DISCLAIMER

DISCLAIMER. I would like to thank the newspapers that have covered the Walter Masocha story as they have helped raise awareness of abuse happening in some churches which has been going unreported. However, I have not given any national newspapers the right to waiver my anonymity as a victim of Walter Masocha. This is a personal blog and its within my legal rights to express myself here. According to the law my identity is protected in the media. At this stage, I do not wish to be named in any Scottish or English National Papers. Any newspapers that will name me/ or have already done so have done this without my permission or consent. Any newspapers which have published my picture have done so without my consent. I do not wish to have my pictures published in any Scottish or English newspapers. I ask the media , which I greatly respect for their support in this case in covering the story to respect my right to anonymity as a victim and not name me in any newspapers unless I sign a consent form and agree to do so. I am not ready to be named and I want to use the protection I am granted by law at this time. Thank you.
Showing posts with label Child Abuse. Show all posts
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Monday, 2 December 2013

JULIUS GAYAKAYA'S LETTER OF LIES TO AGAPE LEADERSHIP



On Wednesday, 27 November 2013, 12:52, Julius Gayakaya <kuleguyfox@gmail.com> wrote:
 
Greetings in the name of Jesus Christ our Saviour. I hope you are fine. Can I point out few things to clear the mist.
The writer of this long document has missed facts, either he is ill advised, ignorant or have some hidden motives and agenda. I am very surprised that one can jump into conclusion and parade the leadership of Agape as a group of abusers who are hiding evil deeds in the church before searching how all these allegations mushroomed. May I stand up and state categorically that the notion of bundling myself and my family as wrong-doers or abusers of Jean is just utterance with no basis. If one would visit this area (liverpool, Southport,Wigan, Preston) and ask anyone in the community about Jean's life, one would get a same answer from people who have nothing to do with Agape as well as from the Agape saints.
 
For your information the incident which triggered Jean to start slandering people happened in my absence. On the day in question when an ambulance was called by the Musuka family after Jean had stood in front of the church and started speaking vulgar words directed at her mother-in-law, I was not there.When her mother-in-law and and her sister-in-law Patience walked out of the church she followed them outside telling them to stay and listen to her testimony, I am told she was asking them if they have ever slept with Shingi? This led to her mother-in-law to call an ambulance for her.

Jean's blog is littered with my name simply because my crime is to be a saint in Agape.
 
 After the church incident, Jean went home and questioned her husband why he could not stop his mother from calling an ambulance after her outburst in church. This led to Jean reporting her husband to Lancashire police station. When her husband visited the police station to seek help with Jean, he was informed that  Jean had reported that she had been assaulted by him leading to his detention for 8 hours. He was later released because they have a long record of Jean's numerous incidents. Where do I come in here to be labelled an abuser.  Jean decided to move to her brother in Southampton pulling her 3 children out of school after Shingi had sought refuge at his parents' house for 2 days. 
 
The issue boils down when she request her husband to leave his parents and their matrimonial house and move to Southampton to stay with her away from the Musuka family. When the husband turns down the move he automatically became a monster in Jeans eyes. As you can pick from her blog she worked hard to persuade the Archbishop to demote her mother-in-law Steward Fabbie Musuka and Envoy Getrude Mburayi because her mother had called the ambulance for Jean. The leadership in area 7 could not support her that she was wronged by her in-laws by calling an ambulance to take her to the hospital because we have tried for the past 5 years for her to seek medical help to no avail. Each time Jean stood up to give a testimony the Church could flinge in antitipation of  vulgar sexual talk.
 
She writes in her blog that she was chased by Agape people from her house. Are all the families around here evil simply because we supported a family that is going through hardships by praying with Shingi. Surprising enough after 2 month in Southampton Jean pulled her children out of school again to bring them back because Southampton Social Services had requested that she take off her childrens' photos from her blog which were paraded to the world.
Where does all the people who are labelled abusers get involved especially those from around Liverpool, Southport and Wigan. We have suffered a lot of character assassination,slander, emotional and psychological torture as we tried to accommodate Jean as one of us in the hope she will come to herself. Those who are quick to swallow Jean's story without getting the other side are just meddling in uncouthed cooperation with a person bend on vindictive malicious slander.What happenned in the surgery have nothing to do with Gayakaya and the families who are subjected to this mudsling.

May I bring to your attention that Jean's church outburst was not the first incident of her flipping behaviour.There are events before she came to join Agape which were brought to my attention as the Chairperson of the Sefton and NorthWest Zimbabwean and Friends of Zimbabwe Community.
 
 
As calm as I always be, I find the email disturbing, patronising and hope to highlight to you and the writer that it is worth and wise to find the facts before wadding in and stepping on the bruised toes of the victim in the name of being the wise mediator. I have nothing to DEFEND the Apostle because in my eyes he is innocent until proved guilty by the law. Maybe you have issues you know, about the Apostle but I am as ignorant as the word, hence I am looking at the events which led to the writing of her blog.We have a number of Police log numbers against Jean after she contacted our work places for us to be dimissed. What will she benefit if 7 families all lose their jobs. The employers contacted suspended and re-instated their employees after suffering constant email and calls from Jean. They later realised that something was amiss about her.
 
With that in mind I believe I have highlighted events leading to the blog and I am not as evil as I am potrayed in the blog neither is my fellow victim of the malicious writing. I will remain in prayer hoping you will join in so that the blowing wind will come to pass with our lips not full of garbage, hence I will shut my mouth again.
I am not hurt because I am up above this child play and belittling talk. Nobody will take away what I achieved through hard work and perseverance. Nobody will become big because they have belittled me. Nobody will become Holy because they have labelled me unrighteous. Nobody will become educated by calling me unlearned. You cannot become rich by labelling me poor.
 
Lets get the facts first and help the saints.
 
God bless you
 
 
Dr Gayakaya
 

To: Ian McHardy <drmchardy@gmail.com>; AGAPE OFFICE
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MY RESPONSE TO JULIUS GAYAKAYA


Dear Julius Gayakaya
 
Firstly you are not a Doctor mate, okay. Can you just do us all a favour and stop addressing yourself as doctor. You are a learning disability nurse. You have serious issues and you need to get over yourself. You are a pathetic liar dude. You are a 52 year old man, old enough to be my father, can you please start acting your age old man.
 
Listen dear old man Julius, I do not know you, okay. If you noticed during my two years in Agape I never used to talk to you at all, my ex husband had warned me several times about you. You are not my type of person, you dirty old man. How my ex husband told me a number of times that you are a power hungry person who will do anything to be recognised as a somebody. I never thought you would go this far Julius.
 
Its funny how you seem to know a lot about me, you old man.  You are a lying manipulative individual its unbelievable, as I said you are old enough to be my father you 52 year old man Julius.
 
For your own information I never speak vulgar language, its not in my nature or genes, I was never raised like that. I was raised by my parents better than that.  I have the DVD for Sunday 14th July and I never gave such testimony you claim. What a liar you are. You called my family on the 17th of July and asked them to take me for a mental health assessment. You are pathetic dude, get a life. All these lies Shingai Musuka telling you, anyone believing such garbage is insane. I have never been arrested by the police all my life. I have never been diagnosed of a mental health illness. You are a serial liar, its unbelievable.
 
Let me tell you this Julius, my God is a God of justice. I serve a Mighty God, the Lord of hosts, whom vengeance belongs. Watch my God unleash His wrath upon Agape For All Nations Ministries International. Look how God is favouring me. You all labelled me insane, but funny that insane girl has caused so much confusion in your kingdom of darkeness. You don't even trust each other because emails are being leaked to me everyday, that's why dumb Alois Zunguza paid someone to hack into my emails. Can you not see that God is on my side? The more you try to destroy me and hurt me, the more my God will fight for me. You have caused enough pain in my life its now time for me to take a breather, please leave me alone Julius Gayakaya the Leaning Disability Nurse.
 
 
I may not have a big audible voice, I may be but a tiny drop in the ocean, but even a tiny drop can sparkle. I have a host of enemies surrounding me. I will not be afraid or intimidated by you Julius. Boldly I will continue to stare the beast in the eye. Like the little shepherd boy David who took down Goliath, I swear to hold this head of Goliath one day. I have had enough experience as a shepherdess for the 13 years I was with Shingai. On my own in the wilderness I faced and fought with lions, (Gertrude Musuka) and bears ( Patience Musuka). I have 13 years experience of fighting vicious wild creatures (my in-laws) as they tried to rip my precious sheep apart (my three beautiful children). I am a good shepherdess, I look after my sheep. How can I not take down this Goliath, an uncircumcised Philistine who is making a mockery of my God, (Agape and the leader Walter Masocha). Nay, as long as I am alive, I will continue to stare this beast in the eye.
 
For your own information Julius, please get your facts accurate, I moved to a women's refugee not my brothers house. Social Services actually love my blog and follow it lol, they commend my writing skills and tells me I am very brave for writing this blog. They also tell me I am very intelligent. They think you Agape guys are a bunch of bullies. You make me laugh dude. You are hilarious. I came back to my matrimonial home because I was advised to do so by my mentor Muzvare Betty Makoni who is working tirelessly behind the scenes to make sure justice is served. So please get your facts right before you write lol.
 
Hope you did have a good weekend in Scotland at the Board Meeting with the Archbishop, Most Reverend, High Commissioner, Apostle, Dr Walter Masocha.

Yours sincerely
 
Jean
 
PS: Shingai Musuka, Julius's letter to Agape Leadership has you written all over it. I cant believe you continue to betray me like this Shingi. I bore you 3 beautiful children. I am the mother of your children. How can you let me be abused by Julius Gayakaya? How can you tell him lies about me so he can tell the whole of Agape? I forgave you Shingai, vengeance belongs to God, He will plead my cause.
 
Below is a picture of Julius and Yvonne Gayakaya on his 50th birthday wearing Agape Tshirts.

 
 
Julius and wife, Attache Joy Maxwebo and the husband she snatched from another woman, and the Attache who recently divorced his wife of over 25 years.

 
A repost of Patience Musuka and brothers Shingai and Shepherd Musuka at a special family outing I was not invited last summer.
 
 
 
Oh just to prove since leaving Agape I can now afford to get my hair done.

 


Friday, 15 November 2013

A letter to my readers...


The Agape theme for 2013 is: Faith With Works: LIVING the Fruit of The Spirit; in a More Excellent Way, (Gentle Reminder)



Dear Readers

I just want to thank you all for your prayers, your love and support that you continue to show me. I see your fruit, and I am deeply touched, especially by the prayers. As Agape embark on a 40 day fast for their Prophet I would like to encourage you all to continue to pray for me, and to pray for all the victims of Dr Masocha, especially the women and children. There are over 50 alleged reported cases of abuse written on this blog and in private emials. Women claim to have been manipulated, abused and left for the cold by Dr Masocha. Now what we all have to understand is that this is a blog, and a blog can never be used in a court of law to bring someone to book, especially if the information written is by anonymous people. It will never happen. A number of women have emailed me and telephoned me to share their cruel harrowing experiences they suffered in the hands of Dr Masocha and his ministry. Some of the women are still bleeding profusely from the wounds inflicted by Dr Masocha. Some are receiving professional counselling and some are even in mental health institutes as a result. Now what has deeply saddened me in this whole process is that women who have reported the abuse to me privately and on this blog are not brave enough to report this man called Dr Masocha to the police. Not one woman is willing to stand up and call the police and report the abuse. One victim said to me that she did not want to report the abuse to police because if people knew everyone would call her a “whore”. She was petrified of being labelled and losing her reputation, and for that she would rather keep silent. But tell me somebody, is it not worth being called a “whore” for the sake of justice?  Isn't Rahab one of the most remarkable women in the entire bible known as 'Rahab the harlot?' Did Rahab the harlot not save the lives of many? I would rather be called a harlot and save the lives of many women and children. My reputation means nothing and I am not willing to compromise it for justice. Do you know people can commit suicide because of abuse? Is it not worth being castigated so that a man who has ruined the lives of many people can be brought to book and pay for the serious crimes he has committed. Did God not put the authorities in place to protect us?


Now listen carefully if you are an Agape victim, as long as you hide behind an anonymous keyboard and choose to remain unknown, your comment will mean nothing and it will sink into the bottom of the sea never to be traced or found. You do not have to “come out” here on the blog with your name, but please do the right thing before God and man and call the police and report the crimes done to you. That is the only way justice can ever be served. God is not going to miraculously bring Dr Masocha to book. He doesn’t work like that. He uses people like you and me, and talking donkeys if need be, and if you are a victim of Dr Masocha, God wants to use you to execute judgement on this matter. Look at me, I came out, but I am still standing aren't I? Even the blog Agape set to destroy me failed to achieve the purpose intended. I want to encourage you abused woman to be brave and do the right thing. God is not going to miraculously deal with Dr Masocha, He wants to use the authorities and the law but He needs people like me and you to achieve that.


I also want to address the majority of Zimbabwean men. I feel one of the main reasons abuse victims are terrified of coming out is because there is a stigma on women who gets abused. Zimbabwean men, please understand that it is not your wife’s fault if she was abused.  It is never a woman’s fault when she’s taken advantage of by a religious leader she trusted with her life. Even grown men are being manipulated and abused by Dr Masocha, how much more the women, whom the bible says are the weaker vessels. Zimbabwean men, I urge you to cut the culture barrier of stigmatising abused women, especially sexually. Please support your wives, sisters or daughters, and assure them that it wasn’t their fault and be the rock as they recover from the trauma and pain. Once you take your rightful position in protecting abused women, I believe the tide will turn and a lot of women will pluck the courage to stand up against abuse and take the appropriate action of reporting. I believe some Zimbabwaen men have a lot do with the fear in their women that paralyses them never to report a crime of sexual abuse.


I also want to urge Dr Masocha’s children and all Agape members to stop fighting on this blog.  Women who have lost their husbands through Dr Masocha and Agape, I understand your pain but please refrain from personally attacking your ex husbands and their new Agape wives on this blog. I understand there is a lot of pain, betrayal, bullying and heartache in Agape Church but this is not the platform to settle your differences. I believe your father Dr Masocha has appointed leaders for that reason. Why don’t you approach your Envoys or even Dr Masocha himself  if there are serious issues in your satellites/ branches that needs to be dealt with, this is not the place to fight and get back at each other and I don't think it will bring peace to the Satellites. You already have a maximum of about 6 members in each Satelite/branch so try not to destroy the little that's already there, or should I say that's left.  At this rate you are going Agape children, the Agape train will be coming a halt  immediately if its not already stopped and to restart the engine again will be a huge challenge.  Agape children please, you are in the year of living the fruit of the Spirit, please be obedient children and stop using this blog as your wrestling ring.

As for the stories about me being told by the authorities to remove my own pictures from my blog, this is news to me, I couldn't help but laugh. Where do you get your stories from? The blog pictures are simply down due to a technical problem, the blog does that now and again, and I simply have to reload the pictures. I will do at some point once time allows, so Ruvimbo Siwela Matorera , Patience Musuka, Gertrude Musuka and others posting here that the pictures have been removed, please don’t have a party yet. Sorry to burst your bubble but I will be uploading my pictures again once time allows. For now I thought a little facelift and makeover of the blog won’t be such a bad idea, sometimes change can be refreshing .


In the meantime I leave you with a repost of this picture of me and the two men I once trusted the most in my life. Look at them protecting me, you know the rest of the story...


Thursday, 31 October 2013

Agape Board Member a convicted paedophile

Dear readers, in June 2007 in Scotland, Dr Masocha founded Agape For All Nations Ministries. He started his Church with one of his most faithful followers today Maxwell Nyakutya, who  two months before Agape started on April 12  2007, was convicted of child sex abuse and put on the child sex offender register in Scotland and banned from teaching. Today he does not have a job. Surely there is a reason why people are put on the sex offender register and banned from ever working with children, Dr Masocha is a well learned educated man with several doctorates, him more than anyone should know the severe implications being a convicted paedophile. Or maybe he turns a blind eye because its too close to home for him.

Board Member Maxwell Nyakutya, a convicted paedophile of Scotland is one of the most trusted and well respected man in Agape today. He molested a sleeping school girl on a bus a few months before he was ordained and appointed Board Member in Agape, Dr Masocha well knowing that this man was a convicted paedophile.  This shocking gut wrenching information only came to light to me yesterday, and if I had known, I would have never set my foot in Agape, I have a daughter. I left her in the hands of Church leaders on a lot of occasions. I feel sick. I also want you to know, that the sexual crimes of Board Member Maxwell Nyakutya, are actually identical to the reported sexual crimes of Dr Masocha. He  "touched" this child inappropriately, and the court of law found him not only guilty, but a risk to the public and children. Now I want to make a new report to police, and ask why a man who is considered a risk to children, so much he is put on the sex offender register and banned from teaching can be allowed to take the highest position in a church 2 months after he is convicted and left alone with children? Maxwell Nyakutya likes working with children and teaching them his new songs. I don't know, but something, my own instincts tells me this is beyond scary, and any normal Agape member with a girl child should be concerned.

I have had a lot of personal contact with Maxwell Nyakutya and all this time I never knew he was a convicted paedophile. I first had a personal encounter with him in November 2011 at Southport Official launch were he slept and stayed at Pastor Gertrude Musuka's house where my children were playing unsupervised. That day I left my three children there. He was actually meant to sleep in our house, but we had no room for such a special church official as we had most of the third class Agape citizens staying at our house. I feel sick. Disgusted. I want you to know also that my children are no longer allowed to go anywhere near Agape by Social Services, because they deem Agape a dangerous and unhealthy environment for children (based on the Ambulance incident).

This child molester Maxwell Nyakutya was also there during the ambulance incident. Yes he was very present at Wigan the day Pastor Gertrude made the infamous call. I actually went to him as he was a visiting special guest that day, he had come all the way from Scotland. I told him they had called an ambulance on me, and as a leader I thought he would do something, he replied, "Excuse me, I have a train to catch, I don't want to be involved in this" and he left to catch his train, leaving me to the vultures of Agape.

Paedophile Maxwell Nyakutya is the man behind the song, THE HIGH COMMISIONER, the national Agape anthem that is sung in every worship service in Agape as a must. The song narrates how Dr Masocha received the AGAPE VISION in June 2007. In Agape no one dares sing or worship God without singing the song penned by the Paedophile first! People are actually told off and spiritually intimidated with scriptures if they don't sing the song, its not only a must, its a doctrine. In fact Dr Masocha is so obsessed with the Paedophile's song about himself he sings it all the time, as the whole congregation goes on their knees weeping worshiping him. The song is so reverenced and adored in Agape, once it starts playing or being sung, there is a certain atmosphere that emerges and everyone goes into a trans, often weeping and falling down, taking off jackets for Dr Masocha to walk on. This is the song that insinuates the idolising of Dr Masocha, where the man demands to be worshiped. I sense a demonic spirit associated with this song, now it all makes sense as the song was composed by a child sex abuser. I believe if there anything God hates, is a man who sexually abuses children. Its sick.

I want to know why Dr Masocha put a convicted paedophile in such a high position in Church, well knowing he was considered a risk to children. I often went to Cosyneuk House with my three children and Board Member Maxwell was always there, (since he doesn't go to work) and I left my children loitering and playing unsupervised in Dr Masocha's mansion with a paedophile on the loose. I am sorry, but this one I will report and make an official complaint. Sex offender Nyakutya is the head of Media department in Agape, and works with my husband very closely. I am compelled to believe that Maxwell Nyakutya has a history of molesting children, of course things like that don't just start from nowhere. After his conviction and career breakdown, AGAPE FOR ALL NATIONS MINISTRIES became his way out and he worked his way up the ladder by being the closest personal friend of Dr Masocha. In Agape, the Board Members are highest respected leaders, and they know all the secrets about the Church. Their committee is so private, no one is allowed to even know what is discussed in the Board Meetings.  I don't know what to say anymore, but if Maxwell Nyakutya, who is a convicted paedophile because he touched a child inappropriately, why is Dr Masocha walking free today for touching hundreds of women and young girls inappropriately through his controversial hugs, kisses and embraces. I will let you all be the jury on this one, I am sure there are more than 12 readers on this blog.