Dr Kevin Thomas has a disturbing emotional meltdown on social media a week before the Walter Masocha trial.

• The man who flew from America in 2012 to crown Walter Masocha as the Archbishop of Agape has had a sudden emotional breakdown on Facebook confessing his sins
• Members of Agape who highly esteem him as the man who made their Daddy an Archbishop pour their support on social media in response to a personal email to Agape
• Its less than a week to the Masocha trial, is this all a coincidence as Kevin Thomas declares himself a total failure to the world. 

With now less than a week to the Walter Masocha trial, Dr Kevin Thomas the man who crowned the self styled prophet as Archbishop (from nowhere) seems to have gone into an emotional breakdown on social media. In 2012, Agape saw Kevin Thomas fly from America to England to graduate Walter Masocha into the office of Archbishop, even though Masocha has no formal qualifications in theology. This gave the Prophet tremendous power and influence over his unsuspecting congregation. Thomas said God had told him that Masocha was an Archbishop, and bang that was it! He became the Archbiship, Apostle, Prophet, Most Reverend Dr Walter Masocha. I am yet to find out what caused the breakdown of  Walter Masocha's most trusted confidant and personal friend. In an emotional plea on his Facebook page on Tuesday, a distressed Kevin Thomas wrote that at this point in his life he has failed his wife Melinda, his children and apparently "the Lord". He goes on to apologise for his incompetences, as he fears that he is going to die. In his plea to all his friends on social media, Kevin Thomas appears almost clinically depressed, admitting being in a terrible place filled with regret and guilt over something he has done. I find it ironic that this is the man who helped Walter Masocha attain his incredible power over vulnerable people by giving him the undeserved title of Archbishop. I can help but wonder what it is that is haunting Kevin Thomas, a week before the trial, that he had to pour his heart out on social media, admitting being a total failure. My dear readers, we can only speculate, I will leave you put the pieces together yourself. 

Dr Kevin Thomas the man who gave the Archbishop title to Walter Masocha has an emotional meltdown on social media.

"I'm thinking this may be my last post for some time to come. Social media has left my wanting and lonely. True relationship's are fostered in reality and the cyber kind just are not satisfying. I have tried for years to fill the lonely gap as I waited for better times. How stupid can one get. First I waited on those closest to me, then I waited upon the Lord and now I am waiting by myself. Doing what you know to be right is better than waiting for nothing. Don't get me wrong about Jesus, I know now that my action's have been displeasing to him and my despair is my own. I thought I was enduring a gauntlet; but upon further inspection maybe He was raining down corrections which I ignored. Back in 1995 I accepted my "born again" moment and began actively participating in the ministry of Friends. Along the way I believed in a "vision" to take this ministry to a whole nother level. With the passing of my father in law almost 5 years ago, I was positive that the Lord gave unction to complete this chapter. However I was not in agreement with Melinda in this matter. { I have said often over the year's not to browbeat your spouse if they do not share your calling. I have always believed that if the Spirit will touch you, He would do the same for your spouse as well.} Anyway the prospects of any vision moving forward are growing dimmer and dimmer. Since 2005 we "crested" and in 2007 everything began collapsing. Contracts were lost, health for myself and my family were devastating and don't get me started about real estate transactions. But you persevere. Things between Melinda and myself began to strain. It is interesting I can communicate amazingly; well but with the one person whom matteres most. Apparently I have been a disappointment for quite some time. Sure; appreciative for doing things, and "loving" me out of a sense of duty, but no more passion, or a feeling like It is a responsibility. I have tried extensively (in my own mind) to rectify this and make the love of my life return to allowing me to be her passionate concern as well. But alas to no avail. I regret that my wonderful children have been subject to a life of want as we waited upon the Lord instead of taking action. Inside this ol brain of mind has been building projects larger than life, ministry endeavor's to change a generation, and development plans to lift nations out of despair all to come to no meaningful implementation. Today I admit to being a failure. I have failed my family, wife, and Lord. I suppose you could include my father and siblings as well also. Friends and family I apologize for my incompetency. I have tried my best to be faithful, honest and dependable however it is not enough. The vision for a world class education starting with biblical studied and expanding into liberal arts and business science's was just the beginning. Growing to build hundreds/thousands of campus' for academic and Spiritual growth just seemed natural to me. Then again I have truly believed in other project's not brought to fruition exceeding billions of dollars as well. For the first time ever I have no vision for the future and I am greatly concerned about this. Perhaps the lack of finances has finally taken it's toll:( however they have been falling exponentially for a decade now and I have always believed in a better tomorrow). I know I can come across as hard driven and I am. I also am compassionate for all my fellow earth residents and have prayed, lifted up and given all I have to make other's journey as positive as possible. I don't know, I don't know, I don't know any longer what my next play will be. I know I am miserable and this won't do any longer. I have tried my best to be a good friend, father, husband, son, and believer with not enough results to spit in a bucket. Tonight if you have someone you care about; let them know, life is too short not to. Breathing does not come easy for me. This time of year I pray for an O2 saturation above 89. It is not right now because I can feel it. It makes me stupid and cranky. My mom passed at 66 and her father passed at 59 and days like today I wonder if I have a glimmer of a chance to make 65. Every day for 20 years I have awakened to give a shout out to the Lord as I begin my day. I have been a student of all things faith related and have been given opportunity to exchange philosophy with many of the greatest believer's of our time. I have gotten to observe them from a very personal perspective so as to be a comforter and an inspiration to those whom wouldn't have the experience otherwise. When the assignment is complete they go back to their routine and I wait for the next encounter. This has always been completed with a happy heart. I am afraid the happy heart is fleeting . My surety is vanished and when I cry out ..... silence. My advice to others has been to keep seeking; until God gives revelation. I don't know if I can practice what I preach any longer. What a terrible place to find oneself. If I can make it through the night I will start looking for a new me. New career, new journey. I have said you can't stay neutral, have a plan to move forward or a plan to retreat, but never try to remain in the same place (it is a guarantee for disaster). My prayer for you tonight (whomever you may be ) be faithful. Be deliberate. Be committed. Don't be caught being complacent. Focus on the positive and don't let other's without vision make you go blind. Listen for the Lord and take action. May Jesus of Nazareth be your inspiration and guide to a better tomorrow and an eternal life beyond. I love you all ..... family , friend, acquaintance or further, you all are precious and wonderfully made in the image of the most high and you are worthy of love and I do for you. Blessings Kevin" Kevin Thomas, Facebook, March 24, 2015. 

Dr Kevin Thomas also wrote an email to members of Agape Church confessing his sins, in which Agape members  took to Facebook to encourage their fallen hero.

After being titled Archbishop by Kevin Thomas, Walter Masocha used his title to receive money and gifts from the church members so that God would bless them. 

Committed and enthusiastic Agape member Jose Nenzou  took it upon herself to write an open letter to Kevin Thomas on her Facebook...

"Dr Kevin Thomas

As I was reading your mail, I remembered your humble God fearing walk to the pulpit in the Dome England graduating my Father. I can say Jesus called us to follow him but he did not say it was a easy ride. He actually say carry your own cross. I celebrate your trials and tribulations you are going through today, because only a chosen generation can go through it and have the strength to testify. The devil is the accuser of brethren he is the king of confusion. He is a blood sucker when he whisper false accusations in your ears. Be careful of him. My father tought me that there is value in chaos. Say what God say you are not giving in to what the world say you are. I hope this will be of help to you. It is normal for a MOG to fall, your actions after the fall matters. 

Dr let the one in you rise up and roar, as he is greater than the one in the world. This is not time to be weak it's warfare time. Pick up your armour Soldier of Christ. I love you have a blessed day. Written to you by another Soldier in battle for Christ xxxx"

Agape leader Calisto Nixon Misi wrote...

May the Lord God Almighty give you peace, even in this trying time. He who has began a good work in you is faithful to complete it. Just hold on, they is light at the end of the tunnel. Our prayers are with you and the family....We love you.

Agape Bodyguard Thuthukile Khumalo wrote...

Let God in his own way give you inner strength to deal with all circumstances around you. When you are weak, thats when He is stronger. he is your rock, allow Him to speak to you in that soft voice and intervene in all you are going through, He never fails and will never forsake you.....

Throwback Thursday: Staff Nurse Julius Gayakaya's email to Agape Pastors in defense of Walter Masocha

Staff Nurse Julius Gayakaya said Walter Masocha is innocent of child sex crimes until proven guilty by law

Email by Julius Gayakaya. 

 Wednesday, 27 November 2013

Greetings in the name of Jesus Christ our Saviour. I hope you are fine. Can I point out few things to clear the mist.

The writer of this long document has missed facts, either he is ill advised, ignorant or have some hidden motives and agenda. I am very surprised that one can jump into conclusion and parade the leadership of Agape as a group of abusers who are hiding evil deeds in the church before searching how all these allegations mushroomed. May I stand up and state categorically that the notion of bundling myself and my family as wrong-doers or abusers of Jean is just utterance with no basis. If one would visit this area (liverpool, Southport,Wigan, Preston) and ask anyone in the community about Jean's life, one would get a same answer from people who have nothing to do with Agape as well as from the Agape saints.

Jean's blog is littered with my name simply because my crime is to be a saint in Agape.

She writes in her blog that she was chased by Agape people from her house. Are all the families around here evil simply because we supported a family that is going through hardships by praying with Shingi. Where does all the people who are labelled abusers get involved especially those from around Liverpool, Southport and Wigan. We have suffered a lot of character assassination,slander, emotional and psychological torture as we tried to accommodate Jean as one of us in the hope she will come to herself. Those who are quick to swallow Jean's story without getting the other side are just meddling in uncouthed cooperation with a person bend on vindictive malicious slander.What happenned in the surgery have nothing to do with Gayakaya and the families who are subjected to this mudsling.

As calm as I always be, I find the email disturbing, patronising and hope to highlight to you and the writer that it is worth and wise to find the facts before wadding in and stepping on the bruised toes of the victim in the name of being the wise mediator. I have nothing to DEFEND the Apostle because in my eyes he is innocent until proved guilty by the law. Maybe you have issues you know, about the Apostle but I am as ignorant as the word, hence I am looking at the events which led to the writing of her blog.

With that in mind I believe I have highlighted events leading to the blog and I am not as evil as I am potrayed in the blog neither is my fellow victim of the malicious writing. I will remain in prayer hoping you will join in so that the blowing wind will come to pass with our lips not full of garbage, hence I will shut my mouth again.

I am not hurt because I am up above this child play and belittling talk. Nobody will take away what I achieved through hard work and perseverance. Nobody will become big because they have belittled me. Nobody will become Holy because they have labelled me unrighteous. Nobody will become educated by calling me unlearned. You cannot become rich by labelling me poor.

Lets get the facts first and help the saints.

God bless you

Dr Gayakaya

Dear readers, the time draws nigh for the trial, and I thought it would be a change to do a throwback of this all important email from nurse Julius Gayakaya defending Agape and Walter Masocha. He wrote this email in response to an ex pastor who had expressed serious concerns regarding alleged sexual abuse going on in the church. In his response, Nurse Gayakaya also explicitly wrote that Masocha was innocent until the law proved him guilty. Which means if Walter Masocha is found guilty of child sex crimes, Nurse Gayakaya would be accountable for defending sexual abuse in the church, according to Prime Minister David Cameron's new law to combat child sexual abuse.  

Anyways my readers, please continue to pray for me. I am truly encouraged by all your support. Last year this time i was literally homeless after losing my house in this battlefield. As I was homeless March 2014, I remember being told I could not get the house I had fallen in love with, my dear friend emailed me and said the house was mine, and I should go back and claim it. I believed. I went back to the house, stood in front and walked to the park. Two beautiful horses ran to me, literally. That was the moment God told me that if He could feed the horses, and provide stables for them, would He not give me a house I desired. A month later I had moved into the house, I had no furniture. I started from scratch. Today my new house is a five star apartment. The fight for justice cost me my house, but out of the dust I rose again and chose to continue fighting, even wounded in my very soul. Today I remember the faithfulness of God each time I walk to the park to see these horses. I know in my heart justice will prevail next month. 

These horses always remind me that no storm lasts forever.

In other news, the above picture seems to have gone viral on social media, for a minute there I thought the DADDY being referred to was Daddy Masocha, those shoes bear a striking resemblance to those worn by the self proclaimed Prophet, the same also for the members of Agape, you will find similar shoes worn by congregates. Some members of Agape used to go as far as looking for shoes in rubbish bins. 

Agape Church be prepared, Professionals who turn a blind eye on child sexual abuse could be jailed for 5 years, says David Cameron.

A new law has been passed by Prime Minister David Cameron that any professional who turns a blind eye on child sexual abuse could face up to five years in prison. With less than three weeks to the trial of former Archbishop Walter Masocha, if he is found guilty of child sexual abuse, this means that professional members of Agape Church who were fully aware of the alleged sexual abuse of children going on in the church could be prosecuted, according to the law. "Professionals who fail to protect children will be held properly accountable," said Prime Minister David Cameron last week. For me this meant a lot to the cause of justice for the victims of Archbishop Walter Masocha. I do have a few emails directed at Agape Envoys (Pastors) who are mostly professionals, being alerted of the serious allegations of sexual abuse going on in Agape Church, in which most of the professionals replied in defense of Walter Masocha. If Walter Masocha is found guilty, I believe injured parties could press for these professionals to be prosecuted for failing to protect children from sexual abuse. Among these professionals are teachers, nurses, doctors and social workers.

In 2012 there was a serious incident in Liverpool at a Youth Get Together where children as young as 13 were left unsupervised and engaged in illicit sexual activities. Nothing was done about this incident even though it was brought to the attention of health professionals who were leaders of the church. When this happened, it was covered up and the church leaders turned a blind eye, but one thing I am learning now is there is a time for everything under the sun. David Cameroon recently pushing for these tough laws on people who choose to ignore child sexual abuse is an answer to prayer for many victims of abuse. Cameron said all inquiries into child abuse had found a systematic failing and a culture of denial. I totally agree with Mr Prime Minister especially about the culture of denial to child sexual abuse, especially among religious people.

Right now members of Agape, even when faced with overwhelming evidence of serious abuse, they continue to deny the obvious, saying their Daddy was in the right to remove his clothes and engage in sexual activities with under age girls in the name of "ministering to the man of God". However the bible says there is nothing hidden under the sun, all the unfruitful works of the darkness will be exposed,  Ephesians 5:11.

There is a time for everything under the sun...

Last Saturday was the hottest day of 2015 so far, and for me as a lover of nature I went out to reflect and take time to be grateful to God for thus far He has taken me. When I started this blog, I was yearning so deeply for justice. And now with three weeks to go to the trial, I feel a step closer to justice. As i said I may be a tiny drop in the ocean, but even a tiny drop can sparkle. It is almost two years since I fled the Agape Church after Mental Health Nurse Gertrude Musuka Mburayi called an ambulance for me to be sectioned during a church service. Its been nearly two years, and those two years have been a long long journey. As I was looking up at the clear blue sky, I saw the beauty of perfect peace in the midst of a storm. Sometimes its hard and I feel like I cant go on, but I will always look up unto the hills were my help comes from. I may be just a woman, but I am a woman who looked up at Goliath in the eye, and with my little sling of my blog, I took a gamble and shot. This journey has been more painful than what I thought I could ever bear in life, but I was reminded that God never tries us beyond what we can endure. And whatever we go through in life, at some point it shall come to pass. Everything under the sun has a season. There is a time to cry and a time to smile, a time to suffer and a time to rejoice. If you look at the tree above me, its in a season where its shed all its leaves. Even though it looks lifeless, its not dead. In due season, beautiful green leaves will spring forth, and even pretty flowers too. Our lives are just like the trees, everything we go through has a purpose behind it, no matter how painful or beautiful.

I want to encourage every victim of abuse, that when you go through the dark days, and you feel like giving up, because everyone around you seems to have failed you, remember that there is a time for everything under the sun. At one time a woman called JK Rowling was a divorced single mother living on benefits, she had written her books, but every publisher ignored her work, she felt like a failure, became so depressed she contemplated suicide. But today she is the best selling author of all time. Three years ago Lupita Nyong'o could have walked by your street, no one knew who she was,  but she was working hard behind the scenes trying to make it, today she is one of the most inspirational women in the world. It can take just one day for your life to change, just because today looks dark and gloomy it doesn't mean tomorrow things can not change. Agape Church took everything from me, and ripped me apart, but one thing I know is they do not have my future, I hang on to that. Things are changing everyday, with more awareness and campaigning, I know that David Cameron will not only end with prosecuting those who protect abusers, I know one day he will pass a law that will stop people from declaring themselves as prophets and using that title to abuse and manipulate the vulnerable. There is time for everything under the sun, so I know the time for justice is coming.