioned under the Mental Health Act, cult members of Agape where not allowed to visit her in hospital by medical professionals as they understood Agape Cult was the primary cause for the breakdown of Mary. After spending more than 6 months in a psychiatric hospital, Mary is now been given day leaves, though not yet fully discharged. Sadly last month Masocha started calling her. Cult members have also started luring her back, as she is still confused. Mary's family have tried hard to fight the Cult to stay away from Mary. 

But sadly Mary now believes that she has a brain tumour and that Masocha has healed her, proving the extent of her confusion and vulnerability at the moment. Mary has never been diagnosed of brain tumour though she is now announcing on Facebook that she battling a brain tumour.  If she had a brain tumour she would have been in a medical hospital to get the tumour removed not stuck in a psychiatric hospital for over half a year. She had a brain infection as a result of being messed up by Walter Msaocha not a brain tumour. Mary's family are going through a very difficult time right now as they have completely lost their daughter to Agape cult. They feel she is  being sacrificed for the upcoming trial and it would be a repeated case of Cathy Chigavazira who collapsed and died in an Agape Cult Service in 2014 after she had been also advised by Masocha to stop taking her medication. Its all very sad,  please pray for Mary and her family, we pray she lives and doesn't die. 

Speaking of the horrific never ending deaths in Agape. I can now confirm that another person has recently died in Agape. The poor victim was a white man who was a care taker at the Agape Miracle Rain Center in Nottingham. Due to the lack of legalised electricity in the building and the use of old style heaters, carbon monoxide leaked causing the death of this caretaker. Unfortunately the remaining cult members where not even told about this death and it was covered up by Edna Guveya and her husband along with Walter and Judith Masocha. They said that if cult members know about the death, they will fear that the building is now haunted. Well the building is already haunted though, not only by the poor white caretaker, but by every soul who has ever died because of you Walter Masocha...Vongai, Cathy, Scott Chiriseri...I mean the list of blood shed in this cult is endless. 

I am still getting the information of the caretaker who recently died in the hands of Walter Masocha. The trial draweth nigh indeed...

In Other News

Sadly still speaking about death. Last month Gloria Musuka passed away. For confidentiality and respect I can not disclose the cause of death. Rest in peace Gloria.  I remember the love and care you showed me in Zimbabwe when I visited you in 2011. You chose to fight your own mother and wicked sisters for me. You refused to be part of their wickedness. Even the day your own sister called the ambulance on me, you called me. You were the only person in that family who had a heart. I pray you rest in peace Gloria. I pray you are in a better place. I will always remember you as the only woman in the Musuka family who ever stood up for me. I could not let you go, without paying tribute to you. 

In other news I can also confirm former Agape Envoy Elijah has now successively moved on with his life and has managed to build a new life with his current beautiful young wife. I am truly happy for him. His ex wife Theresa  chose to let her husband flee the cult alone and refused to jump the sinking ship with him in 2013 when the blog started. She chose to stick with Masocha, but by the time she realised how wicked Agape was, it was too late. Her husband had moved on. She begged him to take her back, but he had already shut the door. As I write this Theresa is now mentally unstable and struggling as a single mother, she is often seen walking up and down wondering in the streets. Please pray for this poor soul. It all reminds me of the lives that Masocha has destroyed. For those still in the Cult, do not be like Theresa, a foolish virgin. When your husband or wife flees the cult, follow them...don't wait until its too late. 

In Other Other News

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