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Monday, 7 October 2013

He really was my "Daddy"...

How it all started

Sometimes I think its a dream. I want to wake up and have someone tell me its all a nightmare. This cant be right. This can not be reality. How did even end up here, to have my life completely destroyed by a man I so trusted. I trusted him more than I trusted myself. You may think its silly of me, but these things do happen. I put my trust, all of it, in one man. I talked to him on the phone every week, for hours. I followed him everywhere he went, well almost. I worshipped the ground he walked on, literally. He was everything to me. I adored him. I felt like a lost little girl, and this man (my hero) had found me. I met him at a time in my life when my world was upside down, I didn't really like him at first, but something in me was connected to him. A very specially connection. He called me "his baby girl", "most beloved daughter"...things like that, and it made me feel very special. Too special. I went from being a nobody to a somebody. It was almost like this man discovered me. Everyone, especially the women called him, "Daddy." I struggled a lot with that initially, well he wasn't my father. There was only one man I had ever called Daddy, and that was my biological father. Now here was this man, calling me his daughter, a little strange I thought. I have to say it happened one day, I don't know how it happened, I looked him in the eye and called him that name for the first time...Daddy. I was 29 years old, a bit too old to be getting excited about "Daddy"! But hey, this day I was so excited. Its like he does something to you. You should see the other grown women around him, some as old as 45, jumping up and down around him...Anyway this day he hugged me so tight, I hugged him back as I called, "Daddy!". In my little fairy tale book, it was a magical moment. Proper Disney type magical moment in a faraway land. I was a lost little princess who had found her special ever loving eternal Daddy. In his arms I felt like I had finally come home. I felt safe in his arms. I felt loved in his arms. He was my Daddy, (well so I thought). It was just the most beautiful story.

Now fast forward 2 years later. I am homeless, with my 3 children. Please note, a few months ago I was living in my beautiful 3 bedroom detached house I owned with my husband. I'm afraid the fairytale with Daddy didn't last very long. In fact the beautiful father daughter fairy tale turned into a nightmare, a horror story rather.This man I called Daddy within two years completely manipulated my mind, controlled me, used me and cruelly abused me. He destroyed my life, broke my marriage (turned me and my loving husband against each other), abused me so much I fled my home, my community with my young children. I sit here today and I can believe this happened. How it happened I cant really understand. I feel like I was bewitched, drugged even, something happened to me under this man I called Daddy. Its still a mystery to me.

You may be wondering who this "Daddy" is. Does he have a name? Is he a real man or is he a figment of my imagination? I wish he was all in my head. I wish he was some fictitious character I made up. But hes real and yes he does have a name. His name is Dr Walter Masocha. Believe it or not he is a former university lecturer in the UK, holding several PhDs. A very intelligent man. He is now a self styled prophet, Apostle, Archbishop and all the rest of it. A very respectable man, kind, polite and all that. He says his church called Agape is apparently one of the fastest growing Churches in the UK. In this post I have said enough about him, Dr Walter Masocha I mean. On my blog, in my own words, followed by a book, (its already finished in my head) this is just the beginning of me telling my story of the horrors and nightmares I suffered in the hands of this so called man of God. I have been through hell, and its a miracle that I am still standing...and sane after what this man and his leaders (Board Members, Envoys) put me through. For that I will fight back, as small and as insignificant I may be, I will do whatever I can do in my minute power to expose the dark secrets of this Church Agape For All Nations Ministries International. It has to be told, and I happen to be the one who will boldly say ...yes he was my "Daddy". But something in me tells me Daddies protect not abuse. So no he is no longer my " Daddy" whatever that ever meant...This is my first blog post...and I bet you are already fed up with the word "Daddy". If you think I've over inappropriately used the word Daddy in just one blog post, just go and spend 10 minutes in Dr Walter Masocha's church, and you will come and tell me I have hardly used the word. Imagine 500 grown women in one place all screaming, some crying, others hysterical and yelling "Daddy! Daddy!" Thats the kind of hysteria am talking about here. I think even the word "Daddy" is being abused in this Church. So I hope dear reader, you can bear with me as I tell a bit of my story, on a blog I decided to call, " He was my Daddy". This is a picture I had taken with him in May 2013 at his privately rented country cottage in Derby. I had gone to interview him for the Church Magazine I was the founder and editor of.

127 comments:

  1. May the True God, loving Father, Abba Father, grant you eternal PEACE!!

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    1. Thank God that most people l know got out of this church early, like you my marriage was almost destroyed by this church, but me and my husband realised this and left.....

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    2. Hi Jean, as a fellow Christian I just wanted to add my own 2cents to your story. I really empathise with you and can only imagine how traumatic this whole experience as been for you and your children. I understand this coz my kids have seen me being abused and it affected them badly.

      Having said the above, I feel as a christian in all we do we need to refer to our manufacturers manual which is the bible and it says "we wrestle not against flesh and blood....."Ephesians 5v10-18. The minute you realise this you have defeated your enemy already. It is key that you realise who your real enemy is in all this. The real enemy is the devil, who came to kill, steal and destroy our lives. The greatest thing you can do is ........FORGIVE, all those that have wronged you. Human sympathy can only give you temporal relief coz at the end of the day you have to face this alone. Forgiveness though hard will sustain you into eternity. I am not saying do nothing but seek the wisdom of God not man in all you do.

      I dont know you and this is my first time to even hear about this church but 1 thing I know God is concerned about all of you. Here are some scriptures that I pray will help you on your journey to healing.Let this experince stregnthen your desire for God. Rom1v2-9.

      Mtt 5 v 23-26, 43-48
      2 Corinth4 v16-18

      This message I pray will not only help Jean but everyone involved and any1 who read its. In the mighty name of Jesus.

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    1. kurwara nenjere ndimiunoti kana monamata moita kunge makupenga imi take it easy waionererwa too much g.GO TO HELL DONT COME BACK

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  4. IT IS WELL MY DEAR!! My prayer is that you dont allow this whole evil deeds to move away from the True God!!!
    Be strong in prayer, you are in battle!!!
    I pray that God will through this heal so many broken hearts!!
    YOU NOT THE ONLY ONE!!! I pray against the spirit of fear!!!!
    Come out Ladies, some of you your daughters have been molested!! But makanyarara!! SPEAK!!
    This is your time to come out!!!
    Expose the evil in churches!!! What the so called man of God does to you behind closed doors, he does to others AND to your DAUGHTERS too!!!!

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  6. Simple nonsense. First, let me say this:- leave this family alone! 1. You had a problem with your in-laws. 2. You created a scene at a church and behaved in a manner which shocked those who thought they knew you. Yes they called an ambulance because then you were behaving like a schizophrenic. The rantings on this site are a sure sign of a mad person, just by reading them I see a very ill lonely woman. Jean you have a deep personality disorder. You wrote a book during your time in Agape! You always was in front of true Christians, convincing those who needed convincing. You joined a church; then you cleverly moved yourself to the top table. This family allowed you a place in their life. What did you do? You destroyed yourself! You rant here like who you are a lunatic !! You destroyed your marriage with your hands. Proverbs 14 -: "14 The wise woman builds her house, but with her own hands the foolish one tears hers down. 2 Whoever fears the Lord walks uprightly but those who despise him are devious in their ways. 3 A fool’s mouth lashes out with pride, but the lips of the wise protect them".
    You had a good marriage, but you foolishly tore it apart! You were a respected woman, who wrote a book in Agape "but with" your "own hands" you tore it apart. The book you wrote? Now is a cheap meaningless rantings of a lunatic. You destroyed it. You quarrelled with your in laws because you are devious i your ways. Your tongue is sharp! But the lies you spin are like a web only waiting to entrap you! This is what happens to a person when the devil takes her over.

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    1. Well, Jean! Do and say whatever you have to do or say!! You speaking for a lot of women , i dont know you, but i pray God heals u,
      As for those who are against what you doing, dont blame them, until they go through it, they will not understand!!
      Read the book... Spiritual Abuse!!! And above all LET THE PEACE OF GOD BE IN YOU!!
      Being betrayed by Church , or church leaders is hurtful!!
      Be strong in the Lord and forgive and come out of the bait of satan, OFFENSE!!

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    2. Jean know that there are Jealous people, who will never love to see you with all that talent rising up the Ladder!
      Keep going young Lady!!! Dont worry about nasty comments, do what you HAVE to do!
      GOD BE WITH YOU!! No weapon forged against you shall prosper!! Do everything under the blood of Jesus Christ!!! He will NEVER leave you nor forsake you!!

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    3. Thank you so much. I appreciate your love in Christ.

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    4. You are an amzing actor and a fictional writer Jean. It's a shame you had to waste your talent by destroying a church of God. anyway only God knows.

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    5. Anonymous, that's why you are "Anonymous" like your "Daddy" come out in the open like Jean who has nothing to hide in front of God, Kusanyara kwevanhu vanobira varombo. WOZA "Women of Zimbabwe Arise" vakadzi taurayi.

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    6. My support goes to you my sister. It is saddening to know that innocent lives are being misled by this false prophet. The bible speaks in 2 Peter 2 v 2 "many will follow their depraved conduct and bring the way of the truth into disrepute.
      This man is full of blasphemy he claims to be a man of God but cannot tell the truth. He goes on and on about having seen the "back of God". He has said it so many times to a point that he has started to doubt himself, but somehow tries to convince himself that it happenned.does not believe it and is trying to convince himself that it happenned.

      The true Bible is very clear in Exodus 33:20 and John 6:46 that "no man can see God and live" and that "noone can see the father,except the One who is from God; He has seen the father." I am sure we all know who the Bible is referring to: [Jesus Christ]. Unless if the Masocha is proclaiming himself to be "Christ".People beware of false teachings, speaking of that the man can barely preach.

      Church would normally start around 9am and the sun will set without a word being shared. He purposefully ensures that he spends time playing some stupid games. If only people knew what this means for their souls. They shall face judgement when the Lord Almighty comes. Revelations 20:11,12 and 15 " Then I saw a great white throne and him who was seated on it. The earth and the heavens fled from his presence, and there was no place for them. 12 And I saw the dead, great and small, standing before the throne, and books were opened. Another book was opened, which is the book of life. The dead were judged according to what they had done as recorded in the books. 15 Anyone whose name was not found written in the book of life was thrown into the lake of fire".

      Instead of feeding saints with spiritual things that edify to their spirit the man turn the place into an entertainment circus. He parades women to dance for him and has even named another group "daddy's dancing girls'. Some of the dancers are married women and they have no shame getting up to shake their buttocks in front this self acclaimed prophet. I am sure none of these women have ever danced for their husbands. I have read about great man of God, from Abraham, John, Peter and Paul none of them exploited people but they insured that people were taught and empowered in the things of the Kingdom. They understood that the Word was responsinsible for setting people free.

      I urge you brothers and sisters that it that time of the renewal of the mind. Let us seek to know the truth. Run with your soul before it's too late. Don't just follow for the sake of wanting to be in a community of zimbos. There are many churches that are preaching the truth. Regai kuda kuramba muri muSodom. Hamusi kuona hufeve huzere mukati imomo unless muri kufamba pamwe chete. Two can not walk together unless there agree.

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  7. The world understands abuse.It is good that such stories which are church taboos are coming out.You are a hero.Last year I got 6 cases allegations against pastor ....I took time to help the women because if you visit website the church people look good but from your story today you have helped women in pain and silence.this man must be held to account. his church members persecuting you must be exposed.Police in UK must take action as laws on violence against women are clear.I have this case now and will do whatever to bring these people to book.One of the women sexually abused told her husband and it causedpain

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    1. Muzvare Betty Makoni, I can never thank you enough for just believing me. Your support means a lot to me, especially at a time like this.

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    2. The presumption of innocence is a fundamental principle in the laws of the UK hence a person is arrested for suspicion of an offence and here you are Mrs Makoni already acting as though the man is guilty of any offence, allegations are just that an allegation, before you get your knickers twisted and seek publicity as you always do get your facts right. What is this hogwash you are saying about the people on the website looking good? Who are you to morally judge the whole church form the few allegations that you have supposedly heard? Have you heard the other side of the story? You cannot make an informed judgment from a one sided view, I have heard allegations about you misappropriating funds but they are just that as well as you seeking political asylum with frivolous claims that are quite questionable. So Mrs Makoni before you 'investigate', 'prosecute' be the 'jury' and 'judge' consider those few things. I am not a Agape member by the way but a campaigner of justice. If Ms Jeans allegations are to go by and are true I am sure the law will take its course and justice will prevail. Andre Bhunu Counselor of Law NY State, Solicitor England & Wales, Attorney High Court of Zimbabwe

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    3. Nonsense. If you really helped them then why is this man walking free if indeed he abused anyone? Stop peddling heresay and speak only when you have solid facts. Hamunyari kumanya nemakuhwa.

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    5. Anonymous & Mwanawamambo hamuna kana nyaya . Walking free does not mean he didn't abuse even being found not guilty does not mean one is innocent . Anonymous I don't know kuti justice yaunorwira ndeipi . I don't even think kuti unechaunacho muhupenyu. U sound like a man and I don't think u are married and if u r married I feel pity for the poor soul. I don't think she knows kuti you have commented on this blog otherwise tainzwa zvakawanda nezvako !!! Une godo somewhere somehow nehupenyu hwako.
      Mwanawamambo muregerereyi akatobatsirwawo kuuya ku UK nehama. Haana kana fundo!!!! Go back to school please, nguva ichiripo . U sound Sad , very very sad !!!

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  8. You are such an amazing woman, and I am blown away by your courage! I commend you for starting this blog to tell your story, one that I am all too familiar with and almost cost me my life! I thank God that you are sharing your experience to help others in a similar situation. Please don't be silenced by the simple minded and ignorant people out there. Unless they have walked in your shoes they should shut the heck up and learn what they can, with life you never know what tomorrow might bring to their doorstep. Best wishes to you and your situation, may God use you in a mighty and powerful way!

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    1. Thank you so much. God bless you and well done for surviving the abuse.

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    2. Have you heard the other side of the story? No. Has anyone been arrested? No. So you might want to chill because your words will come back to bight you.

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    3. Jean don't even talk about god blessing cause with these lies yur spreading yur CURSED

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    4. Yur wicked and 2 faced

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    5. Jean my dear sister in Christ, well done for being brave and putting this all out in the open. Personally I think Agape yakandiramba tried it but it was all just mvenge mvenge and not for me & my family. Jesus money yazovaitisa zvisina musoro Dr vaya. I do not know u babes so my opinion is purely based on how I'm feeling. I definitely know that some people in authority abuse their positions especially varume veku Africa in this case vaMasocha. pachirungu that's what we know as flirting but in this case vakapfurikidza. Just by seeing your pictures to some extent you don't blame hime coz you are a very attractive young lady. But a man of his position and married too should not have even entertained the thought. Looks like it started off as harmless flirting to him but pachibhoyi hazviite!!! Obviously because you were married and waivati baba through kunyara you did not stop him straight away vakati zvaita. I say this coz similar incident has happened to me b4 but in my case handina mangwana ekuswerombonyara ndakabva ndaita gaga and it did not happen ever again! It's unfortunate your ex- husband akaputirwa or kawindi kaMasocha so he was in denial fear of letting this selfish Pastor/Dr or whatever is he is in that church down or confronting him. That Shingi dude is a coward and he knows it munhuwepi anosiya mukadzi achidyiwa nemabhorangoma.

      Have a lot to write asi time is against me but I just think people out there are so ignorant including those who are not voicing yet they know these things happening and have been happening in Agape. I know for a fact there are loads of females in the same situ as you but fear of losing to mabenefits & special favours vakangonyarara

      To be honest munhu wamwari does not do that!! That whole hero worshiping baba/ daddy business has to stop! That's what gives him wings to think he is invincible! By the way I've seen all this with my own eyes not hear say. The running around and special service is so pathetic ..... what for takafanana!! For fcuk sake some women do not even serve their husbands like this. Haiwawo Agape yirkushaiswa chikwambo. Not a word from the wife lol anoziva nyaya yavo. jigalo!!

      Jean hold your head up high, take it easy and focus on your children and career. No need to update on your progress coz people are jealous progress quietly those with eyes will see. Kutaurisa mazimbo anegodo vanokuviringidzira zvikashaya basa. 2ndly chose your friends wisely coz they will be the ones to bring you down.

      Thumbs up to you 'super lady

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    6. People are rightly saying we should hear the other side. So let hear it! Those pictures with the pastor holding a married woman by the waist are highly inappropriate. But let him defend himself.

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  9. You are such an amazing woman, and I am blown away by your courage! I commend you for starting this blog to tell your story, one that I am all too familiar with and almost cost me my life! I thank God that you are sharing your experience to help others in a similar situation. Please don't be silenced by the simple minded and ignorant people out there. Unless they have walked in your shoes they should shut the heck up and learn what they can, with life you never know what tomorrow might bring to their doorstep. Best wishes to you and your situation, may God use you in a mighty and powerful way!

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  10. Chinasing! Weldone for jus mentioning it!! I know of several women from this church who were abused..!
    Your story Jean is not even half as shocking as things that happen on Surgeries!!!
    Hell is real...! And people who know the TRUTH, am sure the wife does and keeps quiet whilst vulnerable girls and woman are abused will be His neighbours in Hell!!

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  11. JEAN, Dear even if you killed like Paul, or waka wura like David. Or waka uraya like Moses or maybe you not perfect like me!!! YOU STILL DONT DESERVE TO BE ABUSED!!!
    Stand TALL!!

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  12. Norie!! You need PRAYERS!! Your attacks are blows in the air!! Hoping to hit Jean and you keep missing!! And you will miss forever!
    Irrelevant!!!

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  13. THE TRUTH BE TOLD

    https://www.dropbox.com/s/wx52vwfycce1oyt/JEAN%20%28High%20Resolution%29.mpg

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  14. Hi guys.I got a few questions . I believe we are all christian believers here right? But how is all the bashing and accusations on both sides going to bring Glory to God? .Is God really smiling when he is reading this blog (other blogs made in regards to this one). Don't you think God should be the judge of all of this.Fair enough everyone wants to share their side of the story, but the real reality we all should consider is that Blogspot.co.uk and all the attacks made on both sides will not give anyone justice. Only God Almighty the Creator of heaven and Earth will give justice. Judgment day is coming, did anyone say its not coming??. Bear all your burdens onto him .Romans12 vs19 states: Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves, but rather give place unto wrath: for it is written, Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the Lord.

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  15. Heyi Ladies this lady Jean is telling the truth and cant you see she is crying for help and want people to understand what she is going through.I can understand where she is coming from causr I went through so much pain and I couldnt tell it to anyone because noone would understand or believelike some of you who are passing such nasty comments.Wake up ladies there is so much abuse that happened in those so called'surgeries and prayer retreats'This is only the beginning you aint heard anything yet.I was even warned an threatened not to tell anyone because noone will ever believe me because people will saying you are lying about the man of God and you will be cursed.thats a lie from the pit of hell,I commend Jean if she was lying she wasnt going to expose the names.Ladies you must come out and expose this evil,you are many out there and justice will prevail.

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    1. You are right, intense emotional pain is a lonely place that no one who has ever experienced it will ever understand. Murume wake Jean akamuregerera big time. No matter what mai vevana vako munhu wemurume unofanira kuprotector. Handiskuti anorasa hama dzaka but anofanira kuvaise vese pazvizvimbo zvavo zvavanokodzera vese.

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  16. To those who think what Jean is doing is wrong, shame on you. Don't judge how she's decided to overcome her problems. I'm a Christian and have heard of so many cases where women were abused in churches. These pastors are human beings so stop glorifying them as if they are Gods. They too make mistakes and abuse like in this case. Let's unite instead and help prevent another family to be destroyed by the so called churches instead if persecuting Jean.

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  17. Jean, l believe you 1 million percent, l know this man personally and l know that he is a devils advocate destroying families because of his unending sexual desires, its like voodo that he uses to run his so called church, its not really a church , its a cult, he is an educated fool, he started well in his ministry when he was still a true man of God but greed, women and money corrupted him, he did not take heed to the warnings in the bible about those 3 things, expose him because that way u will set free a 100 more women that are being abused right now... he is one of the biggest fraudsters to come of Zimbabwe.. he is a disgrace and he deserves to be exposed..

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  18. In the midst of your cries the lord listens and he shall answer you. all is well my sister. let your heart speak out so that you will find happiness and peace in your heart coz at the end of each night of darkness: the sun shall rise the morning smiles. Let all out what has been haunting you and seek the kingdom of God & u shall be served. Psalm 85:12 ....The LORD will indeed give what is good, and our land will yield its harvest.

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  19. To think I almost became a member of this church!!!! Chokwadi God sometimes lifts us from potential frying pans. Anyway, your story.....I do believe U. No person in their right mind would go to extents of sharing a public diary of their experiences just to humiliate themselves by making false accusations. I believe you're telling the truth Jean & as I always say, justice may seen slow to come by but when it eventually does, it'll be shattering & will give U a sense of closure. Don't be discouraged by nasty comments coz these will always be there....in fact, more than anything, they corroborate your claims of abuse in the church! Take them & use them & self arm in your mission to seek justice for the abuse U suffered. Abuse at the hands of the people U trust the most is the worst....and don't ever think your voice isn't audible enough coz it is, no matter how small it may sound. Good luck babes & I'll keep you & your babies in my prayers...

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  20. Hesi Jean. Very sorry my sister. I really empathise with you. Matthew 23 says it all. We have no father other than God. He aspired to take the place of God in your life but he is not Yahweh. Read also Matthew 24. We are living in the last days. Only a handful will enter the Kingdom of. Psalms says all the work of the wicked will be exposed. The Holy Spirit revealed to us the wickedness of this man ages ago and more is yet to be revealed. We just see how faithful God is.Please also continue to seek the face of God and work out your salvation with fear and trembling. Let God fight fight this battle

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  21. Hesi Jean. Very sorry my sister. I really empathise with you. Matthew 23 says it all. We have no father other than God. He aspired to take the place of God in your life but he is not Yahweh. Read also Matthew 24. We are living in the last days. Only a handful will enter the Kingdom of. Psalms says all the work of the wicked will be exposed. God revealed to us the wickedness of this man ages ago and more is yet to be revealed. We just see how faithful God is.Please also continue to seek the face of God and work out your salvation with fear and trembling. Let God fight this battle for u for He is a just God and so faithful such that He will not betray u.

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    1. Thank you for coming out, with your pain. I hope those that are experiencing the same will come out and shame the evil works that are in palces where people should be Worshipping and falling in love with God over and over again. To everyone if you get time go through the book of Jude prayerful, DO NOT RUSH ask the Holy Spirit to help you to undersatnd scripture. Be blessed.

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    2. Ibva apo iwe kurota masikati adi unoshanda night shifts.?zvauri kufunga zvaitwa kare kwete nguva yatiri iyi wake up &smell the coffee dununu.

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    3. Precious wisdom what unwise words to write. Please wake up!!

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    4. Thank you precious wisdom. Well said. Let us continue to pray and fast. Vengence is not ours. Let us continue to even pray & love sister jean. This is the time to apply our teachings we have been taught. Let us have unconditonal love and be peacemakers.

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  23. @ precious wisdom you seem to be no different with those attacking jean, you are contradicting yourself. Why are you saying jean is worshipping Nebuchadinazar, molten images? Is it because she stood up for herself? Where you there when she got abused? Are you going through what she is going through right now? Are you God to judge? Your is an alleged perpetrator of abuse. The alleged victim is jean not walter. This is a serious crime if he is found guilty. Anyone here in defence of walter is becomes an acessory or accomplice to the alleged offence. This is a criminal matter and a religious argument. People should be held accountable for their irresponsible utterance again a helpless victim. Pple must desist from saying unsubstantiated statement without evidence. Those defending walter must show their of his innocence as jean is showing her evidence online for all to see. No one has monopoly over God all pple have access to God. And its only God who knows those who worship him in truth and spirit. Lets not defend the indefensible. Masocha has a pre facie case to answer. The law must be allowed to take its course. Whether he is guilt or innocent is for the judge or jury. Stop all these religious arguments because they are not relevant here. The questions is did walter do or not. Its only walter who can answer this question. No one else can. So wats all this noise about. Jean has a right to complain whether she is healthy or unhealthy like u say.

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    1. Stop waffling but get down to facts. One can easily see which side you are skewed. You say Jean has shown evidence on line for all to see . Can you tell us which evidence. Photos are not evidence. People can be taken photos on any event , and you cant say that's evidence, and for what? We know evidence entails available body of facts or information indicating whether a belief or proposition is true or valid. So what is Jean putting forward which she can say this is what I am alleging? So far its just abuse...abuse....abuse... what is this abuse .Meaningless!!! Who is she going to take to court and against what? Stop just saying empty words and false encouragement.

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  24. Jean think of your children think of your God I stand amazed that you have let lies to continue like this all this people who are believing your lies don't have your story won't be with you be with you on judgment day you knw very well this is a battle between you and your inlaws not the church , the church was getting to know you 2 yrs yu have been there you were chased from old church put your hands up and redeem this family from your lies it won't be easy for people this is someone crying for help next thing you will hear she has killed her children or even attack someone on streets pray for her lets not hold grudges with her this is sad beyond sad God intervene repent Jean repent Makoni you need wisdom to run your work you are running your charity like Jeremy Kyle say this for entertainment purpose do research on someone before persecuting them we have heard a lot about you Mai Nyamapfene so what goes around comes around

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  25. Jean, well done for being brave and speaking out. People like Walter Masocha thrive on playing psychological games of the mind with others manipulating them for their purposes. I watched a friend get sucked into a similar church. It not only destroyed her life (she married a well-know womanizer from the church), but it also destroyed her career for a while and alienated her from friends she'd known most of her life. I do know Walter personally, dating back almost 20yrs ago and was surprised to recently read your story and find out he's been living in the UK and has become a man of God who calls himself Daddy.

    Let this be a lesson to you and everyone else in these 'new pentecostal churches'. Jesus came to free us so that we can pray for ourselves directly to God. No one has the power to pray over yours sins more than you. Your relationship with Christ is between you and God. When you look for your next church, bear that in mind.

    My final advice to you is to stop exposing yourself through this blog. He's reading it and preparing his defence in case he's called to account in future. You have said enough, and those of us who have seen these things happen believe you. Now focus on moving forward to regain your life for your own sake and your children. Let God deal with people like Walter Masocha. It will happen sooner than you think. One of the things you could do (perhaps with Betty Makoni's help) is to compare notes with Walter's other victims and build up a case against leading to prosecution, but do this privately & quietly.

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  26. We believe you Jean!!!!!!! Baba ava vane long history yewomanising. You have to go back and look kwaakabva murume uyu. This is not a church it's a cult. Everyone there has been brain washed so they will never see clearly. You are the blessed one because you can see right through him. He's not God he is just someone making money from fools and vulnerable people. You have told us enough. Now keep all the evidence and use it in a court of law.

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  27. Just throwing wild card question.do prophets/apostles make errors when prophesying? This man of God told my only girlfriend that I had many other girlfriends.But u know what? she is/was the only one. I have no beef with him, this might have been just a small error but I wonder when he always text her telling her he loves her. Oh! by the way I found this in her sms.

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  28. Jean zve ma church emu England siyana nazvo, namata kumba kana uchida zvekunamata, there is a ''daddy'' in every other England especially zimbo church.Trust...

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  29. well done for exposing these idiots, mbava ne varoyi, mazimba budai machurch aya mhani!

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  30. Its sad that these things happened in the house of the Lord. My sister might have Bipolar or BPD. Why should we judge cause even if she has a mental illness hanti munhu. He had 3 children with her saka kana mukadzi arwara womusiya. Its crazy and cruel that the Pastors she looked after when she had money now ey have abandoned her and didnt interviene enough hence we have this situation. With how close Jeqn was to this family i am sure she paid all her tithes and love offerings cause there was no way she would escape this.
    Pastors do these things and a Zaoga Pastor married to twin sister of Ivy Combo messed me about. I am not voing to mention what he did yet but if he doesnt sort his mistakes out i shall be exposing him and his Pastor wife. Why take advantage of poor souls trying to learn and give their souls to God. Pastors be warned dont send people to hell on this earth, Mwari ndewemunhu wese.
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  31. I have only seen this too often, it has always tended to go that the so called man of god (with a small g) was caught, unfortunately. I wont be surprised that Jean has just opened a can of worms. The fact that no one is arrested is because there are not many as Jean who have gathered the courage. At the same time those who feel Jean is wrong and you know her as Galatians 6:1 you who are spiritual should have or need to restore her, but remember that Eph 5:2 onwards teaches that these things must not even be mentioned among you. So we have no discussion here. These individuals have become a law unto themselves, they make them and are excellently gifted in teaching them and people believe them and become dogmatic, not objectively looking into the errors these pastor proliferate. They defend them for the wrong they do and they don't confront them either for the errors they make or the way they treat our wives. They are untouchable, answerable to nobody but as they say to god (again with a small g). They lie in wait for weak women as Paul says. We should always think that it takes a lot to say such things about another person. I understand someone who stumbles once but I don't understand a serious stumbler, I know God has grace for him but I have little becoz he destroys a lot more. Unspeakable things have been said here and maybe its time the law takes its cause (if ever). The question I leave you all is WHO WATCHES THE WATCHMEN

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    1. Well said!!! Thank you!!! My prayer is that these people who are fasting and praying against Jean should be asking God to forgive this man and change him, like you rightly say, once or twice is understandable, but every satelite theres an allegation!!
      Mmmmmmh!!????????
      No smoke without fire!!! This is not an attack to the church, Most Agape Children love God so very much!!!
      Even Sandra herself knows most allegations ( surgery) are true!!
      LETS PRAY TO GOD FOR REVELATION!! Open mindedness!! These are are the end times, the enemy is cunning, i love this accused man very much, but when God allowed me to see the otherside of him, i was broken....!
      Let us pray for all the victims as it is evident that people are hurt, pray for him too... , REPENT WALTER ask for forgiveness because you and i know how much u have hurt people!!!
      DELIVERANCE IN MOST PLACES IS FREE!!!

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  32. Dear Jean,

    I am a youth and I would look up to you when I saw you working for God at church. Your beautiful art work that people would admire that displayed your Heavenly sent talent. Your courage to act upon the calling that you had for the performing arts. A woman that God had great plans for. A woman that God Still has great plans for. I loved hearing your testimonies, all the Great things that God has done for you since you arrived. That is just me, as a young person. Just think about all the other people that felt the same way as me- as i am sure that I am not the only one. I had a few ideas about the performing arts that I had wanted to speak to you about not long ago. Just think about the many young souls that would have been saved, by them doing an activity that they enjoy.

    To be honest, I don't quite even know where I'm going with this. I mean, I don't want to cause any trouble, that is the last thing that I want to do. I am also not condemning you- as I am not God and I am a sinner.

    However, I do want to ask a question and I hope you consider answering it;

    What do you hope to achieve by posting this?

    To conclude, I would just like to say that almost everything that I am today is because of the knee-mails a certain man has sent to God in Heaven. Of course I have had Many turbulent periods in life and know people that have been through so Much worse than I. Ultimately though, In the long run, things have turned out for the better. After all, life would not be life if we did not face the difficulties that we do.

    I Agape you Jean, may the peace of God be with you.

    From defender of the vision

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    1. If you are not condeming her why write on her blog in the first place?

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    2. Excuse me, but if we go by your apparent definition of me condemning her, then technically you are condemning also, as you are Also writing on her blog.

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    3. Just by reading your comment even an imbecile can see that it is laced with traits of condemnation. The question that you posed to her borders on the rhetoric and do you honestly expect her to respond to that.
      You may deny it for all you like but this is a thinly veiled attack. But your are a shrewd character, sensing that the note of condemnation is simmering out, you throw a line that explicitly distances yourself from condemning the poor lady.

      Look here young girl-you may have had so many breakthroughs with the help of your 'daddy' but you have to realise that not everyone has had a similiar experience. And if you do have a right to proclaim to the public that this 'daddy' has helped you so much, why should you try to muzzle the mouth of someone who has had a different experience.

      Yes you do love him, and yes you believe in his vision; but let it dawn upon you today my little darling that this 'big daddy of yours may have caused untold miseries to other people.

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    4. Iwe sefender of the vision I pray that God opens the eyes of your heart. I was there for 4 years so I knw wat im saying

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  33. Do not touch the anointed ones.

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  34. God's hand should prevail in all this.

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  35. I dont understand all the slandering that this woman is being subjected to. What is her crime here? Is it a sin to open your heart out to the public wailing because of the harsh realities life has thrown at you. Okay let me tell you my story:

    Ive never been to Agape but know Walter Masocha since his days at Forward in Faith. When I first saw him he told me that God had made me his (walters) son. He told me how much he prayed for me and how i was a cut above everyone. I became suspicious when he told me about the life he had given up to become a pastor. He claimed he had forgone being the next UN Secretary General because of work in the Ministry. My doubt in him was strengthened when a young girl of about 17 or saw alleged that 'daddy' kissed her.

    What am i saying then? He may be a called servant indeed. Yes God may have used him to do the wonders that you have seen. But is he infallible? Is he not without sin? Does he not make ill advised judgements sometimes? So why then do you worship him? Why do u throw your garnents at him so that he walks past them? Why do you eat his leftovers when there is plenty of food in the land? Agape may be a genuine church of God, but hear me,through this idol worship you are transforming it into a cult.

    To Jean i say let no one frighten you. God loves you and be rest assured you are not going to get a backlash from him.

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    1. hesi Kuda Bondamakara

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  36. A few people have mentioned that its a ' CULT' could someone share with us what a cult is?? How one can identify a cult one.
    Let us unite in Prayer against the enemy!! This church started on fire for Jesus!! The devil comes to still kill and destroy!!! If it really is a cult, lets pray for our bretheren who are in it unknowingly, thinking they are on fire for God!! I heard that in a Cult, the devil gives u powers to do wonders, just like the days of Moses, remember those Egyptian Magicians..?? BUT in the cult, the devil has a covenant wth the Leader , either Sexual sins, thieving or even murdering... Thats why some leaders end up molesting young girls..... Its the spirit behind him!!

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  37. A few people have mentioned that its a ' CULT' could someone share with us what a cult is?? How one can identify a cult one.
    Let us unite in Prayer against the enemy!! This church started on fire for Jesus!! The devil comes to still kill and destroy!!! If it really is a cult, lets pray for our bretheren who are in it unknowingly, thinking they are on fire for God!! I heard that in a Cult, the devil gives u powers to do wonders, just like the days of Moses, remember those Egyptian Magicians..?? BUT in the cult, the devil has a covenant wth the Leader , either Sexual sins, thieving or even murdering... Thats why some leaders end up molesting young girls..... Its the spirit behind him!!

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  38. I veduwe tazwa huridziro tsitsi netukitiro.ko jean ndiyaniko uyu

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  39. Chinonetsa ndechekuti pakaita vamwwene natete vasingawirirane nemuroora, zvinenge zvichida murume wacho azvigadzirise. Inga machechi akawanda murume wako aifanira kuti muende kuchechi kwenyu mega uye contact navamwene natete yoita shoma. Zvekudaidza ambulance kuti usectionwe yainge yave psychology yekuda kutokuparadza. Hutsinye chaihwo. Asi waita zvakanaka waburitsa zviri mumoyo mako. I think vaMasocha vanobatwa mucrossfire nemhaka yokuti ndivo mukuru wechechi zvinhu zvakadai zvoitika votadza kuzvigadzirisa zvisati zvadeukira. Zviri zvecontract yekuburitsa book, uhwo hunhubu chaihwo hwavakaita zvavo. Kushinhwa chaiko kouchenjeri. Ramba zvako wakashinga.

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  40. Jean please may give us a bit of flesh on your claims please;Like you did show us your work of art above examples the magazines and photos of Sandra Lewis[Masocha] and Jeffery Chihuri.Jean you keep claiming that you are going to expose the emails to prove your claims that you exchanged emails with daddy Masocha.1 why are you not posting them for us your readers to see and know the truthy.2.emails you exchanged with Sandra Lewis [Masocha]now Mrs Chihuri the emails Sandra send you and you send her about the college work you did for her please may you prove it like you claim there is proof and also the emails and text messages you exchanged with daddy Masocha.Jean like you posted the emaail daddy send you after your mother in law and sister in law had abused at church.so why can't you just do the same than to keep saying mind you dear reader i have proof.show us.we having been waiting for those emails but none is exposed.

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    1. JEAN Keep then, no dont bother, we believe you!!!!

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    2. It's vague. Need more proof sorry

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  41. Jean yes i was at the wedding just like you were.its true when you say the [cream of the church]was only invited to sandra's wedding that was very wrong for mum[mai Masocha]to have encouraged her daughter to make it obvious that there was a barrier in church.mum Masocha should have knocked some sense into Sandra's head that as the step daughter of daddy Masocha she couldnt do such a wedding of inviting some and leaving some.what cretia did they use to invite the so called cream of AGAPE.it was such a sad moment for those left out.they contradicted the meaning of the church.it clears shows that there was no Agape love in AGAPE.UP TO NOW we the cream we feel like we are very near to the man of God's family.most people even they were not invited still gave sandra presents.why did she accepted gifts of those she did not invite???????????.she should have just took presents from us only the cream of the church.Sandra proved that she is not agaped but in AGAPE.look at brother Maxwell's and Ngoni's weddings they had an open invite to all church members thus what we call church.zvinhu zvevanhu chete mari nema presents ndozvawaida Sandra.mum should have talked to you as a mother but instead she encouraged,even that what mum did of giving the 2nd best of AGAPE members to come to the wedding.mum called it personally invite to those she must have noticed not to befitting to be left out,in AGAPE there is first class 2nd class then common class[last class].lots of people who bought sandra presents were not even invited.im in AGAPE but pamuchato that was just wrong.even ku August conference the barrier of us cream and those who went to eat home [2nd class]and the unvited[unwanted class] could feel it.i am a very strong AGAPE member but that was just wrong,its not like AGAPE is as big as ZAOGA that everyone can't be there.i was at the wedding but felt for those left out.

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    1. Inga zvako Anonymous. As for some of us were not invited. I guess we were simply not good enough. We were hounded for gifts though. Hanzi we wanted all of you there but our venue was not big enough. Sandra, if you wanted everyone there why did you not look for a bigger venue. Hindava kunyeba so. I will never understand why people tip toe around you and forever trying to impress you because you would never do the same for anyone. Everything with you is all about me me me. Anyway, hazina mosva hazvo. Zavakatodarikwa and life goes on. Wakaita hako, waka nyatso empasizer pachena who the creams were and who the 2nd class were. I now know were I stand. I wish you all the best in life

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  42. pamuchato that was just wrong

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    1. Greedy manipulators!!!! Users and Abusers!!! Why did you give her the presents imi wo??? You guys need thay spell cast off you!! Seek deliverance ministries!!!
      Humility , loyality yakasiyana ne Stupidity!!!
      Sandra thats pure evil!!!!

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    2. Yu can't judge yur not god since yu all claim to be CHRISTIANS

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  43. sandra you have finally found Jean your perfect match,wakapindwa nechekuti inini sandra ndiri mwana wa apostle.you always get away with murder.people dont really you who you are,but JEAN thank for exposing just Sandra

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    1. Kana!!! Dont bring Jean down to Sandra!s Level...! Ayiwa!!
      Sandra is a user, ugly, akana sharp kamsikana ikako!!
      Muno one chii ko kwaari???
      Sandra dzokera ku roots!!

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  44. Iye Daddy wacho always says ... People, this is not Sandra's church, akati even the mother has failed to control her!!!
    Shame on you Sandra!! The walls of Jericho are falling, you need deliverance, come out and repent.....
    Jeff you left an amazing girlfriend for " that ??" Sha...! I always wanted to say this!!
    Wazvi parira shamwari!!! Feel sorry for you!!

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  45. Sandra! Wazowana anokugona shamwari. Well done Jean & thank you for exposing this girl because now i feel free to speeak out. Hindava so nhai Sandra. Waka pindwa nechekuti ini ndini mwana wa Apostle. You are not humble at all. You crush so many people and get away with it. People are too scared to tell you because you are the daughter of the Apostle. Inini I love Daddy, he is my father; but sandra! aha sisi you need to repent. You are in Agape but not Agaped!! Unoda zvekutonga stereki. It's sad how people do not know of your true colours. Zvivunze wega? why is it that of all his children ndiwe wega akanyora mu blog post iyi. You are a BULLY!! truth be told. It's a shame that you are closing down this blog Jean before exposing this girl for who she is. Lord forgive me for what I have said and written but I really needed to get this off my chest.
    I HOPE YOU READ THIS SANDRA MASOCHA. READ IT AND DIGEST, YOU NEED TO CHANGE!!

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  46. Hanzi vano kushandisa mu surgery apa, neku ma prayer retreats... When hes done with you, unopuwa Murume, arranged marriages.... Lol.
    Vamwe varume vaka to siya vakadzi nenyaya iyoyo!!!
    Mdara uyu akaoma!!
    Iko ka Sandra kanenge kakaitya bhoo kudara!!! Neka Sharon!!! Haaa this woman Judith akatakura zvakaoma!!
    I know!!!!

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  47. Jean! May the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob be with you, if u call your self a christian why ar not been a peacemaker (matthew 9vs5), be careful with what you say "touch not the anoited one" and all you needed to do was leave in peace and not accuse people with the lies you are saying peace be with u

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    1. If it is lies, why is Sandra found guilty of dishonesty?
      Wait till a similar or any of the accusations happen to you.
      We will be glad to see your peacemaking skills child of God. This woman is hurting, clearly!! Like one writer ( Norie ) said, Jeans story is not 100% true. It means there is an element of truth.
      That on its own makes me think this girl is right to air her anguish!
      You on the other should be the peacemaker by comforting her and making her see sense if you think shes not seeing sense!!!!
      But the members of the church do it by slundering her, trying to make people see her bad side.... You just as bad as each other, at least Jean clearly states where she stands, you lot say what she should do ( exit quietly, peacemaker) why are you not quiet in this matter?? Being peacemakers????
      PEACE BE WITH YOU JEAN!!

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    2. How do you knw that she didn't twist the story ehhh

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  48. Sandra Masocha Chihuri dzosera mapresents emuchato kuvanhu vausina kuinviter. The cream of Agape hapana kana chavatenga. Washing machine, bed, sofas, TV ne ma wardrobes zvakatengwa ne 3rd class yemuAgape. Jeff please be a man dzoserai zvinhu zvamakapihwa kuvanhu mushande mega mutenge zvinhu zvenyu mega. Haunyare manje Jeff kuda kudya swet yevamwe vakadzi! Nxa. Shame on you Sandra and Jeff!! Cream of Agape kuita sei kwacho.

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  49. Anonymous you are so full of malice. Wedding 's been and gone. Zvakatopfuura, get to grips with reality. They were blessed with presents, good for them. I guess you must be gutted in you bedsit somewhere. Eat your heart out love. You are hurting with envy. It's done and there's nothing you can do about it now. Thank you for supporting the wedding, and the blog. You're desperately trying to keep it ticking. It's now stale, and you're desperately trying to keep it afloat. Last kicks off a dying horse. Even if you don't publish this you've read the message and it has hit home. That was the whole point.

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  50. Whatsapp Message from Ruvimbo from Wigan Satellite on Augast 1 2013.

    Happy birthday to you my beautiful sister. Another year added l pray that you have a good day. You are such a blessing to me and those beautiful children. You are a good mum and continue to be the person you are. I alwayz wished for a special friend to come my way so close to my heart. My wish came true when l met you Jean.

    I know a lot has happened over the past weeks , you feel betrayed you dont trust anyone anymore. just know that l will always be there regardless of what l am the same . Words cannot describe wat you mean to me Jean. you are more than a sister. I feel so privilleged to have sister like you. Happy Bday,my friend! May the year to come bring you only sweet surprises. Ruvimbo.

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  51. Whatsapp Message from Ruvimbo 27 July 2013
    Just wanted to speak to u hun my battery is left with 2%. I love u so much Jean u r my sister and all l want is the best for u... It hurts me so much kukuona usingafare you have no idea how much l am hurting as a sister. Words cant even explain how l am feeling l know u have been hurting but the last few days u seemed to have been coping well and l was happy that at least u were taking each day as it comes. I know it seems as if ur world has crushe but Jean God is on your side remember that. He will neva forsake you my sister. Continue to trust and believe in him. One day you will look back and say l should never have shed those tears. I love u so much and l am hurting too Jean you are not alone in this. I might not know exactly how you are feeling. But just know that Ruvimbo love u ever so much and l will always do. Xxx

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  52. Email from Ruvimbo recieved on the 9th Augast 2013 after I had started distancing myself from Ruvimbo after police advised me not to trust her.

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    Was just thinking everything through and l will respect ur decision. I just thank God for all the times l spent with u and l thank God for the 10months l have known u. You are such an amaizng person through and through l just wish you all the best in life. Whatever path you are going to take l pray that God will always be by your side for u deserve the best in life. Continue to shine bright like a diamond you are a star my dear and look after your children l know u can do it. It is sad that our friendship had to end in such a way. It is very heartbreaking for me..just know what nomatter what life throws at you if you ever need someone to talk to it might be in 5years time Ruvimbo will always be there. My heart is bleeding dear in you l had found a sister.. Its sad but hey l wish you all the best Jean from the deepest part of my heart. Just know that l love you. The last words l will say is I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

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  53. Text from Ruvimbo on the 19 July 2013.
    Hie Jean l spoke to the man of God and he said l should tell u something. If you are ever free to talk please text.

    I did speak to her that day and recorded the phone conversation in which Ruvimbo said Dr Masocha had called her to tell me that I should come back to Church and publish the Magazine Summer Issue. She said Daddy said he loves me and is waiting for me.

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  54. Ruvimbo I was there for you times you tried to kill yourself over Odingo. I was there for you the times you cried that your mother in law was bullying you. I took you into my house and looked after you. You wanted to be known in Agape and used me as your foot stool. Please Ruvimbo stop sending the abusive messages. Not on my blog. Thank you.

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    1. ko what has she done, she seems to be offering you loads of support

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    2. Wigan iyi yanetsa where is the Church registered nhai?

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  55. This young girl tolerated you all your malicious behaviors. Sad you are drafting from the point of the blog. Kangoma kana koririsa koda kuparuka

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  56. Jean I believe you. I cried reading this for the first time. You were betrayed by everyone you trusted and they continue to devise your hurt. My advise is pick yourself up Jean. Vengeance belongs to God He will repay. You are a beautiful intelligent woman that's why they cant stand you. This man abused you emotionally and spiritually. Spiritual abuse is so painful it kills your spirit so much you can lose your belief in God. Jean you are one strong woman and I believe you have saved many from the pits of Hell. The videos you posted are spooky, am I the only one who is sensing voodoo in this church?

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    1. Amen! Walters children who are saying Jean was not abused dont know what they are talking about! People perish for lack of knowledge!!!

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  57. Loool this is a good one folks : hanzi there are dancing groups; Women called " DADDY's Dancing girls" lool
    This church is interesting, hanzi they dance for the daddy.. Magaro kuma porofita...

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    1. Oooh yes, and the men too! Our fathers are called " DDBs" you guesed right ' daddy's dancing boys' Haa haa ma 1

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    2. There are so many many weird ungodly things that happens in this church.there are 'daddy s dancing boys' older man and young boys all dancing for him,they wear overals'mahovhorosi' hanzi working for God to build their Temple.let me tell you the truth,Judith the wife,his stepdaughters,all the board members some have even s een him kissin one of the women in the board and she is married,most women envoy are his mistresses and they know what is really happening,they might come to his defense and lash out as much nonsense as they want but nothing is further from the truth that Walter is a sex pervert who preys on vulnerable women who has trusted him with all their lives.May you ask Walter what happened to the ypoung girl at that time was about 15 who was molested and the girl reported the issue to some elders whilst he was still in FIF.The mother of that girl knows about and now she is on top in the leadership and the girl was given a husband to keep her queit.Most members know whats happening but they dont just have the courage to leave or may br under a spell.May the Lord have mercy on them and open their eyes and flee with their lives.

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    3. Yes. We know, but proof is hard to produce and the courage is hard to gather. We are trusting Mwari to one day have his way!
      Theres more than whats being said here, some people have been given money to keep silent.
      Rumours has it that even the young sister of Judith was molested and Judith knows it.
      Judith is more on fire than any of the abused women, she knows everything, but has to shut up!!
      What for Judith?? Why cover up evil and act like a woman of God! Tell the world!! You will be free forever! Sandra tried to fight her mum's battles, failed and only adopted the manipulating skills from the Step Dad.
      So much evil going on in this church, ALL in the name of, YOU WILL GET BLESSINGS, TOUCH NOT THE ANNOINTED etc vana MAHOBHO vakaona zvese!!

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    4. Well Vimbai Lewis (I bet she is Mrs Masocha's young sis sent me an email on Thursday asking me not to TOUCH the man of God as I will bring a curse upon myself.

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    5. Jean, i dont know you, but take my advice, coming out of a cult is a BIG thing, you need powerful prayers, you need to be completely under the. Blood of Jesus Christ. Find a powerful church and hide in the true annointing of God. The Egyptians you see today, you shall see them no more! This i also suggest to all the abused women and girls, even men. Seek true God fearing churches and stay under the Blood of Jesus Christ!
      A few women are saying same thing, they were told ... God said you are mine..!, God allowed this.
      God gave me you...!
      Jean this is a cult with powers, be careful to hide under the Almighty.
      You are beautiful and you need a God fearing Man....!!!!! NOT a Daddy fearing man.
      Your Husband from God , be it the father of your kids or not, should be a powerful prayer warrior!!! You have entered a war zone !! Stay in Prayer.. Few words and More on your knees!! Seek a network of prayer partners!
      God bless you!

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    6. We just pray that you do not get convinced to go back there....you are now a very dangerous person in as far as they are concerned...they will try everything possible to shut you up...including luring you back..if they fail...anything is possible..watch out...keep praying and keep your eyes and ears open....God will keep yo though....nyaya yawatanga inogona kuve nemunhu pasi...but dont worry...no weapon fashioned against you shall prevail....

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    7. Amen to that!

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  58. god of Walter where are you????Ah maybe he is sleeping or gone on vacation!!!!

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    2. Daddy's Dancing Girls...kikiki

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    3. Hanzi MAGARO KU mporofita!!! Looool

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  59. 1 Then the LORD said unto Moses, Now shalt thou see what I will do to Walter: for with a strong hand shall he let them go, and with a strong hand shall he drive them out of his land.
    2 And God spake unto Moses, and said unto him, I am the LORD:
    3 And I appeared unto Abraham, unto Isaac, and unto Jacob, by the name of God Almighty, but by my name JEHOVAH was I not known to them.
    4 And I have also established my covenant with them, to give them the land of Canaan, the land of their pilgrimage, wherein they were strangers.
    5 And I have also heard the groaning of the children of God in Agape, whom the MASOCHAS keep in bondage; and I have remembered my covenant.
    6 Wherefore say unto the children of AGAPE, I am the LORD, and I will bring you out from under the burdens of the MASOCHAS , and I will rid you out of their bondage, and I will redeem you with a stretched out arm, and with great judgments:
    7 And I will take you to me for a people, and I will be to you a God: and ye shall know that I am the LORD your God, which bringeth you out from under the burdens of the MASOCHAS.
    8 And I will bring you in unto the land, concerning the which I did swear to give it to Abraham, to Isaac, and to Jacob; and I will give it you for an heritage: I am the LORD.

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  60. hilarious videos, especially the first one made me chuckle a little bit. how does he manage to do this, striking fear into the hearts of the laity? After he had been cursed and physically assulted and pierced, slowly ebbing towards His death as He was, Christ said "Forgive then Lord, for they dont know what they are doing" Then we see here a puffed up guy, threatening a whole church, that whosoever will do as much as lifting their smallest finger against the dear Walter, shall be cursed. Come one Agape, you can do better than this.

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  61. Wow I am speechless exmember of Agape, reading these blogs makes a lucky escapee

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    1. You surely are, i thank God for redeeming me too. Its not by might or by power, but its by his spirit. So let us give him his due praise. Coming out of a cult is difficult some even get mental and others are drawn into committing suicide or you fall really ill or something goes wrong, its the spirit of the cult trying to get you back.
      Those who decide to leave, make sure you join a powerful True church of God for support and know that after deliverance, all will be well. Our God is GREATER than these gods of cult, where spirit of LUST, unending desire for sex is dominating.
      Watch out in the last days for false prophets, pray for discerning spirit.
      They will do wonders but YOU SHALL KNOW THEM BY THEIR FRUITS! Do you really think the Spirit of the Living God resides in Walter?? Where will that spirit be when he is abusing young girls and women in his so called surgeries? WAKE UP AGAPE FOLLOWERS !

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  62. Jean I have a request. Please can you write a post on this big wedding that I keep hearing about that happened this year. Why is it so controversial? I am not an agape member but the amount of times I have heard about this wedding, I am now curious. Can I hear your version since you were there. Were you also in the planning comitee since you were so close to the family.

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    1. Inini zvangu, nenyaya ua Sandra, am disgusted. The girl took from her STEP DAD, all the cunning and greed and manipulating spirits!!!!! BGA DZOSERE MA PRESENTS AVANHU!! Why announce at a conference that presents are wanted if you want to be 'blessed' when we were not invited to the wedding!! ???
      Judith, Hell awaits for people like you, above all for letting your sister down and letting this abuse of vulnerable people go on, as if you ddnt know. You could have handed this man to the police with yo own hands, yes , you would have suffered maybe, but not as much as HELL!!

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  63. That Agape hug is not normal to say the least. I have been hugged by it and felt very uncomfortable every time.

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  64. Sorry to hear such a sad story. I have visited Agape several times and I have met your ex-husband in Nottingham on Jeff's stag-do. My spirit did feel out of place because I felt like I was in a cult as a visitor. Since that day, I've never visited that church again. I hope you and the kids are ok wherever you are. Let me know if you need any help. I'm in the East Midlands. My sister lives in Glasgow. May the Holy Spirit of God minister to you and everyone else involved in this matter.

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  65. I am now defining what I term AGAPE VISITORS - it means those not agaped. Vasina rudo. Wolverhampton is full of AGAPE VISITORS. GLASGOW its too much. But waht really is an Agape visitor?

    They come to Agape with hidden agendas. Some are in Zaoga. They see As someone who vindicated them. You cant please an Agape Visitor. They come on the blog to attack dad for no reason. Do you want him to carry you on his back? An Agape Visitor will gossip about Agape Children. An Agape visitor is a liar, a false witness, a false scale. An Agape Visitor does attend every conference, he or she visits dad, she or he goes to Agape and cause havoc in satellites. All the power struggles we see in Agape it’s all caused by AGAPE VISITORS.

    Only an Agape visitor will pay an offering and wish they had not. The things done in the church are difficult to understand because an agape visitor lacks the essential things an AGAPED child has. Indeed we fight not against flesh and blood. Once spiritually you are not saved there is nothing we can do for you. 1 Cor 2:14 – “But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned”.
    Whatever you will see will baffle you because you lack spiritual discernment. Agape visitors are dead spiritually. Basa ndere kuita makuhwa. Coming on this blog to peddle lies after lies. Dad is a man. A man of God. If he makes errors then so what he is human.

    Agape visitors are so much pained by Sandra. Why? She had a wedding every girl wants . All this talk about who her real father is. So what? Its ok for you to have your own child and remarry but its not ok for mom?
    Jesus said let he who has not sinned throw the first stone. At least then, people were honest. But here Agape visitors are playing holier than thou.
    Some agape Visitor women you express you fantasies here.

    What really hurt you? Tell us Agape VISITOR? Say all your deepest thoughts but please give us a break stop highjacking Jean's blog for your cause. You write anonymously but demand the identity of others? Why- Agape VISITOR why?

    We do get Jean. But fail to understand why Agape visitors have to use this blog to vomit all their poison. If you want to stop coming stay at home. Keep your money, lets see if the church will fall. Its time to work your own salvation….the operating word being “YOUR OWN”. Writing all sorts for no cause achieves nothing. SHUT UP AGAPE HATERS. SHUT UP AGAPE VISITORS. Please dad forgive these haters and liar peddlers, they come to Agape for fame. They seek to be made envoys or attaches or stewards. But they are just AGAPE VISITORS!!!! Forgive them my dad.

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  66. Am not sure about this. Be careful to put yourself in trouble with God. If you are telling the truth, its still fine, God deals with his people the way He wants... so be sure to work your own salvation. You can be raped and thus a serious problem, you must speak when this happens to you but when it comes to issues to say someone destroyed your marriage, thus a lie you can only destroy your own marriage, to say you treated him as your dad, hugged sat on his lap, did this and that...girls lets grow up, I cant even do that to my own biological father so whats so different with Masocha, he is a man like my husband so there is no way I can allow him to touch me, he is a man like my dad, if I want a lap my dad is there why should I go for other people's dad. if you do so you are actually seducing him so you are guilty before God for seducing His servant. Grow in your Christianity, discern, know your leader's weakness, if you know he has a weakness for women pray for him and don't tempt him yourself. We serve a living God so He will answer your prayers...What you are doing now on this blog you are making the name of God to be seen as powerless, sort of a game and that grieves the Holy Spirit believe it or not. If you are working to go to heaven so is Walter Masocha, which heaven are you going and how are you going to worship together. think 1 2 3 times what you are doing.....if its about offering, you are not forced by anyone, unless you are stupid then you can offer in church until your children are hungry, you need to use your brain, have a budget and know church doesn't run on water but on finances, don't go hungry though cause God doesn't want you to go hungry so if you have done that you must truly have a mental illness because a proper thinking mother can not give food for her children to anyone starving her own children. Be real my dear and know we are talking about the real God and real things surely.

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    1. Tibvire , urukuda kunyepedzera ku zivizisa zvisina basa. Inonzi brainwash hauizive here. U think we all the same, wakutaura nekuti Jean ataura chokwadi chake wakuda kuita nuziva Zvese . Iwe wakaitiswa nhumbu usati warorwa wani kwakusina ma condom. People learn from mistakes and the level of trust ino siyana siyana from person to person .
      Wakuda kutaura zvaakuziva kudhara. U think achazviita futi! U r very silly !!

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  67. I can only believe that the Agape followers are not true in their faith as they seem to be more vitriolic than the non believers. What do the scriptures say, 'Be peaceful and loving to one another, so that people will know that you are mine'. I can only discern from the comments made that there is very few people with God in them. They have condemend Jean and wish all bad to happen to her. Isn't there a chapter in the Bible that says 'judge not, lest you be judged' and doesn't it also say that 'vengence is mine, for I know the measure'? I honestly believe that we are living in the end of times. 'Many will come to you claiming to be prophets and doers of miracles'!

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Due to the amount of abusive comments now being posted on this blog from Agape members, all comments on this blog are now being moderated. I do not have to put up with abuse from Agape Church members anymore so please be civil if you want your comment to be published here. You are free to disagree with me but abusive comments will not be tolerated. Thank you.