JULIUS GAYAKAYA'S LETTER OF LIES TO AGAPE LEADERSHIP

On Wednesday, 27 November 2013, 12:52, Julius Gayakaya <kuleguyfox@gmail.com> wrote:

 

Greetings in the name of Jesus Christ our Saviour. I hope you are fine. Can I point out few things to clear the mist.

The writer of this long document has missed facts, either he is ill advised, ignorant or have some hidden motives and agenda. I am very surprised that one can jump into conclusion and parade the leadership of Agape as a group of abusers who are hiding evil deeds in the church before searching how all these allegations mushroomed. May I stand up and state categorically that the notion of bundling myself and my family as wrong-doers or abusers of Jean is just utterance with no basis. If one would visit this area (liverpool, Southport,Wigan, Preston) and ask anyone in the community about Jean's life, one would get a same answer from people who have nothing to do with Agape as well as from the Agape saints.

 

For your information the incident which triggered Jean to start slandering people happened in my absence. On the day in question when an ambulance was called by the Musuka family after Jean had stood in front of the church and started speaking vulgar words directed at her mother-in-law, I was not there.When her mother-in-law and and her sister-in-law Patience walked out of the church she followed them outside telling them to stay and listen to her testimony, I am told she was asking them if they have ever slept with Shingi? This led to her mother-in-law to call an ambulance for her.

Jean's blog is littered with my name simply because my crime is to be a saint in Agape.

 

 After the church incident, Jean went home and questioned her husband why he could not stop his mother from calling an ambulance after her outburst in church. This led to Jean reporting her husband to Lancashire police station. When her husband visited the police station to seek help with Jean, he was informed that  Jean had reported that she had been assaulted by him leading to his detention for 8 hours. He was later released because they have a long record of Jean's numerous incidents. Where do I come in here to be labelled an abuser.  Jean decided to move to her brother in Southampton pulling her 3 children out of school after Shingi had sought refuge at his parents' house for 2 days. 

 

The issue boils down when she request her husband to leave his parents and their matrimonial house and move to Southampton to stay with her away from the Musuka family. When the husband turns down the move he automatically became a monster in Jeans eyes. As you can pick from her blog she worked hard to persuade the Archbishop to demote her mother-in-law Steward Fabbie Musuka and Envoy Getrude Mburayi because her mother had called the ambulance for Jean. The leadership in area 7 could not support her that she was wronged by her in-laws by calling an ambulance to take her to the hospital because we have tried for the past 5 years for her to seek medical help to no avail. Each time Jean stood up to give a testimony the Church could flinge in antitipation of  vulgar sexual talk.

 

She writes in her blog that she was chased by Agape people from her house. Are all the families around here evil simply because we supported a family that is going through hardships by praying with Shingi. Surprising enough after 2 month in Southampton Jean pulled her children out of school again to bring them back because Southampton Social Services had requested that she take off her childrens' photos from her blog which were paraded to the world.

Where does all the people who are labelled abusers get involved especially those from around Liverpool, Southport and Wigan. We have suffered a lot of character assassination,slander, emotional and psychological torture as we tried to accommodate Jean as one of us in the hope she will come to herself. Those who are quick to swallow Jean's story without getting the other side are just meddling in uncouthed cooperation with a person bend on vindictive malicious slander.What happenned in the surgery have nothing to do with Gayakaya and the families who are subjected to this mudsling.

May I bring to your attention that Jean's church outburst was not the first incident of her flipping behaviour.There are events before she came to join Agape which were brought to my attention as the Chairperson of the Sefton and NorthWest Zimbabwean and Friends of Zimbabwe Community.

 

 

As calm as I always be, I find the email disturbing, patronising and hope to highlight to you and the writer that it is worth and wise to find the facts before wadding in and stepping on the bruised toes of the victim in the name of being the wise mediator. I have nothing to DEFEND the Apostle because in my eyes he is innocent until proved guilty by the law. Maybe you have issues you know, about the Apostle but I am as ignorant as the word, hence I am looking at the events which led to the writing of her blog.We have a number of Police log numbers against Jean after she contacted our work places for us to be dimissed. What will she benefit if 7 families all lose their jobs. The employers contacted suspended and re-instated their employees after suffering constant email and calls from Jean. They later realised that something was amiss about her.

 

With that in mind I believe I have highlighted events leading to the blog and I am not as evil as I am potrayed in the blog neither is my fellow victim of the malicious writing. I will remain in prayer hoping you will join in so that the blowing wind will come to pass with our lips not full of garbage, hence I will shut my mouth again.

I am not hurt because I am up above this child play and belittling talk. Nobody will take away what I achieved through hard work and perseverance. Nobody will become big because they have belittled me. Nobody will become Holy because they have labelled me unrighteous. Nobody will become educated by calling me unlearned. You cannot become rich by labelling me poor.

 

Lets get the facts first and help the saints.

 

God bless you

 

 

Dr Gayakaya

 

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MY RESPONSE TO JULIUS GAYAKAYA

Dear Julius Gayakaya

 

Firstly you are not a Doctor mate, okay. Can you just do us all a favour and stop addressing yourself as doctor. You are a learning disability nurse. You have serious issues and you need to get over yourself. You are a pathetic liar dude. You are a 52 year old man, old enough to be my father, can you please start acting your age old man.

 

Listen dear old man Julius, I do not know you, okay. If you noticed during my two years in Agape I never used to talk to you at all, my ex husband had warned me several times about you. You are not my type of person, you dirty old man. How my ex husband told me a number of times that you are a power hungry person who will do anything to be recognised as a somebody. I never thought you would go this far Julius.

 

Its funny how you seem to know a lot about me, you old man.  You are a lying manipulative individual its unbelievable, as I said you are old enough to be my father you 52 year old man Julius.

 

For your own information I never speak vulgar language, its not in my nature or genes, I was never raised like that. I was raised by my parents better than that.  I have the DVD for Sunday 14th July and I never gave such testimony you claim. What a liar you are. You called my family on the 17th of July and asked them to take me for a mental health assessment. You are pathetic dude, get a life. All these lies Shingai Musuka telling you, anyone believing such garbage is insane. I have never been arrested by the police all my life. I have never been diagnosed of a mental health illness. You are a serial liar, its unbelievable.

 

Let me tell you this Julius, my God is a God of justice. I serve a Mighty God, the Lord of hosts, whom vengeance belongs. Watch my God unleash His wrath upon Agape For All Nations Ministries International. Look how God is favouring me. You all labelled me insane, but funny that insane girl has caused so much confusion in your kingdom of darkeness. You don't even trust each other because emails are being leaked to me everyday, that's why dumb Alois Zunguza paid someone to hack into my emails. Can you not see that God is on my side? The more you try to destroy me and hurt me, the more my God will fight for me. You have caused enough pain in my life its now time for me to take a breather, please leave me alone Julius Gayakaya the Leaning Disability Nurse.

 

 

I may not have a big audible voice, I may be but a tiny drop in the ocean, but even a tiny drop can sparkle. I have a host of enemies surrounding me. I will not be afraid or intimidated by you Julius. Boldly I will continue to stare the beast in the eye. Like the little shepherd boy David who took down Goliath, I swear to hold this head of Goliath one day. I have had enough experience as a shepherdess for the 13 years I was with Shingai. On my own in the wilderness I faced and fought with lions, (Gertrude Musuka) and bears ( Patience Musuka). I have 13 years experience of fighting vicious wild creatures (my in-laws) as they tried to rip my precious sheep apart (my three beautiful children). I am a good shepherdess, I look after my sheep. How can I not take down this Goliath, an uncircumcised Philistine who is making a mockery of my God, (Agape and the leader Walter Masocha). Nay, as long as I am alive, I will continue to stare this beast in the eye.

 

For your own information Julius, please get your facts accurate, I moved to a women's refugee not my brothers house. Social Services actually love my blog and follow it lol, they commend my writing skills and tells me I am very brave for writing this blog. They also tell me I am very intelligent. They think you Agape guys are a bunch of bullies. You make me laugh dude. You are hilarious. I came back to my matrimonial home because I was advised to do so by my mentor Muzvare Betty Makoni who is working tirelessly behind the scenes to make sure justice is served. So please get your facts right before you write lol.

 

Hope you did have a good weekend in Scotland at the Board Meeting with the Archbishop, Most Reverend, High Commissioner, Apostle, Dr Walter Masocha.

Yours sincerely

 

Jean

 

PS: Shingai Musuka, Julius's letter to Agape Leadership has you written all over it. I cant believe you continue to betray me like this Shingi. I bore you 3 beautiful children. I am the mother of your children. How can you let me be abused by Julius Gayakaya? How can you tell him lies about me so he can tell the whole of Agape? I forgave you Shingai, vengeance belongs to God, He will plead my cause.

 

Below is a picture of Julius and Yvonne Gayakaya on his 50th birthday wearing Agape Tshirts.



 

 

Julius and wife, Attache Joy Maxwebo and the husband she snatched from another woman, and the Attache who recently divorced his wife of over 25 years.

 

A repost of Patience Musuka and brothers Shingai and Shepherd Musuka at a special family outing I was not invited last summer.

 

 

 

Oh just to prove since leaving Agape I can now afford to get my hair done.

 



Agape needs to offer an apology not penalty for Abuse Scandal...says some leaders

 

Emergency board meeting on the 30th of November in Scotland to address crisis

 

When it comes to idol worship, most people think of carved images and people bowing down to them.  Yes that idolatry alright, but I believe it goes deeper than that. In a Church called Agape, “Daddy” has written three booklets called, Vision Dynamics, I Believe and Threshing Floor. The booklets/pamphlets cost £10 each even though they cost about 50 pence to print. Every true Agape child has to have one, says the Prophet in a threatening manner. The books have pictures of Dr Masocha's face on the covers. Dr Masocha often talks about how the pictures of his face on the booklets have power to heal, bring breakthroughs etc. He says in his own words, “MY CHILDREN IN AFRICA KEEP GOING BECAUSE OF MY PICTURES ON THIS BOOKLETS”. He claims that by just looking at his photographs, church members in Africa are given strength. But then it even goes further than that, a single mother  named Ruth from Stirling is responsible for selling portraits of Dr Masocha in his Archbishop attire. At every conference Ruth goes to the pulpit and starts to yell and cry ordering church members to buy the “anointed” portraits. She tells the members that the portraits will bring breakthroughs into one’s life by just hanging it in the living room.  I am ashamed to say I used to have a picture of Dr Masocha in my living room. It so happened one day I was on the phone distressed and crying to the Archbishop (which happened a lot by the way as my life was a misery)  and he told me to take his picture and start kissing it. He told me to kiss his face on the photograph and he said if I did that the God of Agape would give me peace. He told me each time I felt lonely or upset I had to kiss his face. I feel sick that I was reduced to kissing Dr Masocha’s photograph thinking I was worshiping God.

He also gave me his shirt and I used to sleep in. I used to sleep with his used sweaty towels on my pillow. I used to bath using one of his towels. Even my former husband Shingai Musuka sleeps with a sweaty towel on his pillow as I write this, he also keeps one in his car and walks with one bulging in his pocket when he goes to work. Its so sad what grown men are reduced to.

When he makes a grand entrance with his entourage (young women with flags wearing mini skirts and holding umbrellas)  and his security guards everyone stops what they are doing. A song “Father send your servant Walter” is sung, as women flock to the front spreading their jackets for Dr Masocha to walk on. Each church service a “host” is appointed to sit next to the Prophet and carry his bible to the pulpit. The host even has to pass him a glass of water, the Prophet or his wife cant even pour water for themselves!  It is also the job of the host to constantly wipe the sweat of the Prophet. He has serious health issues which he calls “anointing”. But as if wiping his sweat is not bad enough, people are commanded to eat his saliva from left over tea and other fluids.  If this is not idol worship in the 21^st Century, I don’t know what is. Even his step daughter Sharon Masocha once expressed her disgust when in the middle of singing praises to God, the singer had to stop because the Prophet had walked in, instead of continued in worship of God, people started singing Father Send Walter. Sharon Masocha, the Prophet’s step daughter called the incident “very disturbing”.

Anyway here is me rumbling on about idolatry, I'm no theologian okay, so let me talk about something else, yesterday another email  was leaked to me from one of the Board Members in the United  Kingdom. Some leaders of Agape are now calling for a public apology from the Church,  the email went like this:

 AFANMI needs to offer an apology and Not Penalty for Abuse Scandal.

The Church is faced with sexual abuse scandals that have spread across the UK, USA and Zimbabwe. It’s about time that an apology is made directly to victims and their families, expressing “shame and remorse” for what we may call “sinful and criminal” acts committed by our leadership.

These families have suffered grievously, and we must be truly sorry.                    Their trust in the Ministry has been betrayed and their dignity has been violated. I hesitate to admit that they have been grave errors of judgment and failures on our part.

On the surface, it appears that the Board does not require that leaders be disciplined, nor is it making an attempt to clarify what critics see as contradictory rules that they fear, and allow abuse to continue unpunished.

Blog reports are projecting systemic abuse, and others are indicating that the church and its leadership, including myself are in a systematic collusion in covering up the same.

Let it be known that I am taking great exception to my name, my wife and that of my family being drawn into these scandals, and I will be taking stern measures and legal counsel to protect the same.

Am also aware that these cases expose and show the difficulties facing some of us, for though we may feel that the problem has already been decisively addressed by some sources within Agape, it is also appearing to be intensifying, with new allegations of other forms surfacing.

This crisis has damaged the reputation of the leadership, and Agape’s central vision of unconditional love, finding the lost, fortifying the church and fighting the enemy within the body of Christ.

Jean’s blog was anticipated, coming after weeks of damaging reports in the media bringing the scandal close not only to the entire leadership, but also to the Apostle himself.

A matter that has been exposed is the case involving Brother Maxwell Nyakutya which was raised, with bloggers expressing their dismay that the BM who was found guilty of sexual abuse, should never have been allowed to work with vulnerable persons and children.

Though we are aware that the blog remains tightly focused on the goings-on in the UK—to the dismay of many victims’ families around the world —   please note that, the crisis has widened to include the entire Agape family.

Leaders, let us not be deceitful expecting that our stance will sanitize lies, because we know and have been aware that this has been a systemic problem for several years, and let’s not been seen to be protecting the ministry or anyone for that matter, at the expense of the very people we are shepherding.                                                                                                                         

The greatest contribution the Church could have made at the first instance was to stop the abuse of victims, address the entire leadership, the church, sadly of which has not been done.

For saints, observers and critics alike, this incident is offering a critical test of whether we can stem a crisis that has shaken the credibility, and authority of the Archbishop, leadership, and the Church Agape.

With or without our cooperation with civil justice authorities, e.g. Betty Makoni, media and the like, the abuse scandals have put to the test an Agape culture of protecting its own even in the face of crimes against civil and Biblical law.

People are hoping for concrete measures after the reports criticizing our norms for dealing with the abuse. Agape still has to offer a prescription for how to renew their faith. I urge all leaders to go on a spiritual retreat and suggest that we set aside all other activities, and find time to lead the saints to pray for “healing and renewal.”

As a fault of our own making, we are guilty through “perjury by omission” (allowed our-selves to be forbidden to ask important questions), cultivating a strong tendency of approaching such matters as these, as problems of faith, not truly Agaped, lies, demonic attacks, and so on when this is clearly a problem of leadership, management, abuse and a lack of accountability.

Let us also take heed to the fact that the “most glaring” omission in our ‘wait and see’ stance is also our failure to acknowledge our own culpabilities by pointedly not including ourselves in the criticism of the entire church leadership.

 We have to be moved and be direct to the pain of victims. As in this instance, we must be aware that many victims who find that, when they have been courageous enough to speak of what happened to them, no one would listen, and I know some of us will find it difficult to face the saints, even enter the doors of our own satellites and any other church after all that has occurred.

We need to be bold enough to ask those implicated in acts of abuse to submit themselves to the demands of justice, but not despair of GOD’s mercy.

Beyond all these revelations and according to these damning reports, we have been found wanting and that the church did not routinely act upon allegations, committed, and reported cases of abuse.

As reports continue to spread, many questions have been raised about the line between Agape secrecy and civil judicial process.

Our problem has been deepened by ignorance and/or confusion over the interpretation of our unclear, unpublicized church constitution, reiterating a strict requirement for secrecy in handling such cases. Many directives give the authority for handling such cases to a non-existent body within the ministry; with the Apostle being prefect of the same since 2007 to date.

I also see an inherent contradiction between the directive and the Apostle telling leadership to cooperate with ‘them-selves’. The powers that may be say that its discreet/secrecy norms help protect the victims.

I feel that it to be a well-intentioned, but misguided tendency to avoid penal approaches to violations of the law.

The higher leadership attributes that problem in part to a misplaced concern for the reputation of the church and the avoidance of further scandal. And it is said that local leadership should continue to cooperate with the saints in their area of competence.

All these approaches will not, cannot, and will never sanitize lies.

Brethren, let us take a relatively rare step of ordering a special pastoral delegation to investigate these matters. For those who have been forced to sign secrecy oaths, please reconsider, or recluse your-selves from the ministry. 

AFANMI is GOD’s church and as such, he and he alone is to be feared, not man. Let us pray that my proposal letter will be the beginning of a great season of rebirth and hope in AFANMI.

Name and Location of writer withheld.


In response to the above email, Agape has called for an emergency  Board Meeting on the 30th of November 2013 for Envoys and Board Members. Envoy Muchie Hove the liar has sent this email to all leaders:


Dear Envoys & Evangelists,

Greetings to u all in the name of our Lord & Saviour Jesus Christ. Trust this message finds u well.

Please be advised that there is going to be an Envoys board meeting with the Archbishop on the 30th Nov 2013 - Scotland. Venue and time to be confirmed.

For apologies please contact Envoy Muchie by text.

Regards,
Envoy Muchie.

 

 This picture depicts the idol worship in Agape, this is how the Prophet is welcomed into the Church, The Flags, The Grand march, the Ark of Covenant model, all this is for the Prophet. NOTICE THE JACKETS ON THE FLOOR FOR THE PROPHET TO WALK ON...

A Tour Inside the Prophet's Cosyneuk Villa

The unique individual 8 bedroom 5 bathroom home converted from a former water pumping station in 2002 provides commodious family accommodation and extends to approximately 7600sqm of living space and set within grounds of approximately 1.5 acres of land. The property which is listed as a villa comprises of 3 levels/floors. The ground floor has a superb open plan hall / family living room with doors leading through to a superb fitted dining kitchen / family room. The large kitchen is designed to a very high standard with granite worktops and an oil generated cooker. There are 3 further public rooms on the ground floor with two converted into a prayer room and Dr Masocha's office. Further to the ground floor there is a shower bathroom and store. An elegant hall with a huge spectacular fish tank leads  into the stunning green room with patio doors overlooking breath taking views. The green room leads to the first floor where there is fabulous spacious  hall which makes full use of the large windows to give fabulous views across towards the Forthvalley. This hall was recently redecorated to a very high standard with expensive furniture and is now being used as the board room where Dr Masocha and his Board Members/Board of directors hold secret meetings about the runnings of the Church. The boardroom also has a 3D Screen and the hall is also used as a Cinema by the Prophet's privileged children. The first floor also provides 4 superb double bedrooms, each both having Jack and Jill Bathrooms with Jacuzzi and shower enclosures. The first two double bedrooms have been converted into the master bedroom where the Prophet and his wife sleeps. It boosts an incredible walk in closet where Dr Masocha keeps his expensive wardrobe of tailor made suits. Opposite the Prophet's master bedroom are the two beautiful seven star standard bedrooms of the girls, given unique names. Rose of Sharon suite and Judah's Praise suite.  A spacious staircase  leads to the second floor where there are further bedrooms 5 & 6  for the Prophet's sons, both bedrooms with dressing rooms. There are further two bedrooms for his adopted children. There are two more large bathrooms on the top floor and the accommodation is completed by a stunning studio room with vaulted ceiling converted into a games room. The villa has oiled fired central heating and double glazed windows. To the outside there are grounds of approximately 1.5 Acres where Mrs Masocha grows a large vegetable garden. The property has outside storage and a garage. Please note Dr Masocha purchased the Villa around 2009 for around £400, 000 close to half a million pounds,  because the house needed refurbishment. He then refurbished the villa, putting brand new expensive kitchen, chandeliers,  marble floors, designer  bathrooms, bedrooms and interior decoration that I believe today boosts the property up to be worth at least just over a million pounds or more. He had left his job as lecturer and the church had only been running a couple years when he bought the house.  

 

Okay I am not an estate agent alright, but I just had to do that. I don't wanaa talk about the state of the art property of Dr Masocha now. Rather I want to take you a little deeper than that on a guided tour that will enlighten those who have never entered COSYNEUK HOUSE. I want to tell you about my experiences in this magnificent Villa, well just some of my experiences, if I was to say it all, it would be a book. I will start by asking you a question, did you know there are secret cameras in the Prophet's mansion? Everything you do, say and touch is monitored through secret cameras. Those who have ears let them hear. The Prophet sits upstairs in his bedroom and watches all action in the house, coolly walks downstairs and says to you something like this, "Jean my baby girl, I saw you. Why are you upset? I saw you going into the toilet." I know you are thinking what the....

"But Daddy...how did you....how did you know...oh silly me, you are a Prophet. You see in the spirit right"

"Of course my baby, God showed me. Now come to Daddy. Daddy will give you a hug to make you all better..."

But would the Prophet have seen it all in a vision, or are his secret cameras part of his "seeing in the spirit". I will let you ponder on that one for a minute.

 

Moving on with the tour to the deeper issues of what really goes on in Cosyneuk Villa. I remember the first time my husband took me there, I was shocked. I thought we were going to some 3 bedroom semi detached house, but behold it was a villa. A preacher's Villa. I had one question for my husband, "He's a preacher. Where does he get the money for this mansion?" It was 2 years ago when I first asked that question, I still have not been given an answer to date. For me personally each time I went there I always felt panicky. I don't know why, but the moment I would step into the premises, still outside, my heart would start to race. I would just feel panicky and scared. I would literally cling to my husband. If my husband was not there I would call him and tell him how scared I was, (he can testify of that). My husband would reassure me and tell me the devil was attacking me because I was about to receive my breakthrough. I used to go in the downstairs toilet and cry my eyes out in there, I don't really know why but I found the house very terrifying, overwhelming and uncomfortable. The Prophetess's cold and uninviting attitude didn't help either.  Dr Masocha would come downstairs and tell me he had seen me going in the toilet, somehow he would always know I had been crying. I thought it was God who used to show him and it made me fear him even more.  He would then tell me it was only his hug which would take the fear away. He would then embrace me so tight, saying he was blessing me and giving me peace, and what would follow is something I would rather not write on my blog, maybe its better coming out in my book.

 

But I just wanna share with you the first time Dr Masocha ever gave me his "special anointed hug". He had called me to Cosyneuk Mansion to discuss Performing Arts and a book I had written. I had gone with a friend, (whom later Dr Masocha told me to cut off because he said she was giving me evil spirits) . Anyway at Cosyneuk I had spent the previous night in a panic mode, I could not sleep and had called my husband at around 3am crying telling him I was anxious. Then on the second night I had gone to bed in Sharon's bedroom (she was away).  It was just me and my friend in the bedroom. Dr Masocha was out late doing Surgeries at his other office in town. My friend and I were chatting till about 1am, she was also expressing how uncomfortable she was in the mansion. It was her first time there. As we were having our girls chat, there was a soft knock on the door.

"Jean mwanangu....Jean are you in there?" it was the Prophet's smooth soothing voice.

"Yes Daddy", I blushed, smitten that the Archbishop had come all the way upstairs to call me.

"Are you still  awake? You are not leaving early in the morning are you?" there was a nervous tone in his voice, almost desperate if I may say.

"Umn no Dad, will leave in the afternoon," I reassured him.

"Oh okay. Goodnight mwanangu."

"Jean he wants you to go to him, go and say goodnight", my friend whispered to me, beaming with excitement.

I jumped out of bed like a five year old who had seen Santa Claus flying on his sleigh, I was just wearing a t-shirt. I almost got out of the room like that in excitement. Then I quickly untied my sarong that was on my head and tied it around my waist, I opened the door, and there he was standing in the corridor. He looked back at me, I could tell he was equally excited I was standing there.

"Daddy...." I whispered. Please keep in mind I was a 29 year old woman. There was always something about him that made me act immature and childlike around him, maybe its the "Daddy" syndrome. If there was a time I ever needed a mental health assessment, it was when I was under the "Daddy" spell. I do believe I went into a trans or something because I would act so childish around him, under my right mind I would have never done that. I feel embarrassed today. Please note almost every woman, teenager, wife, mother in Agape behaves strangely around him, they all become "Daddy's little girls" no matter how old they are. And what do little girls do, they sit on their Daddy's lap don't they?

He held out his arms, as if to say run into my arms Jean. I did. He swept me off the ground and lifted me into the air, passionately kissing my neck. I had never had any man do this to me ever. My husband never used to throw me around like that, it was a picture of something a man would do with his 5 year old daughter. A wave of confusion swept over my mind. I felt a bit embarrassed.  What was he doing? Was this right? Another thought told me Jean you are being silly, this is a father's love like you have never known it before. Receive it.

He started whispering in my ear something like this..."I just wanted to give you this hug, because I knew in my spirit once Daddy gives you a hug you would have a good night sleep and you would not be anxious. Just receive peace my baby girl, peace. You are in daddy's house. I love you..." He then released me from his tight embrace and I told him I loved him back and ran into Sharon's bedroom, feeling like I had just won the lottery. I went to bed feeling peaceful and safe in Cosyneuk house. it was then I started to believe that there was something mystical about Dr Masocha's hug. I could really feel the "power" of his embrace and from that day I would pray that each time I saw him, he had to hug me. It was the beginning of an obsession with his hug, it was a beginning of an addiction to his persona. I became dependant on his hugs, I was never okay until "Daddy" hugged me. Even though I developed an addiction for the "hug", confusion always battled my mind. It felt so wrong, yet my mind told me the "hug" was my breakthrough. I put my faith and trust in the hug. I went home and expressed my concern to my husband about the hug, but he reassured me that the Prophet was anointed by God to do what he was doing.

I was not the only one, every woman in Agape feels the same way. The "hug" is a big deal. Women cry for the hug. Women fight each other for the hug.  Women are jealous when the other gets a hug, especially if another's is longer and more intimate than yours. Funny the men are not so bothered about the hug, though they also need it to some degree. Its the hug hysteria is with the women.  One time I was at Cosyneuk with Kuziva, and we were about to drive back to England. We had said our goodbyes.  The Prophet was upstairs in his bedroom, probably watching the CCTV. Kuziva a woman well in her 40's decided she was not going anywhere until Daddy had given her a goodbye hug despite the Prophet having hugged us all less than half an hour before. She just wanted another hug. I told her she was being ridiculous, and a war of words broke between us as she argued she wanted to receive her blessing. Funny as we were in the hallway having a heated argument about whether the Prophet should give us another "cuddle" or not, the man himself walked in. I guess God had "shown" him that Kuziva was crying for his hug.

I hope you now have a sneak peak of what happens behind the closed doors of Cosyneuk Villa. In his own home he has 24 hour security, yes dear readers, body guards round the clock. Even when he goes to the toilet, the body guard waits at the door outside. He has his special "chair" where he sits. He only sits in that sofa chair. Women and men take turns to sit on the chair when the Prophet is upstairs. He tells the church that the chair is so anointed just sitting on it will bring blessings in your life. A cook (a single mother) comes in everyday to cook for him. His food is cooked in a special way and served in a special way. Women are given lessons on how to cook and serve the Prophet. And there are the left overs, (don't get me started on that one). Some also report that his used bath water is also supposedly  anointed. Bathing in his used water can guarantee a financial breakthrough apparently.

People are taught as doctrine never to go to Cosyneuk house empty handed. Each car that parks in the driveway has bags of groceries in the boot. The girls Sandra and Sharon hardly do any house chores because there is always someone "cleaning" for a financial breakthrough. People actually travel from England all the way to Scotland to just clean for the Prophetess. I have heard testimonies of women who say they went to Cosyneuk to iron the Prophet or the Prophetess' clothes. One woman once testified in Liverpool 666 Branch how she got on a bus and went to Scotland to Cosyneuk just to "clean"  and make the granite kitchen worktop so shiny because she had no immigration papers and believed that the "scrubbing" would guarantee her a visa in the UK.

Last year in August I once spent an afternoon at Cousynuek weeding the Prophetess's garden and did three vegetables beds because I was desperate for a breakthrough.  My husband had convinced me doing the Prophetess's garden was the only way at that time to get God's blessing. Whilst he was digging the garden with a hoe, I was weeding.  I like wearing high heels and painting my nails and my nails and shoes got ruined as I did the garden ( my own back garden was a mess). For those of you who may think I am adding salt and pepper to this, I wrote about this in my first edition of Agape Life Magazine where I shared my testimony of how I spent an afternoon weeding the Prophetess's garden for a breakthrough. I do have the copy of the Magazine. I had never worked so hard in my UK life, the last time I had got my hands in soil was back in Zimbabwe, and here I was on my knees weeding someone's garden for a financial miracle. I don't know if a person can be more brainwashed than that. Disgusting and pathetic. I mean all my life I had achieved things without spiritual manipulation, at 21 I owned beautiful house in the UK without even praying for it,  yet everything  had suddenly changed now and I needed to do something desperate to provoke God into releasing a blessing into my life.

 People say Dr Masocha is a humble man as he allows the cream, the second class and the third class church members in his mansion any time. Some of the worst gullible members even believe the house is not for the Prophet but for the spiritual children as he lets them all in. Well if they are going to bring groceries, cook for him, iron his clothes, clean the house, work in the garden and even worship him in that mansion, tell me one good reason he won't want people thronging his Villa? I could go on and on about life at Cosyneuk and what really happens there. But from the brief guided tour I have taken you on readers,  I hope you now have a little picture of life inside the Cosyneuk Villa.


 

Below is a picture of me and the Prophets adopted daughter outside the venue of Sandra's wedding.

 

 

Below are pictures send to my phone by Sandra willingly therefor they are my photos. Sandra wanted me to put the pictures below in the Church Magazine of her 5 star honeymoon in Cancun Mexico paid in full by an Agape Envoy. However her husband was not happy for the pictures to be in the Magazine.

Agape Board Member a convicted paedophile

Dear readers, in June 2007 in Scotland, Dr Masocha founded Agape For All Nations Ministries. He started his Church with one of his most faithful followers today Maxwell Nyakutya, who  two months before Agape started on April 12  2007, was convicted of child sex abuse and put on the child sex offender register in Scotland and banned from teaching. Today he does not have a job. Surely there is a reason why people are put on the sex offender register and banned from ever working with children, Dr Masocha is a well learned educated man with several doctorates, him more than anyone should know the severe implications being a convicted paedophile. Or maybe he turns a blind eye because its too close to home for him.

Board Member Maxwell Nyakutya, a convicted paedophile of Scotland is one of the most trusted and well respected man in Agape today. He molested a sleeping school girl on a bus a few months before he was ordained and appointed Board Member in Agape, Dr Masocha well knowing that this man was a convicted paedophile.  This shocking gut wrenching information only came to light to me yesterday, and if I had known, I would have never set my foot in Agape, I have a daughter. I left her in the hands of Church leaders on a lot of occasions. I feel sick. I also want you to know, that the sexual crimes of Board Member Maxwell Nyakutya, are actually identical to the reported sexual crimes of Dr Masocha. He  "touched" this child inappropriately, and the court of law found him not only guilty, but a risk to the public and children. Now I want to make a new report to police, and ask why a man who is considered a risk to children, so much he is put on the sex offender register and banned from teaching can be allowed to take the highest position in a church 2 months after he is convicted and left alone with children? Maxwell Nyakutya likes working with children and teaching them his new songs. I don't know, but something, my own instincts tells me this is beyond scary, and any normal Agape member with a girl child should be concerned.

I have had a lot of personal contact with Maxwell Nyakutya and all this time I never knew he was a convicted paedophile. I first had a personal encounter with him in November 2011 at Southport Official launch were he slept and stayed at Pastor Gertrude Musuka's house where my children were playing unsupervised. That day I left my three children there. He was actually meant to sleep in our house, but we had no room for such a special church official as we had most of the third class Agape citizens staying at our house. I feel sick. Disgusted. I want you to know also that my children are no longer allowed to go anywhere near Agape by Social Services, because they deem Agape a dangerous and unhealthy environment for children (based on the Ambulance incident).

This child molester Maxwell Nyakutya was also there during the ambulance incident. Yes he was very present at Wigan the day Pastor Gertrude made the infamous call. I actually went to him as he was a visiting special guest that day, he had come all the way from Scotland. I told him they had called an ambulance on me, and as a leader I thought he would do something, he replied, "Excuse me, I have a train to catch, I don't want to be involved in this" and he left to catch his train, leaving me to the vultures of Agape.

Paedophile Maxwell Nyakutya is the man behind the song, THE HIGH COMMISIONER, the national Agape anthem that is sung in every worship service in Agape as a must. The song narrates how Dr Masocha received the AGAPE VISION in June 2007. In Agape no one dares sing or worship God without singing the song penned by the Paedophile first! People are actually told off and spiritually intimidated with scriptures if they don't sing the song, its not only a must, its a doctrine. In fact Dr Masocha is so obsessed with the Paedophile's song about himself he sings it all the time, as the whole congregation goes on their knees weeping worshiping him. The song is so reverenced and adored in Agape, once it starts playing or being sung, there is a certain atmosphere that emerges and everyone goes into a trans, often weeping and falling down, taking off jackets for Dr Masocha to walk on. This is the song that insinuates the idolising of Dr Masocha, where the man demands to be worshiped. I sense a demonic spirit associated with this song, now it all makes sense as the song was composed by a child sex abuser. I believe if there anything God hates, is a man who sexually abuses children. Its sick.

I want to know why Dr Masocha put a convicted paedophile in such a high position in Church, well knowing he was considered a risk to children. I often went to Cosyneuk House with my three children and Board Member Maxwell was always there, (since he doesn't go to work) and I left my children loitering and playing unsupervised in Dr Masocha's mansion with a paedophile on the loose. I am sorry, but this one I will report and make an official complaint. Sex offender Nyakutya is the head of Media department in Agape, and works with my husband very closely. I am compelled to believe that Maxwell Nyakutya has a history of molesting children, of course things like that don't just start from nowhere. After his conviction and career breakdown, AGAPE FOR ALL NATIONS MINISTRIES became his way out and he worked his way up the ladder by being the closest personal friend of Dr Masocha. In Agape, the Board Members are highest respected leaders, and they know all the secrets about the Church. Their committee is so private, no one is allowed to even know what is discussed in the Board Meetings.  I don't know what to say anymore, but if Maxwell Nyakutya, who is a convicted paedophile because he touched a child inappropriately, why is Dr Masocha walking free today for touching hundreds of women and young girls inappropriately through his controversial hugs, kisses and embraces. I will let you all be the jury on this one, I am sure there are more than 12 readers on this blog.

So AGAPE want the blog taken down...

Readers of HE WAS MY DADDY blog, Agape For All Nations Ministries International has finally decided to take this to the authorities, my blog I mean. They have done the UNTHINKABLE, or should I say thinkable. I personally was waiting for this one! I knew that's where it was all heading. An official complaint has now been made to the police by AGAPE, in their own words, (we are not very happy about things being posted online about us),  of course you are not very happy Agape, its not very nice having your evil deeds exposed to the world is it? I assume they were referring to the Agape 666 blog post.  What the..... Is this some kinda sick joke? And before I thought it couldn't get any worse, whilst they were at it, making the complaint I mean, AGAPE  also asked the police to....listen to this one, " Come and check on me because they (AGAPE) were seriously concerned about my welfare and that of my children!"  How dare you Agape? How dare you claim you give a monkeys about my babies, these are the children you want put in foster care, despite having both their parents alive and well. Listen AGAPE FOR ALL NATIONS MINISTRIES INTERNATIONAL, I am sick and tired of your bullshit Agape. Utter bullshit. Do you hear me? I am a fighter, and I will never give up fighting the institution that worked so hard to destroy my life and that of my three babies. I refuse to be bullied by you anymore, guess what, Jean aint the naïve girl you used to know. You will never shut me up. I know the law in and out, I did my fair share of research, you can't sue me because the joke will be on you. What about the garbage you post everyday online about me? Did I report you? The lies you are spreading about me all over the internet, did I report you? No I did not. You have an entire official website dedicated to savaging my reputation ruthlessly. As a Church that claims a mission statement of showing God's love to all people despite age, race, gender or sexual orientation bla bla bla you have failed miserably to stick to your own mission statement. You don't even believe in your own word. You have shown no love or mercy on me as you savage me like a pack of hungry online wolves. If there is anyone who should be sued its you AGAPE. You have an official statement on Nehanda Radio that reports you claim I am mentally unwell, so be very careful AGAPE because the authorities continue to find these false allegations of me very disturbing, that you continue to label me insane when they cant see it.  Agape I think its time to drop the "Jean is crazy" card, okay you made your point alright, but its getting a bit lame now. Your bullying tactics are becoming more and more transparent, and your game is drawing to a close. 

Guess what the police saw through your little scheme. And as far as they are concerned there is no case. They said, "basically Agape is not happy about things being posted about them, yet they are happy to post things about you". I mean hello, you have a blog dedicated to me and a number of websites have quoted your abuse. God I just love the Police. They actually asked me if I have reported Dr Masocha and the church to the police for the abuse and I said a resounding YES. I also told them to go and read the Agape blog. I have also contacted British human rights activists who are scrutinizing your blog. Just thought would mention it to you Agape.  I am telling you this Agape, this blog is not going away, I am prepared to go to Court with you Agape For All Nations Ministries International and you also Dr Walter Masocha. You will not get away with abusing me. You do not treat another human being like a dog and think you can get away with it. You treated me like an animal, and you blame me for retaliating. This is just the beginning, like Simba in the Lion King, (my favourite film by the way) you thought you would get rid of me and steal my pride, but I have come back fighting for what is rightfully mine. The real Lion King lives in me, and He has given me power to overcome. I refuse your cruel abuse. 

I leave you readers with this comment by JA MAN posted today. It was so accurate and anonymous posters are calling for it to be made a post. God bless you JA MAN, your comment is the best  on this blog so far (probably because you know the people at hand personally). I applaud you for your honesty. 

COMMENT FROM JA MAN

I want to tell you guys something very real here so please take time. This whole Agape thing is just people being used by a clever person to better his life. there is no church here my friends, it is on the border of being a cult and a scheme. Usually in a cult, the leader actually believes his own bullshit and will die with his sheep but i will tell you this as a fact for free, Masocha will not lose sleep for any of you unless of something brave like what Jean is doing.

I know all these people in these satellite branches and just cannot believe it. lol so one reads a couple of books in the bible and thinks they know the bible to the point of being a pastor. Gertrude the so called pastor, this god u represent and speak highly of, is he proud of such behavior you have shown in all this matter. Theology is deep and needs humble people to understand it. zvako zvekuverenga verse uri ku shift womukira kuwudza vanhu zviroto zvako is not being a pastor mate. Murikutambiswa bhora risina mweya mese. How can you have a church with 7 people and 5 of them are ur family and the other 2 are your friends. What world do u live in Getti. U have all helped to destroy shingi's marriage being stupid. He has 3 kids who he watched grow and loved now u have messed up his head and he is caught in a situation. This is not church. Far from it. very very far from it!

Your sister inlaw tells you she has been abused and even comes clean about it how she was being manipulated. Tells her husband and you all call her demonic. STUPID people mese makadaro. someone cries to u as a pastor for help and support. a woman on-top of it and you castigate her. I mean really. You actually think u are the sane one right. lol Crow calling raven black! wake up all of u. your family has been destroyed by Masocha and instead of being civil and showing solidarity together, u behave like monkeys. Munonyadzisa mese. I wish i didnt know you all. Iwe shingi, muka uzviverengere bible wega unzwe kuti mwari vanoti kudii nesituation yako. Any man would cause murder at the mere gossip of anyone touching his woman but somehow u found it ok. Magarisa muEngland makukanganwa hunhu tsano. I would have gone to whoop that pastor so bad kana midzimu yake yaimu tiza ipapo. im sure u are a good man shingi but at the moment mate, the people around u r destroying you and not helping. save yourself mate before winter comes. All these people have their kids and families. Vanorara vachiguta vana vachi fara. Ko vako???????

That whole church is made up of mental health nurses, lol. I think since u are all so educated and good at diagnosing others to have mental health problems, you should read and do a research piece on cults. What they are, how they start and how they behave. let us know what u come up with. Oh and whilst you are researching, look up the meaning of what it is to be brain washed or being in a trans.

For me this whole issue is not even about Masocha, well maybe to an extent, But it is about shingi's family. they are using God's platform to get rid of Jean. All other efforts had failed and Shingi had stuck to his guns supporting his wife and they found gospel as a tool to exercsise a long overdue extradition. This is all such a shame more for shingi than anyone else. WAKE UP BLAZ, VANHU VARI KUKU URAYA UCHIFAMBA!!!!!!

Below is a picture of my husband and I on my 28th birthday celebration in the beautiful 3 bedroom detached house that we have owned for the last 10 years. We worked hard to make the house a beautiful place for our children.



The Last Blog Post...maybe

For all the times he manipulated me to believe if I ate his left over food I would be blessed, I wrote this blog. For all the times he manipulated me to believe if I drink his left over water, I would be blessed, I wrote this. For all the times he wiped off his sweat and gave me the towels to use in prayer so that I would be blessed, I wrote this blog. Dear reader, I want you to know that I had a total of 15 face towels from "Daddy", the most he has ever given to anyone in the Church to date. Some women were jealous because they did not even have one towel, as Daddy only gave his "favourites" the special towels. For the times I joined the hundreds of women bowing before him crying. For the times he made me believe that his special "hugs" were anointed and just a hug from him would give me a breakthrough.For the times I spent on the phone pouring out my heart to him. For the hours I spent in prayer interceding for him and fasting for him. This is for the time I spent pouring all I had, giving my all to a ministry I called home, the paintings and the drawings, the dramas I did, the books I wrote, the Magazine I edited, for the songs I composed for Agape, for all that I wrote this blog. For all the women who have been betrayed and abused but are afraid and ashamed to come out and say it, I wrote this blog, because I am not afraid to bear the stigma that comes with speaking out about the unspoken abuse in the hands of men who take advantage of women like me.
For the day I saw an email of him talking bad about me to my husband. For all the days I cried to him that I was being bullied in Wigan and Liverpool Satellites and he told me they were jealous of me and I had to keep going.  For the days I cried to him that my marriage was collapsing  and needed his help and he did nothing. Yet behind the scenes it was him who was turning me against my husband and the other way round. For the wrong advice he always gave me to humiliate me. For instance it was him who told me to go to Church that fateful day I was abused and the ambulance called. I had told him I couldn't do it anymore at Wigan Satellite because of the bullying but he told me to go to Church anyway. A true child of God never misses church, he told me. Disobeying him was disobeying God you see. Thats what we were taught. For all the things he did to me that cost me my life, my happiness and my marriage, I wrote this blog.
Its worth the humiliation, its worth having the entire Agape Empire turn on me. Its worth all the malicious lies they are saying about me. Its worth it. Its worth it. Its worth it. Sometimes in life you have to give yourself away for justice to prevail.
So I have had my fair share of past mistakes. I have had my fair share of things I did I regret today. I have learnt from my past mistakes, and I believe every person in life is on that journey one way or the other. Even though I made mistakes in my life, it doesn't mean I can be abused and keep silent. Even if I had shot a rat, or even crushed an ant, which I never did, okay maybe I crushed a few ants here and there in my childhood, but I still don't deserve the treatment I received from Agape and continue to receive today. Agape is a greek word, meaning the unconditional love of God, sacrificial selfless Agape love. It is the highest of the four types of love in the Bible. Tell me dear reader, have you seen any of that Agape kind of love from any, even one child of Dr Masocha? Is this not the most crucial time for the ministry of Agape to demonstrate that unconditional Agape kind of love they swear by to a lost poor soul such as me?
On that note, as I finish off my blog. I leave you all with a poem I once wrote in 2011, on the 24th of November not long after my husband had led me to Agape. I presented the poem at the Women's Conference of Agape in February 2012. (The poem is on DVD as well as all the drama and acting I did for the ministry) Little did I know that one day God would use this poem to comfort me and heal me during the deepest darkest days I have ever walked on this earth. Allow me dear readers, to present to you the 5 Women in History who happen to be my greatest inspiration so much I wrote a poem about them.
COURAGE
I want to dedicate this poem to all women who have been abused and betrayed by the men who were meant to protect their future.
She was abused and used and she yearned for justice
She was a fighter and a woman of courage
She wanted to protect what was rightfully hers
She took a risk and claimed her destiny
Betrayed by the men who controlled her future
She fought for her right to believe in a loving God
By her bravery she preserved the tribe of Judah
Allow me dear reader, to re-introduce to you a woman of courage who never gave up, TAMAR
FAITH
I dedicate this poem to all women with past mistakes,  who may think their shameful past has the power to shape their future.
She was like Rapunzel, waiting for her escape
Up in a tower on the city walls of Jericho she sold her body
She was a strong willed woman, who believed her redemption was nigh
It only took one day
The day she had been waiting for
Two Hebrew spies touched her heart
Determined that her shameful past  would not shape her future
She professed her faith in an unseen God
She is a hero of faith in Hebrew 11 wall of faith
Allow me dear readers, to re-introduce to you a woman of great faith, RAHAB
VIRTUOUS
This poem is dedicated to all women who give up everything to follow their faith expecting nothing in return.
She was an outcast and foreigner
She gave up her family, her people, her future
To love a woman who had given her a husband
Better to her mother in law than ten sons
Charm is deceitful and beauty is passing
But a woman who fears the Lord she shall be praised
She gave herself away and God honoured her
Allow me dear readers, to re-introduce to you, a woman of virtue, RUTH
FORGIVEN
I dedicate this poem to all women who have made that one mistake that will mar their reputation for the rest of their lives.
She made a mistake that cost her her reputation
She committed adultery and deserved to be stoned to death
But her beauty captured the desires of a King
And her pain changed the heart of God
So she became the beloved wife of the King
The mother to the wisest man who ever lived
Honoured by her son, she became the first Queen Mother recorded in history
A woman who was never meant to wear royal robes
Allow me dear readers to re-introduce a woman of unmerited grace, BATHSHEBA
FAVOURED
I dedicated this poem to all women who have dreams which seem impossible to achieve, who are waiting for that one moment when the impossible will become a reality
She was a young unknown woman who yearned to see God
She watched and waited for her Messiah
Little did she know the prophet Isaiah had spoken about her
Unfraid to bear the stigma of pregnancy outside of wedlock
She boldly trusted what God had chosen for her
All eternity had been waiting for this moment
And God chose her
Allow me dear readers to re-introduce to you a woman after God's own heart, MARY
These are five ordinary women chosen by God. The only women to be mentioned in Mathew's genealogy of Christ
Each woman is an object lesson to us all about the working of Divine Grace
Five unlikely women who changed eternity
Allow me dear readers to re-introduce to you the five ordinary women who I will make friends with in heaven
TAMAR, RAHAB, RUTH, BATHSHEBA AND MARY
The five women in the lineage of Grace.
With that I close this blog, as a woman misunderstood, humiliated, betrayed and abused by people who were meant to protect me. I am just a woman broken in pursuit of justice, a woman without a voice, a woman silenced and mistreated,  but I will never stop fighting for my right not to be abused. I will never stop saying Dr Walter Masocha really was my "Daddy". Really he was, and it cost me my marriage, my dignity, and my I lost everything I worked so hard to build all my life, the beautiful place I once called home. By the way my blog was orange because orange is my favourite colour. Its a colour that represents passion, energy, happiness, enthusiasm, fascination, creativity, determination, attraction, success and stimulation. I will vow to fulfil the every aspect of the meaning of my favourite colour in my life.
Below are pictures of me and my husband at Scotland taken by Sandra in August 2012 . My husband was wearing a special T-Shirt "Daddy" had given him to wear when in need of God's favour. We had an important interview that day in Scotland hence my husband wore the T-Shirt.  I was carrying countless "towels" of Daddy's sweat in my handbag...All I know today is the towels were anointed, but they brought nothing but bad luck in my life.