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DISCLAIMER. I would like to thank the newspapers that have covered the Walter Masocha story as they have helped raise awareness of abuse happening in some churches which has been going unreported. However, I have not given any national newspapers the right to waiver my anonymity as a victim of Walter Masocha. This is a personal blog and its within my legal rights to express myself here. According to the law my identity is protected in the media. At this stage, I do not wish to be named in any Scottish or English National Papers. Any newspapers that will name me/ or have already done so have done this without my permission or consent. Any newspapers which have published my picture have done so without my consent. I do not wish to have my pictures published in any Scottish or English newspapers. I ask the media , which I greatly respect for their support in this case in covering the story to respect my right to anonymity as a victim and not name me in any newspapers unless I sign a consent form and agree to do so. I am not ready to be named and I want to use the protection I am granted by law at this time. Thank you.
Showing posts with label Betrayal. Show all posts
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Monday, 2 December 2013

JULIUS GAYAKAYA'S LETTER OF LIES TO AGAPE LEADERSHIP



On Wednesday, 27 November 2013, 12:52, Julius Gayakaya <kuleguyfox@gmail.com> wrote:
 
Greetings in the name of Jesus Christ our Saviour. I hope you are fine. Can I point out few things to clear the mist.
The writer of this long document has missed facts, either he is ill advised, ignorant or have some hidden motives and agenda. I am very surprised that one can jump into conclusion and parade the leadership of Agape as a group of abusers who are hiding evil deeds in the church before searching how all these allegations mushroomed. May I stand up and state categorically that the notion of bundling myself and my family as wrong-doers or abusers of Jean is just utterance with no basis. If one would visit this area (liverpool, Southport,Wigan, Preston) and ask anyone in the community about Jean's life, one would get a same answer from people who have nothing to do with Agape as well as from the Agape saints.
 
For your information the incident which triggered Jean to start slandering people happened in my absence. On the day in question when an ambulance was called by the Musuka family after Jean had stood in front of the church and started speaking vulgar words directed at her mother-in-law, I was not there.When her mother-in-law and and her sister-in-law Patience walked out of the church she followed them outside telling them to stay and listen to her testimony, I am told she was asking them if they have ever slept with Shingi? This led to her mother-in-law to call an ambulance for her.

Jean's blog is littered with my name simply because my crime is to be a saint in Agape.
 
 After the church incident, Jean went home and questioned her husband why he could not stop his mother from calling an ambulance after her outburst in church. This led to Jean reporting her husband to Lancashire police station. When her husband visited the police station to seek help with Jean, he was informed that  Jean had reported that she had been assaulted by him leading to his detention for 8 hours. He was later released because they have a long record of Jean's numerous incidents. Where do I come in here to be labelled an abuser.  Jean decided to move to her brother in Southampton pulling her 3 children out of school after Shingi had sought refuge at his parents' house for 2 days. 
 
The issue boils down when she request her husband to leave his parents and their matrimonial house and move to Southampton to stay with her away from the Musuka family. When the husband turns down the move he automatically became a monster in Jeans eyes. As you can pick from her blog she worked hard to persuade the Archbishop to demote her mother-in-law Steward Fabbie Musuka and Envoy Getrude Mburayi because her mother had called the ambulance for Jean. The leadership in area 7 could not support her that she was wronged by her in-laws by calling an ambulance to take her to the hospital because we have tried for the past 5 years for her to seek medical help to no avail. Each time Jean stood up to give a testimony the Church could flinge in antitipation of  vulgar sexual talk.
 
She writes in her blog that she was chased by Agape people from her house. Are all the families around here evil simply because we supported a family that is going through hardships by praying with Shingi. Surprising enough after 2 month in Southampton Jean pulled her children out of school again to bring them back because Southampton Social Services had requested that she take off her childrens' photos from her blog which were paraded to the world.
Where does all the people who are labelled abusers get involved especially those from around Liverpool, Southport and Wigan. We have suffered a lot of character assassination,slander, emotional and psychological torture as we tried to accommodate Jean as one of us in the hope she will come to herself. Those who are quick to swallow Jean's story without getting the other side are just meddling in uncouthed cooperation with a person bend on vindictive malicious slander.What happenned in the surgery have nothing to do with Gayakaya and the families who are subjected to this mudsling.

May I bring to your attention that Jean's church outburst was not the first incident of her flipping behaviour.There are events before she came to join Agape which were brought to my attention as the Chairperson of the Sefton and NorthWest Zimbabwean and Friends of Zimbabwe Community.
 
 
As calm as I always be, I find the email disturbing, patronising and hope to highlight to you and the writer that it is worth and wise to find the facts before wadding in and stepping on the bruised toes of the victim in the name of being the wise mediator. I have nothing to DEFEND the Apostle because in my eyes he is innocent until proved guilty by the law. Maybe you have issues you know, about the Apostle but I am as ignorant as the word, hence I am looking at the events which led to the writing of her blog.We have a number of Police log numbers against Jean after she contacted our work places for us to be dimissed. What will she benefit if 7 families all lose their jobs. The employers contacted suspended and re-instated their employees after suffering constant email and calls from Jean. They later realised that something was amiss about her.
 
With that in mind I believe I have highlighted events leading to the blog and I am not as evil as I am potrayed in the blog neither is my fellow victim of the malicious writing. I will remain in prayer hoping you will join in so that the blowing wind will come to pass with our lips not full of garbage, hence I will shut my mouth again.
I am not hurt because I am up above this child play and belittling talk. Nobody will take away what I achieved through hard work and perseverance. Nobody will become big because they have belittled me. Nobody will become Holy because they have labelled me unrighteous. Nobody will become educated by calling me unlearned. You cannot become rich by labelling me poor.
 
Lets get the facts first and help the saints.
 
God bless you
 
 
Dr Gayakaya
 

To: Ian McHardy <drmchardy@gmail.com>; AGAPE OFFICE
< agapeoffice1@gmail.com>; COMMISSIONER FRANCIS ATURIA
< francis_aturia@hotmail.com>; Chiedza Zunguzah <czunguzah@yahoo.co.uk>; DANNY CHIBANDA
< dchibanda@yahoo.com>; Agape Brighton Sanelisiwe Tshuma
< sanebetterm@yahoo.co.uk>; Agape Secretary
< secretary@agapeforallnations.com>; Agape Doncaster Victor Kwaramba
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vkwaramba@yahoo.co.uk>; MUCHENGETI HOVE <muchengeti.hove@gmail.com>;
D/Tambourines COORD Winnie Mawarire <
winniemawarire@yahoo.com>; Mary
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mgchikukwa7@yahoo.co.uk>; GIFT GUVEYA
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mandizvidzalet@yahoo.com>; kgwangwawa <kgwangwawa@yahoo.co.uk>;
Caroline Phansi <
c.c.l.phansi@hotmail.co.uk>; hzunguza
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hzunguza@yahoo.co.uk>; oxyanni <oxyanni@yahoo.co.uk>; acadu
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acadu@yahoo.com>; nkosi phansi <nkokabongi@yahoo.co.uk>; ychibanda
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ychibanda@gmail.com>; Agape Leeds Young Chokuda
<
ychokuda@hotmail.com>; Envoy Vusumuzi Siziba <vsizibas@yahoo.co.uk>;
Envoy Tichie Nyenya <
tichnyenya@yahoo.co.uk>; Envoy Taka Dekeza
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takadek@yahoo.co.uk>; SIMBA CHAPISA <snchapisa@gmail.com>; Envoy
Ntokozo Mhlaba <
ntokozomhlaba@btinternet.com>; nyana2008
< nyana2008@hotmail.co.uk>; shepherd1yafele
< shepherd1yafele@yahoo.co.uk>; lyn-hazvi <lyn-hazvi@hotmail.co.uk>;
godfreyncube35 <godfreyncube35@yahoo.co.uk>; cmadondo
< cmadondo@bakesolicitors.co.uk>
 
 

MY RESPONSE TO JULIUS GAYAKAYA


Dear Julius Gayakaya
 
Firstly you are not a Doctor mate, okay. Can you just do us all a favour and stop addressing yourself as doctor. You are a learning disability nurse. You have serious issues and you need to get over yourself. You are a pathetic liar dude. You are a 52 year old man, old enough to be my father, can you please start acting your age old man.
 
Listen dear old man Julius, I do not know you, okay. If you noticed during my two years in Agape I never used to talk to you at all, my ex husband had warned me several times about you. You are not my type of person, you dirty old man. How my ex husband told me a number of times that you are a power hungry person who will do anything to be recognised as a somebody. I never thought you would go this far Julius.
 
Its funny how you seem to know a lot about me, you old man.  You are a lying manipulative individual its unbelievable, as I said you are old enough to be my father you 52 year old man Julius.
 
For your own information I never speak vulgar language, its not in my nature or genes, I was never raised like that. I was raised by my parents better than that.  I have the DVD for Sunday 14th July and I never gave such testimony you claim. What a liar you are. You called my family on the 17th of July and asked them to take me for a mental health assessment. You are pathetic dude, get a life. All these lies Shingai Musuka telling you, anyone believing such garbage is insane. I have never been arrested by the police all my life. I have never been diagnosed of a mental health illness. You are a serial liar, its unbelievable.
 
Let me tell you this Julius, my God is a God of justice. I serve a Mighty God, the Lord of hosts, whom vengeance belongs. Watch my God unleash His wrath upon Agape For All Nations Ministries International. Look how God is favouring me. You all labelled me insane, but funny that insane girl has caused so much confusion in your kingdom of darkeness. You don't even trust each other because emails are being leaked to me everyday, that's why dumb Alois Zunguza paid someone to hack into my emails. Can you not see that God is on my side? The more you try to destroy me and hurt me, the more my God will fight for me. You have caused enough pain in my life its now time for me to take a breather, please leave me alone Julius Gayakaya the Leaning Disability Nurse.
 
 
I may not have a big audible voice, I may be but a tiny drop in the ocean, but even a tiny drop can sparkle. I have a host of enemies surrounding me. I will not be afraid or intimidated by you Julius. Boldly I will continue to stare the beast in the eye. Like the little shepherd boy David who took down Goliath, I swear to hold this head of Goliath one day. I have had enough experience as a shepherdess for the 13 years I was with Shingai. On my own in the wilderness I faced and fought with lions, (Gertrude Musuka) and bears ( Patience Musuka). I have 13 years experience of fighting vicious wild creatures (my in-laws) as they tried to rip my precious sheep apart (my three beautiful children). I am a good shepherdess, I look after my sheep. How can I not take down this Goliath, an uncircumcised Philistine who is making a mockery of my God, (Agape and the leader Walter Masocha). Nay, as long as I am alive, I will continue to stare this beast in the eye.
 
For your own information Julius, please get your facts accurate, I moved to a women's refugee not my brothers house. Social Services actually love my blog and follow it lol, they commend my writing skills and tells me I am very brave for writing this blog. They also tell me I am very intelligent. They think you Agape guys are a bunch of bullies. You make me laugh dude. You are hilarious. I came back to my matrimonial home because I was advised to do so by my mentor Muzvare Betty Makoni who is working tirelessly behind the scenes to make sure justice is served. So please get your facts right before you write lol.
 
Hope you did have a good weekend in Scotland at the Board Meeting with the Archbishop, Most Reverend, High Commissioner, Apostle, Dr Walter Masocha.

Yours sincerely
 
Jean
 
PS: Shingai Musuka, Julius's letter to Agape Leadership has you written all over it. I cant believe you continue to betray me like this Shingi. I bore you 3 beautiful children. I am the mother of your children. How can you let me be abused by Julius Gayakaya? How can you tell him lies about me so he can tell the whole of Agape? I forgave you Shingai, vengeance belongs to God, He will plead my cause.
 
Below is a picture of Julius and Yvonne Gayakaya on his 50th birthday wearing Agape Tshirts.

 
 
Julius and wife, Attache Joy Maxwebo and the husband she snatched from another woman, and the Attache who recently divorced his wife of over 25 years.

 
A repost of Patience Musuka and brothers Shingai and Shepherd Musuka at a special family outing I was not invited last summer.
 
 
 
Oh just to prove since leaving Agape I can now afford to get my hair done.

 


Sunday, 24 November 2013

There were four of us in this marriage...

Dear Readers
 
During the course of the day after the publication of the blog post about Dr Ven Tauringana., circumstances beyond my control led to me remove the post. However I would like to inform my readers that I have now filed for divorce from my husband of 10 years Shingai Musuka. This has been a tough decision for me as a strong believer of the God ordained institution of marriage, and I believe what God has joined together let no man put asunder.  But it was after a long period of prayer and soul searching along with professional advice that I came to this desision. My sanity and dignity are important, and I believe God never intended for me to be in such an unhealthy relationship, both with my husband and my in-laws. I have decided to make my divorce public because this confirms my story that Dr Walter Masocha indeed broke my marriage and has denied my children the right to a father present in their lives. I filed for Divorce on the grounds of a third party interference in my marriage, as Princess Diana once famously said, "There were three of us in this marriage". I am sad to announce that there were  4 of us in this marriage, Shingai Musuka, Walter Masocha, The Musuka Family (Gertrude, Patience) and I was sadly the 4th one. My divorce proceedings will include the following email I sent to Dr Masocha on 17th November 2012 after I had read an email my husband had sent to Walter Masocha bad mouthing me and reporting me  that I wanted a high paying job and I had said Dr Masocha is living in luxury whilst the saints were suffering. I could not believe Shingai Musuka was taking our pillow talk to Dr Masocha, and that was the beginning of the breakdown of our marriage. So heartbroken was I that I sent an email to Dr Masocha refuting my husband's malicious allegations. Dr Masocha never bothered to reply the heart wrenching emotional email of a broken woman, but he had replied my husband's malicious email encouraging him to mistreat his wife. Dr Walter Masocha is therefor the main reason and cause for the breakdown of my marriage. In-laws Pastor Gertrude Musuka and Patience Musuka also playing a key role in the divorce. Other contributing factors to my divorce include Spiritual abuse, Church cruelty and physical violence by Envoys, Church bullying and many other mistreatments I suffered in Agape. My email to Dr Masocha back in November last year read as follows:


From: Jean Gasho <jeangasho@gmail.com>
Date: Sat, Nov 17, 2012 at 1:00 AM
Subject: In Response to Shingi's email. Please read this Dad.
To: Walter Masocha <vamasocha@yahoo.com>

 
Dear Dad.
I am hurt very much by the email Shingi sent you. I don’t normally read Shingi's emails. He reads mine. But somehow today after I finished a 3 day dry fast, something in me told me to check his emails. Something I have not done for maybe over a year. I do believe the Lord God wanted me to read that email. I don't believe it was an accident. I am hurt Dad because some strong things he wrote are simply not true. I didn't even know he perceives me that way. 
ABOUT ME WANTING A HIGH PAYING JOB
About me saying I want a high paying job as a Manager. I am shocked. Being a Manager is something I have never dreamt of becoming. All the jobs you see I have applied for are not managerial posts or high paying jobs. I don't understand why Shingi said this. You prayed for me and in your prayer you said you believed God would give me a High Paying Job. This were your words Dad, not mine. I was excited to hear this, then I told my husband, not knowing that he would use this against me. Soon after you prayed for me my sister made a confirmation of your prayer and said God told her that I would get a High Paying Job, a job which needs qualifications. She said this to me after I had not spoken to her at all about me looking for a job or anything. I told my husband. Maybe that’s where this accusations of me wanting a High Paying Job comes from. May God be by Judge of me.
 
I never want free money. I don't want anyone to give me money. In fact in the report I showed you about Social Services it said, "Jean says she has been reduced to a Charity Case". I want my own money that I work for, with my own hands. My husband does not understand me. I am very ambitious and I believe I have a destiny. I have a dream of becoming an actress, a movie director, an author  an artist, a journalist, a songwriter. I WANT TO DO SOMETHING. I WANT TO BE SOMEBODY . When I share my dreams with my husband, he mistakes it for being lazy. It hurts me so much. I want to be somebody one day, yet I can’t get a job as a cleaner. People will never understand  me, even my husband's family thinks I am lazy and useless. But I have 3 young children whom I have raised on my own without help.. But the God I serve will speak for me one day.
ABOUT ME SAYING YOU ARE ALWAYS GOING ON HOLIDAYS
Yes I did mention it to Shingi. I said Dad lives a life of Luxury. It’s not fair coz I am in extreme poverty. It was hard for me. A lot was happening. We were lacking food. Sleeping without electricity it was freezing. Things were unbearable. I was crying daily. And you were in Macedonia having a good time. The contrast was too much for me, so I said that. I doubted you for a while. I saw pictures of Sandra and Sharon on Facebook when they were in London. It just seemed so wrong. They were somewhere having fun and living the life, I was at home with three children and not enough food, yet we had paid so much money to the Church, so the thought came into my mind. So strong. So I said that. That’s the reason I said it. I am sorry in my heart I did say that. But I never thought Shingi would say it to you. About me saying I want money from you, It’s something I said to Shingi during pillow talk.  I just said If it was Sandra or Sharon suffering like this, surely the man of God would at least help them. I can’t see him letting his own children Sandra and Sharon  suffer like this. It then hit me really hard. I actually do not want you to feed me. That was never the context I meant. I don't want to be a lazy glutton waiting on you or anyone.  Never. The God of Agape knows my heart. He will defend me.  In fact I want to buy you things Daddy. That’s always been a prayer of mine. But in a moment of  hardship I said those things and I am sorry I said them. 
ABOUT ME ANGRY ALL THE TIME
Yes I have been upset in my spirit. Sometimes angry at life. Sometimes in despair. But not all the times. Even in those moment of darkness I danced for the Lord, I did activities with my children. Again God will defend me if need be. What can I say?
 
ABOUT ME WANTING TO LEAVE THE VISION AND REFUSING TO GO TO CHURCH. 
 
If you can check with the people at Wigan. I have never missed a Service or Prayer or Bible Study. I am active in the Church. I continue to be. We hosted Envoys Hove at our Get Together. I offered to have them stay in our house. Every time I am given a chance to speak, I speak highly of you. I have never slandered you to anyone. I have never slandered the Vision. I love you so much. So much it hurts. I wish I lived near you, to see you all the time. I am well known for Defending This Vision. I am well known for Loving You So Much. Yes in a moment of despair I said to my husband I want to leave Agape. I didn't mean it. It wasn't coming from my heart. In fact I don't even know if it was me speaking. Because I love AGAPE and my life and breath and soul is in it. I know what the God of Agape has done for me. He has helped me. He has saved me. How can I neglect so great a Salvation. To leave Agape I would be a fool. But anyway God knows my heart. Time will tell if I am truly Agaped or not. My God whom I serve will fight for me. 
 
 
ABOUT SHINGI CRYING TO YOU WHY I AM HIS WIFE
I never knew this. I had no idea he feels like this.  Anyway I have written a lot. Shingi has hurt me. If a man is crying to YOU that why did you give me this wife, then God help me how am I supposed to feel. I thought he loved me. I thought we were soul mates. I speak highly of Shingi to everyone. I even testify about him. I never knew he saw me as a challenge. I am hurt and shocked by my husband. I don't want to be a challenge to him. I don't want him to cry to you asking you why he married me. He wants a better wife who is not a challenge like Jean. I am not the wife he wanted. Dad I am not the best wife. I am not a good wife according to my own husband. I don't want to stay in this marriage anymore. I honestly thought he saw me as a blessing not a curse. But I am a curse to him. I suffered a lot in the hands of his family. I stood up for him for years. His family would give me a hard time all these years. They never accepted me in their family. He would not stand up for me. I was young and had no one. I was on my own. They all ganged up on me, even as a 19 year old girl. At one time I lived in Southport and the whole community of Zimbabweans was against me. On my graduation day I begged Shingi to be with me, and he said I had to respect his family first, I went to his brother Shepherd’s house and I was shouted at in the streets by his whole family whilst Shingi stood and watched. I was not allowed to enter his family's house and Shingi would leave me standing outside. He would go in to his family without me Dad, and leave me standing outside on my own. I was very young and lonely and I had no one. I am crying as I write this.  But I loved him and stayed even when I could have walked. Yet today he says I am a challenge. I don't understand. He never supported my Artwork. He thought I was crazy all these years when I was telling him my dreams. Yet today he sees my dreams coming to pass. I can’t do this anymore. The email he sent you was the most painful thing I have ever seen, and I know it was God who revealed it to me.

Yours in Christ

Jean
The luxury life of his step daughters Sandra and Sharon Lewis  (holidays abroad, extravagant weddings) at the expense of the financially struggling Agape saints (as mentioned in my above email to Dr Masocha.
 


 



 
With that Readers, I  now leave you with this video by one of my favourite Zimbabwean musicians Victor Kunonga. This video tells a story and depicts the cruel abuse being done by Dr Masocha to "children/women" who trust him as Daddy/ Baba.

Sunday, 17 November 2013

Guess how much the Archbishop earns....


He’s called the Archbishop Dr Walter Masocha, he wears an expensive linen robe and a rather interesting headdress. How he got ordained as Archbishop remains a mystery, but am positive I will unfold that mystery one of these days. The title Archbishop  is so important to him his Envoys are trained on how to introduce him on the pulpit. On his official documents he titles himself, The Most Reverend, a title that is only reserved for the Archbishop of Canterbury and Archbishop of York who were appointed into office by the council. Talking about the Archbishop of Canterbury, he is the senior Bishop and principal leader of the Church of England, the symbolic head of the worldwide Anglican Communion. And guess what, such a worldwide figure only earns £ 68, 000 a year, lives in a riverside palace and has a generous final salary pension and a chauffeur driven car, that’s just about it as far as luxury is concerned for the Archbishop of Canterbury. A man who meets and dines with the Queen and is an official representation of the England Church, yet he only earns close to £ 70k. All this information is available to the public, nothing is hidden.  It the right of the public to know the full salary of the Archbishop.
Now I pose this question to Agape For All Nations Ministries International members? Do you know the full salary and allowances of your Most Reverend Archbishop Dr Walter Masocha? Do you? Maybe let Jean tell you. Jean, the girl labelled “insane” by the whole Agape Empire. Let her tell you a few home truths, shall she? Your Daddy the Archbishop takes home more than £100 000 a year. Yep. He even earns more than the Archbishop of Canterbury, a worldwide public figure! On paper, he compares himself to the Archbishop of Canterbury earning more than the real Archbishop on the basis that he claims Agape is one of the fastest growing churches in the United Kingdom. When he was a lecturer at Stirling University Dr Masocha was only earning £35 000 a year. No wonder he had to start a church. Did you even know that his wife, Prophetess Judith Masocha also earns a salary of £50 000 a year in Agape, despite not having appropriate qualifications to take home such a huge pay cheque. Can someone wake me up! What exactly is this woman being paid for? This  is a woman who speaks broken English and can not pronounce the word ANXIETY. That's how poor her English is. Now this woman is earning more than a newly qualified medical doctor. You be the judge of that, whether it’s morally right or not. Forget the bible for a minute, that doesn’t even sound right! What does Judith Masocha do in the church besides sit and pout looking miserable next to her flamboyant title hungry husband? The woman can’t even preach for goodness sake, and for that she takes home a staggering £50 000, all on the church! And now that she has somehow claimed the title of “Dr” I hope you all realise that on paper it means Judith Masocha is now on a pay rise.
Now ask yourself who funds the Prophets staggering salary and that of his pouting uneducated wife? Its you the bewitched members of Agape. He gets his salary from tithes and offerings. He also gets his salary from DVD sales, conference charges and Agape clothing merchandise. Have you ever asked yourself why you have to pay to attend a conference? They tell you it’s to pay for the hall hire, yeah right it’s to pay for the hall. Have you ever asked yourself why you are forced to buy a t-shirt and overall each conference? It’s a scam people. It’s a business idea. And sadly for Dr Masocha, its working, thanks to you all. He’s bleeding you all dry. He’s milking you children of Agape. How can you buy a booklet for £10 when it costs about 50 pence to print it? Can you not wake up out of this scary spell and open your eyes? Smell the coffee. You foolish AGAPEANS! Who has bewitched you? If the Apostle Paul said it to the foolish Galatians, I will say it to you foolish Agapeans.
All of you Agapeans are living in poverty. That’s just the truth and it has to be told.  Most of you can’t even afford a mortgage and live in run down council houses. Ask Ruvimbo from Wigan. I could never bring myself to use her bathroom, it was that filthy. You live in filthy houses. You don’t even drive standard cars. You don't even know what a 13th number plate car looks like Agapeans. You can’t even afford to look after your suffering relatives in Africa, yet you pay your tithes and offering to Agape to fund a salary of over £100 000. Do you know people who earn £100 000? Do you even know what a salary of £100k means? Let me enlighten you a bit. 100k has become the benchmark for the ultimate generous salary. It’s a wage that the majority of us can only dream of. It’s enough to put Dr Masocha within the top 2% of all earners in Britain.
£100 000 is beyond the imaginations of most Britons, and puts Dr Masocha in the same rank as Prime Minister David Cameron, who earns just over £100 000. So let it be known that Dr Masocha is on the same salary scale as Prime Minister David Cameron. What is he being paid for exactly, breaking marriages, ruining children's lives, abusing women, the list goes on. In comparison to David Cameron who is being paid that same amount to run one of the most developed counties in the world.  If this is not jaw dropping information for you Agapeans, I don’t know what will ever be? If this information cannot wake a dozing Agapean out of a wicked Masochagorous spell, I don’t know what will. Those who have ears, let them hear and ask yourself why Board Meetings in Agape are strictly confidential and members are not allowed to know what is even discussed in the finance meetings.
Have you ever wondered why Agape For All Nations Ministries International is listed as “one of the fastest growing churches in the United Kingdom” despite having less than 10 members in each Satellites? Do you really want to know the reason behind that? Why have branches in every town, and even two Satellites in cities? What is that all about? Jean may not be a qualified journalist. Jean may not be working undercover for BBC Panorama, but with my little knowledge and passion for justice and the truth, I believe Agape has trained me to be a private investigator in my own right.  Right, about Satellites, for example there is Liverpool, Southport and Wigan Satellites, all within a distance of about 20 miles of each other. Logic and common sense would tell you that it’s better to just have one larger branch and have all congregants from Liverpool, Southport and Wigan assemble together in one place. It’s also cheaper for the congregants.  Please bear in mind that in each Satellite you are required to hire a community hall and it’s your responsibility to pay for the monthly rents. So what’s this all about? Now here is the drill. Dr Masocha being an intelligent man, he’s done his maths right. He has now claimed an official title of Archbishop, and when it comes to money money money, that name is everything to the Prophet. The title comes with benefits. He has to claim tax returns in proportion to how BIG his church is and how fast growing the church is, and each registered satellite is counted as a branch even though it may have a mere 2 members. On paper the numbers of members don’t count, on paper it’s the number of branches that count. Get it.
 
For those in Agape, you have heard the Prophet claim he is not in the Finance Board and he has nothing to do with the finances in Agape. Yeah right. He supposedly pulled himself out of the board of finance after he secured himself and his wife luxury salaries. This was done by vote intimidation in the Finance Board when Agape started, when the job was done, Dr Masocha  ‘pulled’ out. Then he stands in front of the Church and tells them he doesn’t deal with money, I have nothing to do with the finances, he says repeatedly. Ask Envoy Ian MacHardy (whose wife refuses to come to Agape) if you want to know anything about money. It’s all a lie folks.
I would like to inform you that it is your right within the Freedom of Information Act 2000 to write to the Scottish Charity Regulator and request information about Agape and how it is run as a charity organisation. It is also within your right to know if any formal complaints have ever been made to the Scottish Charity Commission regarding Agape. You can call the number on 01382 220314 and quote Agape charity number SC039070 to request information under the Freedom of Information Act. Whilst you are at it if you wish to launch a formal complaint and express your disgust at how the finances in Agape are being handled, it’s also within your right to do so. You will not be prosecuted. Do not be afraid. Once you make a formal complaint, an investigation has to be launched. It can be any reason, even that you are not happy with the way the Prophet lives in a luxury Villa when all his followers live in run down council houses and are suffering living in poverty. Any reason to is valid. You can also ask information on the MIRACLE RAIN CENTRE Fund since Agape refuses to release the figures.
You can also write to
Office of the Scottish Charity Regulator
2nd Floor
Quandrant House
9 Riverside Drive
Dundee
DD1 4NY
 Oh just to remind you, its also within my right under the Freedom of Speech Act to blog. I am not breaking the law. Of course David Cameron is not going to sue me for "exposing" his salary on my blog, and I don't think the Archbishop of Canterbury is bothered either. God bless you all in your quest for the truth as the mysteries continue to unfold in Agapeland. Who ever knew the Prophet is on the same earning ranks as David Cameron? But hey, nothing in Agape shocks me anymore I guess, especially when the Archbishop of Canterbury Agape is concerned.
 
Below is a portrait of the Archbishop I drew in November 2011 after I had just been cast the deadly  Agape spell. The Archbishop treasured the portrait so much he hung it in his mansion in the grand hall, the portrait has since been taken down by the Archbishop since I became estranged from the Church. All my artwork and ministry has since been removed from the Agape website as he continues to tell his followers I am possessed and demonic.
 
The Prophet's Cosyneuk Countryside Villa before  it was given a makeover and repainted in 2012.

Friday, 15 November 2013

A letter to my readers...


The Agape theme for 2013 is: Faith With Works: LIVING the Fruit of The Spirit; in a More Excellent Way, (Gentle Reminder)



Dear Readers

I just want to thank you all for your prayers, your love and support that you continue to show me. I see your fruit, and I am deeply touched, especially by the prayers. As Agape embark on a 40 day fast for their Prophet I would like to encourage you all to continue to pray for me, and to pray for all the victims of Dr Masocha, especially the women and children. There are over 50 alleged reported cases of abuse written on this blog and in private emials. Women claim to have been manipulated, abused and left for the cold by Dr Masocha. Now what we all have to understand is that this is a blog, and a blog can never be used in a court of law to bring someone to book, especially if the information written is by anonymous people. It will never happen. A number of women have emailed me and telephoned me to share their cruel harrowing experiences they suffered in the hands of Dr Masocha and his ministry. Some of the women are still bleeding profusely from the wounds inflicted by Dr Masocha. Some are receiving professional counselling and some are even in mental health institutes as a result. Now what has deeply saddened me in this whole process is that women who have reported the abuse to me privately and on this blog are not brave enough to report this man called Dr Masocha to the police. Not one woman is willing to stand up and call the police and report the abuse. One victim said to me that she did not want to report the abuse to police because if people knew everyone would call her a “whore”. She was petrified of being labelled and losing her reputation, and for that she would rather keep silent. But tell me somebody, is it not worth being called a “whore” for the sake of justice?  Isn't Rahab one of the most remarkable women in the entire bible known as 'Rahab the harlot?' Did Rahab the harlot not save the lives of many? I would rather be called a harlot and save the lives of many women and children. My reputation means nothing and I am not willing to compromise it for justice. Do you know people can commit suicide because of abuse? Is it not worth being castigated so that a man who has ruined the lives of many people can be brought to book and pay for the serious crimes he has committed. Did God not put the authorities in place to protect us?


Now listen carefully if you are an Agape victim, as long as you hide behind an anonymous keyboard and choose to remain unknown, your comment will mean nothing and it will sink into the bottom of the sea never to be traced or found. You do not have to “come out” here on the blog with your name, but please do the right thing before God and man and call the police and report the crimes done to you. That is the only way justice can ever be served. God is not going to miraculously bring Dr Masocha to book. He doesn’t work like that. He uses people like you and me, and talking donkeys if need be, and if you are a victim of Dr Masocha, God wants to use you to execute judgement on this matter. Look at me, I came out, but I am still standing aren't I? Even the blog Agape set to destroy me failed to achieve the purpose intended. I want to encourage you abused woman to be brave and do the right thing. God is not going to miraculously deal with Dr Masocha, He wants to use the authorities and the law but He needs people like me and you to achieve that.


I also want to address the majority of Zimbabwean men. I feel one of the main reasons abuse victims are terrified of coming out is because there is a stigma on women who gets abused. Zimbabwean men, please understand that it is not your wife’s fault if she was abused.  It is never a woman’s fault when she’s taken advantage of by a religious leader she trusted with her life. Even grown men are being manipulated and abused by Dr Masocha, how much more the women, whom the bible says are the weaker vessels. Zimbabwean men, I urge you to cut the culture barrier of stigmatising abused women, especially sexually. Please support your wives, sisters or daughters, and assure them that it wasn’t their fault and be the rock as they recover from the trauma and pain. Once you take your rightful position in protecting abused women, I believe the tide will turn and a lot of women will pluck the courage to stand up against abuse and take the appropriate action of reporting. I believe some Zimbabwaen men have a lot do with the fear in their women that paralyses them never to report a crime of sexual abuse.


I also want to urge Dr Masocha’s children and all Agape members to stop fighting on this blog.  Women who have lost their husbands through Dr Masocha and Agape, I understand your pain but please refrain from personally attacking your ex husbands and their new Agape wives on this blog. I understand there is a lot of pain, betrayal, bullying and heartache in Agape Church but this is not the platform to settle your differences. I believe your father Dr Masocha has appointed leaders for that reason. Why don’t you approach your Envoys or even Dr Masocha himself  if there are serious issues in your satellites/ branches that needs to be dealt with, this is not the place to fight and get back at each other and I don't think it will bring peace to the Satellites. You already have a maximum of about 6 members in each Satelite/branch so try not to destroy the little that's already there, or should I say that's left.  At this rate you are going Agape children, the Agape train will be coming a halt  immediately if its not already stopped and to restart the engine again will be a huge challenge.  Agape children please, you are in the year of living the fruit of the Spirit, please be obedient children and stop using this blog as your wrestling ring.

As for the stories about me being told by the authorities to remove my own pictures from my blog, this is news to me, I couldn't help but laugh. Where do you get your stories from? The blog pictures are simply down due to a technical problem, the blog does that now and again, and I simply have to reload the pictures. I will do at some point once time allows, so Ruvimbo Siwela Matorera , Patience Musuka, Gertrude Musuka and others posting here that the pictures have been removed, please don’t have a party yet. Sorry to burst your bubble but I will be uploading my pictures again once time allows. For now I thought a little facelift and makeover of the blog won’t be such a bad idea, sometimes change can be refreshing .


In the meantime I leave you with a repost of this picture of me and the two men I once trusted the most in my life. Look at them protecting me, you know the rest of the story...


Friday, 8 November 2013

Lets talk False Prophecies, shall we...

 
Have I ever told you how the empire of Agape works? As I said before the satellite I used to worship in had a total of 6 people, excluding me. This pattern stretches in branches throughout the United Kingdom. Each Satellite has a maximum of 10 people, if there are 15 people its considered a mega satellite. Some Satellites have 2 members. In July 2012 in Newcastle Dr Masocha bragged about how proud he was of one of his daughters who worshipped in one Satellite on her own for a whole year. In Stirling, where Dr Masocha resides and where the Headquarters of Agape is based, the Satellite there has about 15 people, and its considered a mega satellite. When you go on the website, you look at the pictures and think its a big church, but its deception. What happens is Dr Masocha does a lot of national conferences, theres at least one national  conference every month. Every branch then comes to the big conferences and boom, its a picture of a mega church. Its quite sad really, to be honest. The church doesn't grow for some reason, and Dr Masocha claims God told him that Agape was a rainbow vision of all peoples, races and culture. He claims Agape is not a Zimbabwean church, ummm cough cough. Yeah right its not a Zimbabwean Church, I believe you Prophet.  He claims God told him its a church that will fill up with English people. Funny 6 years down the line and there are only 3 white people in the entire Church. Talking about white people in Agape, it reminds me of something. Lets talk prophecies prophecies prophecies. Or rather lets talk false prophecies,  shall we? Have you ever heard a false prophecy? What does it sound like? How do you know its a false prophecy? Lets have a look, shall we?

In the beginning of the year on the 1st of January 2013 the Prophet gave some prophecies for 2013. The prophecies were as follows.

1.       This was the year of financial breakthroughs (well he says this one every year really)

2.       He said God told him 2013 was the year the rainbow vision was going to manifest therefor this was the year white people were now going to throng the church.

3.       He said people were going to move into big houses/ mansions.

4.       He said 2013 was the year of the 13th cheque as people were going to receive miraculous monies and cheques from banks etc.

5.       He said God was going to take away the reproach of Egypt, meaning God was going to take away the shame of Agape children since most of them are an embarrassment to society because of poverty, lack of direction etc.

6.       He said 2013 was the year of the Lion of The Tribe of Judah and God was going to chase away all the rats/problems in peoples lives.

7.       He said a lot of Agape children were going to go on Missions.

8.       He said a lot of Agape children were going to start businesses and be self employed.
 

In 2012 Dr Masocha went to Egypt on a exclusive holiday with his wife Dr Judith only.  The Prophet loved Egypt so much that he claimed God told him to go back.  I don't blame him, Egypt  has two of the 7 wonders of the world right, and its considered one of the most beautiful tourist attractions in the world.  So in April 2013 off he flew to Egypt again, this time he went on his own saying God told him to leave his wife. After Dr Masocha had spent 9 days busking in the sun at the Red Sea  and sight seeing in Egypt, he then came back with more prophecies and claimed to have heard the voice of God directly from the top of Mount Sinai (this is all on DVD I have the copies). Readers, please note that during his 9 day stay in Egypt I was emailing daily with Dr Masocha, daily, and I have all the emails, yet he claimed to have been on top of a mountain praying, well unless he took his ipad on the holy mountain. I don't know.  Anyway the prophecies received from Mount Sinai were as follows.

1.       Children of Agape are now going to experience God in a real way blah blah blah.

2.       God told him that all his daughters who were ugly were going to receive  supernatural face lifts and wake up with pretty little faces.

3.       God had heard the cry of women with smaller breasts and women were going to receive supernatural boob jobs, they would just wake up and realise they needed a bigger bra.

4.       God told him He had heard the cries of those with big ears, and God was going to reduce big ears to medium size ears. Oh he also said those with big fat noses would be getting nose jobs too.

5.       God told the Prophet  that students were going to see ball point pens moving around supernaturally in exam rooms. (I didn't get this prophecy)

6.       God told Dr Masocha that women who were too fat were going to get supernatural weight loss and wake up in the morning a couple of dress sizes down.

7.       God told Dr Masocha that women who had hair growth problems were going to miraculously grow long hair.

8.       God told Dr Masocha that women who hated their hair colour were going to get supernatural hair colours, blond, red, purple you name it.

9.       God told the Prophet that people were going to see houses moving from place to place in broad daylight, (i am not kidding you)

10.    God told him that single ladies in Agape, all of them were going to get married this year.

Dr Masocha claims to have heard all this from God directly when he was on top of Mount Sinai in Egypt praying.

Ladies and Gentlemen, we are now in November 2013, the year is swiftly drawing to a close and I can confirm that not even one of the Prophet’s prophecies have come true to anyone in Agape. NOT EVEN ONE.  All his prophecies have not come pass, no one has moved into a mansion or big house. I for one fled to a women’s refuge. No one has got a fat cheque from the bank, poverty is more rife now than ever in Agape, all 5 members of Wigan 666 Satellite live in Counsel run down houses that look like they were last renovated in the 60’s. All Dr Masocha’s prophecies are lies and nothing has come to pass. He said white people were going to flock into the Vision, to be honest there remain 3 whites who have always been there. From what I hear the white people fled Agape.  Big people are still big, if not bigger; no one got a miracle weight loss. Hair is still the same. No one has a Brazilian long weave that turned into their own hair. I for one claimed the miracle boob job and the hair miracle. I wanted to go at least two cup sizes up and I wanted a huge Afro but hey I am still the same old plain Jean I was at the beginning of the year. Dr Masocha is a phony, a total phony. I  have not seen houses moving neither have i seen pens floating in the air as I do homework with my kids. The lies are unbelievable. He must think we are all a bunch of fools buying his crazy borderline bizarre prophecies. What comes out of his mouth is crazy bullshit, take him off the pulpit and remove the fancy titles and you will have a religious self obsessed narcissist nut case. I have done my own assessment and I am 100% convinced the Prophet suffers from Narcissistic Personality Disorder. I have read my bible for myself and the God I worship tells me this man called Dr Masocha is a phony. I leave you with these scriptures that do point Dr Masocha as a false prophet. He has less than 2 months left to sort his prophecies out, otherwise on 31 December 2013, he has to stand up and give an answer as to why his prophecies never come to pass.
 
 
Beloved, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, for many false prophets have gone out into the world, 1 John 4:1.

 
But false prophets also arose among the people, just as there will be false teachers among you, who will secretly bring in destructive heresies, even denying the Master who bought them, bringing upon themselves swift destruction, 2 Peter 2:1


How long shall there be lies in the heart of the prophets who prophesy lies, and who prophesy the deceit of their own heart, Jeremiah 23:26


I know your works, your toil and your patient endurance, and how you cannot bear with those who are evil, but have tested those who call themselves apostles and are not, and found them to be false, Revelation 2:2.


I did not send the prophets, yet they ran; I did not speak to them, yet they prophesied, Jeremiah 23:21


And her prophets have smeared whitewash for them, seeing false visions and divining lies for them, saying, ‘Thus says the Lord God,’ when the Lord has not spoken, Ezekiel 22:28

Below is a picture of me and the Envoy who is always warning people never to speak negatively of Dr Masocha and speaks of the severe consequences of not obeying the Prophet.  This picture was taken in June 2013 at  a Southport Get Together. He is the Envoy featuring in the threat videos removed from You Tube by Agape.