AFTER THE STORM...

Weeping may endure for a night, but joy comes in the morning...

Right now I am very overwhelmed, and for the first time on my blog, I don't really know what to write. My readers wants me to say something, but I am lost for words as everything is still sinking in. I lost my husband, my home and my life, but for justice I can say it was all worth it. I would like to thank the Most High God for using me as His battle axe to fight and expose evil. All glory and honour belongs to God.

Thank you to everyone who supported me on this blog. I mean this from the bottom of my heart. Thank you Keyboard Warriors. Thank you Team Jean. Most of you where anonymous, but you worked hard behind the scenes. Thank you Moses. Thank you Sam Mutema. Thank you Walter Nhliziyo. Thank you Caleb. Thank you Author and Debbie. Thank you Mimi. Thank you Joe Bloggs. Thank you Embassy Cleaner. Thank you Elijah Chikwezvero. Thank you Any Youri. Thank you Dr Ven Vengesai. Thank you Fredrick. Thank you Thembi. Thank you Fungai. Thank you Chipo. Thank you Aunty Jenny. Thank you Helga. Thank you Dandaro Remadzimai Anhasi. Thank SUMU Facebook group. Thank you Zim Eye staff. Thank you Lance Guma. Thank you Muzvare Betty Makoni. Thank you Tendai. Thank you Howard. Thank you Munyaradzi N. Thank you Eunice. Thank you Nino. You were all the wind beneath my wings. You believed me and gave me strength.

For me this the dawn of  a new era. Old things have passed away, behold all things have became new...Last week in Scotland, my most defining moments were captured on camera, as I am lost for words right now, allow me dear readers, to share with you in pictures the week that changed my life forever.

My week in Scotland in pictures...

I wore this royal blue school girl design dress and cardigan to symbolise my innocence...

Stirling Castle has a special place in my heart, it has magnificent and breathtaking views accompanied with compelling history, I went there to meditate and reflect...

I managed to find time to be the best mummy I can be... Scotland treated us really well, for my children it was the perfect holiday...

Macdonald Spa and Hotel was absolutely amazing, I am grateful to the Prosecution who booked us in such a place of peace and tranquillity. It was perfect peace in the midst of the storm. I had time to swim and relax after gruelling cross examination by the defence lawyer. 

Back in my home-town yesterday, on a normal quiet summer afternoon as I did the school run, behold I heard the guilty verdict, and my response went something like this...

Meet Fadzai my dear readers, the wind beneath my wings

This week is a life changing week for me. This is the week I yearned for the day I started this blog in the refuge. Something happened to me during this storm, the Lord opened my womb, and  behold unto me a daughter was born. Yesterday as I was cerebrating my baby daughter turning 6 months, the Lord was reminding me how special Fadzai is. How she has been part of this battle. She is not an ordinary child, but a child of promise, set aside for a purpose. She was chosen before the foundation of the world. She was born to be her mother's child, to sooth and comfort. She has lived up-to her name, she brightened my dark world, and made me smile during a time of anguish. 

She is the wind beneath my wings, she helps me fight this battle, she came into this world to tell me that I am blessed and I will get the justice I was crying for as I carried her in my womb. You see Fadzai is my middle name, so I named her after me, so that she would give me joy and my legacy would live in her. So my dear readers, today I unveil to you my beautiful baby girl Fadzi. 

BLUE

This summer I am loving yellow and water blue. Blue is the colour of the sky and sea. Its often associated with depth and stability. It is associated with trust, loyalty, intelligence, faith, wisdom and truth. Its good for the mind and body and has a calming effect, so I will definitely be wearing blue in Scotland this week, hint hint..

YELLOW

Yellow is the colour of sunshine. I dressed Fadzai in yellow because her name is Joy. Yellow is her colour. Yellow is associated with joy, happiness, intellect and positive energy. Yellow arouses cheerfulness and stimulates mental activity. Yellow is my baby's colour, and this summer its definitely trending...

Happy Passover My Dear Readers!

Today was a glorious day in my household, we had roast lamb with bitter herbs along with a baptism as well! I don't really have much to say but I uploaded a video to encourage my readers that we keep seeking justice because the God we serve is a God of justice. Be encouraged by the video. This may be the last time wearing my natural hair this way, I am planning to start locking my hair very soon.  I have always been a risk taker, and I believe our hair grows better when locked, I am ready to unleash the African goddess in me, as I step into my destiny lol.  Have a blessed week and please keep praying for justice to prevail! 

Our Passover Feast. Absolutely beautiful. 

Beautiful black women who are bold to wear their hair in dreadlocks have inspired me to embark on this journey 

My natural hair is ready for a change! 

Drama unfolds at Falkirk Sherrif Court as emotional Walter Masocha followers attack journalists.

My dear readers, I can confirm that Walter Masocha attended Falkirk Sherif Court today charged with sexually assaulting women and girls, the youngest being 12 years old.

Most of the Church members outside the courtroom were women, who visibly appeared emotional and angry. Walter Masocha pleaded not guilty to the charges of sexual assault, hence the trial starts on 13 April 2015. As he left court, church members and bodyguards surrounded their Daddy like a pack of hyenas covering his head with a coat to avoid photographers capturing their fallen hero. However things got heated up as two of Walter Masocha's female members, one being bodyguard Aimie Asante attempted to attack photographers by breaking their cameras. One of them was speaking the language twi from Ghana.  The police had to intervene to protect the journalists and photographers from a mob of about 15 members of Agape Church.  

In the mean time as Agape Church members were busy in a web of confusion, causing drama and fighting with the paparazzi in Falkirk, lol, talk about godly behaviour (sarcasm intended) I was busy spring cleaning my town house ready for summer as I am having brand new furniture delivered tomorrow, which I bought cash by the way. Gone are the days of poverty and giving all my money to Agape Church. As I was cleaning I was rejoicing in the Lord, saying this is how far you have taken me.

The trial date is now set for 13 April where witnesses will be giving evidence. I will be attending court on the 13 th of April. I will keep you posted on the trial and proceedings. Happy Spring and New Month Keyboard Warriors! We have fought a good fight. Our God is a God of justice indeed. 

During his glory days, Walter Msocha  and wife Judith Masocha ssurrounded by his followers and Dr Kevin Thomas

Agape at its heights, American Tiffany Bynoe poses with the sons of Walter Masocha wearing Agape T-shirts. 

Before the storm, Walter Masocha and wife pose at the beach with their American associates. 

At his book launch where he made every member of Agape pay £20 for a single copy.