DISCLAIMER

DISCLAIMER. I would like to thank the newspapers that have covered the Walter Masocha story as they have helped raise awareness of abuse happening in some churches which has been going unreported. However, I have not given any national newspapers the right to waiver my anonymity as a victim of Walter Masocha. This is a personal blog and its within my legal rights to express myself here. According to the law my identity is protected in the media. At this stage, I do not wish to be named in any Scottish or English National Papers. Any newspapers that will name me/ or have already done so have done this without my permission or consent. Any newspapers which have published my picture have done so without my consent. I do not wish to have my pictures published in any Scottish or English newspapers. I ask the media , which I greatly respect for their support in this case in covering the story to respect my right to anonymity as a victim and not name me in any newspapers unless I sign a consent form and agree to do so. I am not ready to be named and I want to use the protection I am granted by law at this time. Thank you.

Tuesday, 28 April 2015

AFTER THE STORM...

Weeping may endure for a night, but joy comes in the morning...

Right now I am very overwhelmed, and for the first time on my blog, I don't really know what to write. My readers wants me to say something, but I am lost for words as everything is still sinking in. I lost my husband, my home and my life, but for justice I can say it was all worth it. I would like to thank the Most High God for using me as His battle axe to fight and expose evil. All glory and honour belongs to God.

Thank you to everyone who supported me on this blog. I mean this from the bottom of my heart. Thank you Keyboard Warriors. Thank you Team Jean. Most of you where anonymous, but you worked hard behind the scenes. Thank you Moses. Thank you Sam Mutema. Thank you Walter Nhliziyo. Thank you Caleb. Thank you Author and Debbie. Thank you Mimi. Thank you Joe Bloggs. Thank you Embassy Cleaner. Thank you Elijah Chikwezvero. Thank you Any Youri. Thank you Dr Ven Vengesai. Thank you Fredrick. Thank you Thembi. Thank you Fungai. Thank you Chipo. Thank you Aunty Jenny. Thank you Helga. Thank you Dandaro Remadzimai Anhasi. Thank SUMU Facebook group. Thank you Zim Eye staff. Thank you Lance Guma. Thank you Muzvare Betty Makoni. Thank you Tendai. Thank you Howard. Thank you Munyaradzi N. Thank you Eunice. Thank you Nino. You were all the wind beneath my wings. You believed me and gave me strength.

For me this the dawn of  a new era. Old things have passed away, behold all things have became new...Last week in Scotland, my most defining moments were captured on camera, as I am lost for words right now, allow me dear readers, to share with you in pictures the week that changed my life forever.


My week in Scotland in pictures...

I wore this royal blue school girl design dress and cardigan to symbolise my innocence...




Stirling Castle has a special place in my heart, it has magnificent and breathtaking views accompanied with compelling history, I went there to meditate and reflect...


I managed to find time to be the best mummy I can be... Scotland treated us really well, for my children it was the perfect holiday...






Macdonald Spa and Hotel was absolutely amazing, I am grateful to the Prosecution who booked us in such a place of peace and tranquillity. It was perfect peace in the midst of the storm. I had time to swim and relax after gruelling cross examination by the defence lawyer. 







Back in my home-town yesterday, on a normal quiet summer afternoon as I did the school run, behold I heard the guilty verdict, and my response went something like this...








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Anonymous said...


Warning Signs of Dysfunctional Cults. I'm glad I left..
here is a lengthy list of warning signs about cults, interspersed with remarks about signs of healthy spiritual groups. An absence of these warning signs characterizes healthy spiritual groups.
* Craving for followers; seductive recruiting strategies or heavy-handed tactics of proselytizing or conversion (including “love bombing,” that is, showering prospective recruits with friendly, but strategic, attention)..
* Intimidating indoctrination procedures that psychologically break a person down (suppressing old behaviors, attitudes, and relationships) so that s/he can be rebuilt according to the group’s ideal of a docile, unquestioning, compliant member. [3]
* Expensive entry fees or initiations..
* A hidden agenda that becomes known to a group member only after s/he is heavily invested in the cult membership.
* Excessive demands on the time and energy of the group members. Slave labor, overwork, or sleep/food deprivation demanded on behalf of the group as proof of loyalty. Obsessive scheduling
* Trapping or holding onto members
* Theological thought control..
* Cultivation in members any attitude of childish dependency upon exploitative, authoritarian leaders who require absolute, exclusive devotion
* Chronic group feeling of righteous anger, revenge, turmoil, anxiety, shame, guilt, self-pity, fear, despair, mindless euphoria, ego-excitement, adrenaline rushes, self-inflated fervor or futuristic anticipation
* Flat affect (zombie-like absence of emotions). Excessively automatic, robot-like behavior.
* Crusading agenda to save the world or convert all souls to “the true way.”
* Proud feeling of being the chosen people, of possessing the exclusive truth or means of salvation, or being superior to those outside the group.
* A chronic need to find and persistently maintain enemies inside or outside the group.
* Paranoia—either delusions of grandeur by the leader or group, or self-pitying feelings of being persecuted and misunderstood by outsiders.
* Turning cult members into watched objects who have no privacy in their solitary behavior or relationships with others.
* Ganging up on individual members to criticize or humiliate or coerce them; “working on them” to violate their own sense of conscience or autonomy. Brainwashing or mind-control
* Preventing contact with outsiders, ex-members, and even certain fellow members of the dysfunctional cult
* Blind obedience to harmful or unwise directives from on high. Abusive, domineering top-dog leadership
* Hoarding of money, power or prestige by anyone— corruption and intrigue are not far behind
* Double standard of behavior for leader(s) and members
* Reinforcing or excusing unethical behaviors (killing, injuring, lying, stealing, plagiarism, bribing, gossiping, sexual misconduct). Also: Inflexible ethical rules that keep people stuck on lower levels of moral development. For example, watch out for moral codes based on “an eye-for-an-eye” mentality or “the ends justify the means.”
* Suppression of dissent, doubt, critical thinking, sincere questions, discussion or independent judgment.
* Irrational thinking or magical thinking.
* A “uni-level” obsession with health and wealth on the material
* Intellectual parochialism or isolation from other worldviews; censorship or control of what
* Beware exploitation of sex in any form
* Legalistic obsession with myriad rules

Anonymous said...

Jean you are a blessing and a little shining star. I am an ex Attache I left Agape just after the 2015 Coventry Passover, tell you wha.....Attaches, Envoys/Evangelists and Bored Mrs were called in a private room for talks, the person who was given the platform was a Fake Nigerians Pastor who was told what to tell us word by word by Daddy Masocha, after being told whoever in this room who doesn't want this Vision of Walter is free to walk out right now. When I arrived home after the passover I said truly the Agape Vision is fake it's all about demanding money from the vulnerable, I decided to quit.
Just a word of encouragement to those still in Agape, you don't need someone from Heaven to tell you or reveal the truth bout this Church a big NO. THERE IS LIFE AFTER AGAPE.

Anonymous said...

Read Zimeye news: Prophet Walter Magaya Slapped with Lawsuit over $2million (Fake Saw A Seed Promises)
Fake miracles promised to Agape at the 12/12/, boobs enlargement miracle, all waiting ladies being married, owning a house, getting a University place without qualifications etc.......
Same fake miracles promised by Eurbert Madzamire aka Prophet Angel, the Bentley Car, a business man was promised that if he surrenders his £400 000 Bentley Car he will get 3 times the value amount of his car in 12 monthst (saw a seed ) Fake Prophet Angel is now in hiding in Manchester, the Zim police want him arrested.
Why surely why guys are we failing to see that all theservices guys just impose themselves as Prophets, Apostle, Archbishop, Man of God, High Commissioners, The Paul of this Generation etc, let this be a work up call to all, they are all after your hard earned cash.
On a serious note: Masocha was no longer eating anything that is not organic, not even his miracle bottled tape water he preferences "Evian" lol
Think of all the money's you spend travelling from 1 conference to the other week in/out for the last 7 years, money's you donated in form of tithes, birthday for masocha, his groceries, adopt Envoy from Africa, Envoy upkeep hotel accommodation list goes on nd on nd on.
Wake up those still blind
I am saying this cause I was once blind but I now can see.

Anonymous said...

France Aturias used to say let's pray for the small grey area left unto the court case of Masocha?? Envoys at Area/Satellite level were even forcing us to fast for the court case of Masocha. My question is where was this God of Agape, God of The High Commissioner Masocha when he was found guilty of sex abuse?? Is there a real God called God of Agape?? If he is why did he not remember Masocha on this crucial day? Is the Agape Church going to sweep over and grow like mashrooms??
I just wonder what the future holds for us still in Agape??

Anonymous said...

Francis Aturia used to say let's pray for the small grey area left unto the court case of Masocha?? Was it a small grey area that os sex abuse?? Envoys at Area/Satellite level were even forcing us to fast for the court case of Masocha. My question is where was this God of Agape, God of The High Commissioner Masocha when he was found guilty of sex abuse?? Is there a real God called God of Agape?? If he is why did he not remember Masocha on this crucial day? Is the Agape Church going to sweep over and grow like mashrooms??
I just wonder what the future holds for us still in Agape??

Anonymous said...

16:59 my advise to you is GET OUT OF AGAPE as soon as,The Lord has opened your eyes to the truth and once you leave this cult, you will need deliverance from the spirit of witchcraft in Agape for you to be free from it all.
Frances Aturia is one and the same with Walter Masocha,he is nothing but a wife beater and a bully,he wanted to hit Eunice Nhliziyo at the envoys meeting at the dome in doncaster 2013, Eunice should have reported him for that or her husband should have beat the daylights out of Aturia

Anonymous said...

Manhanga kutapira shuwa. The Agape camp is in a panicky mode I can see. They thought this was all a joke but I'm sure reality is slowly sinking in. It's not child play to defend a perv preacher, let it be known Agape woye that paedophilia is a serious crime in this country. So rest assured the net is closing in. You been warned, the long arm of the law will soon be knocking on your door, YOU!!!! YES I MEAN YOU, You know yourself.

Anonymous said...

The long outstanding personal issues & mbuya nehanda spirit is irrelevant, the aim is to address exploitation in churches.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous 2/May 22:26
Simplified!!
Take Shingi to be Eve and reconstruct the whole Adam and Eve case.
1-Shingi was the one who started going to Agape and was fooled by the serpent which we all know.
2-He comes back home and tells Jean (Adam)to go together to Agape(testing the fruit) so she can experience it too.
3- Jean agrees and goes to test the fruit(Agape Masocha)and after a visit or two, the Holy Spirit tells her it's not the right fruit and They should leave. Although unlike in the bible when Jean tries to leave, she is restrained by the serpent followers.
4- Jean shouts for her lover to go away and hide but unlike with Eve(Shingi) decides to remain behind with the serpent.
5- God comes to shout for the two of them to come out but only find Adam(Jean) alone.
So in this case he only deals with Jean because the other half he put together with Jean is not available to be put back together. Remember in the bible Adam even tried to give the blame to Eve by saying it was her who told him to eat the fruit. But because they hid together God did not take much note of that instead he gave them their punishment accordingly and restored their relationship to the extent of helping them to saw their clothes.
So only God restores not Jean or Shingi.
In this case God just sent Jean away on her own but because he is faithful God he finds her another half.
So as you can read from the above the concept is about staying together come rain come thunder. It looks like you have not had your Vows yet with your woman , that is if she is really yours.
If what you are suggesting for Jean is right then your woman should go back to her former boyfriend cause as I said I don't think she was a V marry.
So Unfortunately Shingi who is Eve this in this case decided to go with the Serpent and not stay with Jean.
As for me being Nino as you think does not only show how daft you are but also the the concept of love, togetherness that Shingi failed to show. You might ask, what is he saying now.
Right if I am Nino that shows you how much I love Jean and to what lengths that I can go to fight for that which I love which Shingi failed to do. He failed to protect his interest and love of his life.
It also shows how beautiful you see Jean that given the Chance you would leave your woman to be with her and forget about Shingi. But tell you what," You are not alone in that boat cause so many people on this platform have openly confessed their love for Jean.
She is just a beauty, ain't she? Even after giving birth to 4 children the woman just looks Stunning. Shingi is out of the race and if he continues to go to Agape, I would go further that If he wishes to see his Children Jean should seek to put plans to have someone being there to monitor them for their safety. With the spirit in these Agape people you never know what might happen.


Moses!!!

Unrevised!!!

Ps: I think you will now understand but if you don't and reply anything daft again, I will turn to explain using your woman and your daughter maybe you might understand better that way.
If you read my post you will see what I said about this forgiveness you talking .
Restoration is for God not human mind.

Anonymous said...

Agape for All Nations Ministries website is very misleading.

Satellites lists are not correct. Let me dwell on Zimbabwe.

1.There are no Agape satellites anymore in Chabata and Buhera (Manicaland Province).

2. There is no satellite in Gweru.

3.Highfields shuttle closed after all saints moved away leaving Envoys Mr & Mrs Bembere and their son alone.

4.The Commissioner listed for Manicaland Province (Mandaza) left Agape a long time ago, more han a year now.

5.Musamhi satellite - Mashonaland East is closed. Attachee Songore left Agape mid-last year.

6.Envoys Muzungu for Bhora and Musamhi left Agape more than a year ago.

7. Envoys Musendos for Chitungwiza and Chinhoyi left Agape more than a year ago. The sad part about this one is that Edelline Musendo who is captured as one of the Envoys passed on 18/02/2015. Dr Masocha did not even pass his condolences. Envoy Regis Chihuri who was around did not bother to attend the funeral. Talk of hypocrites.

8. Delight Makotose who is listed as the Atachee for Seke sattelite left Agape 2 years ago.

What do we read from all this. It shows that these people are in a state of denial. They dont want to face up to the reality that their establishment is shrinking before their own eyes. They also want to mislead people that all is well when all is not well.

If the Lord does not build we labour in vain. Time is the greatest equalizer. Never mind what people will say, the truth has the tendence of revealing itself in ways that we sometimes dont imagine.Masocha did worse things, and what was repored is just but a tip of the iceberg. If only women can gather enough courage to stare the beast in the eyes, Masocha will be exposed for who he is exactly and all his hangers-on.

Agape yafa muchiona
Muchiona, Agape yafa
Muchiona
Makangotarisa muchiona
Buhera hakuna
Muchiona muchiona
Musamhi yavhara
Muchiona muchiona
Chabata hakuna
Muchiona
KuGweru hakuna
Muchiona muchiona
Agape yafa
Muchiona makangotarisa muchiona!

Peole really loved their God and to serve through AFNMI but Masocha sucks!

Anonymous said...

Masocha should compensate the victims

Anonymous said...

I thank God that the two surgeries l attended ndakapinda nemwana wanhu otherwise she was going to be molested as well.
Masocha devil himself. Manyemwe nemunyama hazvisiyani walter wona kwazvazokusvitsa.
He beeds 10yrs and above .
anyone one knows kuti approximately pple with his offence vanopihwa pakadii.

Anonymous said...

0923 waspaka song yacho kkk

Anonymous said...

Agage, Gravy train

Anonymous said...

Agape boys are waiting for u here in Prison, as soon as u get in we gonna take ur pents down and deal with u whilist u r still fresh.. We gonna show u how it is done.. All ur followers should go to hell, u r evil... 12year old girl honestly!!!!! We gonna take turns, get ur ass ready boy!! Holala

Anonymous said...

Kupora kweyi futi?? Munoda kunemotoka, ndokusaka muchizokwirwa navaAgape mhani, endai ikoko, kana zvaramba garai kumba

Anonymous said...

My name is jeff

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