The Prophet offers Ruvimbo Siwela Matorera a lumpsum to silence me, as third Envoy comes clean...

I will foot the bill for lawyers... Dr Masocha tells mother of two

Ex Agape Member starts petition over financial abuse

Former Envoy Elijah Chikwezvero writes an open letter to clear his name

Dear readers, it has come to my attention through a very reliable source that my former best friend Ruvimbo Siwela Matorera has been offered money by Dr Walter Masocha to foot the bill to hire a lawyer to take me and my blog down. University drop out mother of two Ruvimbo recently made a trip to Cosyneuk mansion to see her spiritual father over the distress the blog has caused her and her family. For those who may be new to the blog Ruvimbo was my closest friend during my ttwo year membership in Agape. Things turned sour between us the day I reported Dr Masocha to the police for sexually abusing me. Ruvimbo was the first person I confided in about the sexual abuse after my husband.  In fact the day when I called the police I first told Ruvimbo on whatsaapp that's I was about to call the police. When I first opened up to Ruvimbo about the sexual abuse, Ruvimbo was the first to admit she had always suspected it and she had even seen me being touched inappropriately in the Cosynuek mansion as she had peeped through a glass door one day when I was alone with the Prophet.  After I reported Dr Walter Masocha to the police, I also told my former friend Daddy's Dancing Girl Kuziva Wooldridge, who told Muhengeti Hove who told Dr Masocha. Ruvimbo had always expressed her desire to be close to Dr Masocha and she used to tell me she lived to see the day Dr Masocha would give her a call just like he used to do to me. Ruvimbo then made a U-turn in her position to support me as a friend after her dream came true and Dr Masocha called her on her phone for the first time.  I recorded a telephone conversation on the phone when Rivimbo told me Dr Masocha had called her to talk about me, " I spoke to Daddy, " Ruvimbo told me in the conversation I recorded, " He just said he knows I am the only one still speaking to you and he said he heard that you reported him to the police. He said please tell Jean I have been trying to get hold of her since I came back from Spain, tell her that Daddy still loves her and the Magazine work is still waiting for her. He said that he never remembers molesting you or sexually abusing you and he still loves you, "  Ruvimbo told me. I told Ruvimbo that I was not interested and Dr Masocha was lying that he tried to call me.  I then started distancing myself from Ruvimbo and she started sending me threats not to touch the anointed of God and said I was now cursed. Ruvimbo's husband Odingo Matorera then called me before the family Conference in Augast 2012 saying Dr Masocha had called him asking him to call me and tell me that Daddy still loved me and wanted me to come back to church to launch the summer magazine. I told Odingo I was never going to come back to Agape again. Ruvimbo then went wild and started harassing me and abusing me, the rest is history.

So now she went to her father Dr Masocha for help over the blog and what had been published about her. Dr Masocha then told Ruvimbo that she can engage a lawyer, and he would settle the bill as long as I would be silenced. Ruvimbo then went home and shared the good news with her relatives, but was advised by concerned family members not to accept the offer. Ruvimbo lives with her husband Odingo Matorera, sister who also dropped out of University to pursue Agape duties, Nigel Matorera, and Odingo's young brother Mcwatts Matorera who has a lot of inside information on the Liverpool Youth Sex Scandal. The family live in poverty (assessment based on state of the living conditions) yet Dr Masocha lives in a mansion and he wants to offer Ruvimbo a lump sum to shut down the blog that is exposing his abuse. Typical of Dr Masocha, he doesn't even give a monkeys about the poverty of the Matorera family, he just wants to pay the bill for the solicitors for them. I actually felt sorry for Ruvimbo when the news broke to me, I really hope her family has seen the light and these lost souls can be pulled out the fire before its too late. I also want to remind you dear readers, that the money Dr Masocha wanted to give Ruvimbo is none other than your hard earned tithe monies and offerings. If he really cares about Ruvimbo and her family he should offer them money to renovate their run down council house and buy them new sofas at least. I am not trying to be mean here but I am talking reality. The Matorera family is suffering in poverty yet the Prophet offers money for a lawsuit over a blog! All this to cover his evil deeds. Hello! The man takes home over £200 000 with his second uneducated wife Dr Judith. If he loves Ruvimbo so much, he should do something to better the mother of two's life.

Taking about the Prophet and his abuse of power and money, a concerned ex Agape member has started a petition http://www.ipetitions.com/petition/stop-abuse-in-agape-for-all-nations-ministries. She is calling on action to be done against financial abuse in Agape and she needs 1000 signatures on the petition. Please join the petition and sign and share on Facebook and Twitter. Its time to aact and do something. With that said I leave you with an open letter to readers by former Envoy Elijah Chikwezvero, who was the first Envoy to resign over the Agape scandal due to allegations on blog and lack of support or answers from Dr Masocha. He has written on the blog to clear his name. I personally knew Envoy Elijah as a gifted musician/songwriter  and a God fearing man.

22 January 2014  (Elijah Chikwezvero)

My personal response to clarify portions of the blog and certain comments that have seen my name being repeatedly mentioned, based on rumours and false allegations.

My Apologies:

Forthwith, may I inform the readers of this blog that I make no intention to transform myself into an angelic being, one that is supposedly far from offending other children of God in this walk of Christian faith, known and unknown. Undeniably, I could have verily stepped on many toes as some have already alluded to in the public domain in some quotas, for this reason and any that anyone maybe aware of, I apologise unreservedly. It is also my biblical belief that If ‘I’ as your brother sins, Anyone I wrong should come and point out my fault, just between the two of us. If I listen to you, you have won me over……... Brothers and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.

Why I have written on this blog:

My other reason for writing on this blog (which evidently has become a rendezvous for the children of Agape and those that have moved on, besides onlookers too, is to also communicate categorically my refutation of a bandwagon of falsehood proclamations by other supposedly siblings of the Kingdom of God. For without facts and truth, some have ignorantly but joyfully ridden thereon in an effort to peddle such lies against me. As for others, I cannot vouch for anyone, I speak for myself.

I have reason to believe that as my children are growing up, they will one day, in this generation of internet, if the Lord tarries, ask me why my name is appearing a lot on the world wide web and more so having been associated with ‘allegations’. So I rather chose today and the very same platform that they will read such, to provide them with an answer from none other than myself wherever my name has been called to check.

You may want to know that I now have the liberty to respond on this platform because I am no longer restricted to do so. I may have even read a restrictive statement to this effect in a church service during announcements, I can tell you this, that then, I was a sent one and doing my duties faithfully as a loyal follower and disciple. It is in this same perspective, that having understood that whatever I had to do, and whatever I had to say, I had to do all to the glory of God the Father in heaven, and in faithfully executing my pastoral responsibilities, that I may have then made others unhappy. For that, I have apologised even though mutumwa asina mbonje. I must say that I have never preconceived hurtful intentions whatsoever towards whosoever.

Where my name has been called to check:

Blog of 1 November 2013 – “Most Pastors and leaders 95% of them are recent divorcees. Envoy Elijah,……………” MY RESPONSE: Jean, you were wrongly informed. I am not a divorcee. Lewisham Borough Council has our marriage registered on 22 March 2003 and intact.

Blog of 8 November 2013 – “………. Envoy Elijah Chekwezvero a man i respect so much his only guilty is one wonders kuti how did he allow his image to be tarnished by acting as a Munyai or go between Daddy to getting a third wife (Marrying VIOLA) is this Godly definitely no. But this Envoy is a very good man.”

Other utter lies of comments of similar nature that were made by ‘Christians’ on different days:

. Whoever enlisted me in the ‘Roora Delegation’, if ever there was one started a viral lie, unfortunately, some bought it and continue to ride on it until this moment. I was never part of any such arrangement and I do not know of such arrangements. My relationship with Dr. Masocha only went as far as a being a son who joined ‘the vision’ in January 2008 and an envoy then. I do not know anything about supposed marriages, and I was not paid any monies to keep quiet.

 Blog of 8 November 2013 – “I'm from Coventry Satellite and ………, Envoy Elijah decided to go to dad and told him LIES and Dad blamed all the saints we were even accused of bullying Envoy Elijah. Envoy Elijah how can you tell Dad we saints bully you, ……………” MY RESPONSE: Writer from Coventry, I never reported you, and Dr. Masocha was never referring to Area11 as a whole. To those that were involved, in Dudley that is, I personally apologised to them individually way before. As a loyal envoy at the time I had the mandate to report the goings-on of the Area Satellites, which was a loyal duty. No one bullied me, neither did I (at least out of my honest knowledge) bully anyone. What antidote Dr. Masocha then employed to correct a situation was not my prescription. That was no longer in my hands. I only acted in obedience at the time, and still if it would suffice, I humbly apologise.

 Blog of 19 November 2013 – “….she had an affair with Envoy Elijah before he divorced his wife from Zimbabwe. I’ts very sad ask what happened when OXFORD SATELITE was launched…….. and Envoy Elijah wanted to sleep in daddys used sheets and they booked an axtra night in the apartment ya Apostle and what do u know ….. and Envoy Elijah slept in the sheets together hanzi tiwane anointing imiwe zvakasadharara zvemuAgape, ……………” MY RESPONSE: Writer whoever you were referring to is definitely not me. You had your information wrong. I was never involved in the Oxford Launch. I was not in Agape then. I was never married before 22 March 2003. You got the wrong person, unfortunately you just joy rode the bandwagon of lies. What has happened to Christians?

Blog of 22 November 2013 – “….ln Area 11(Birmingham, Coventry, Dudley) yesterday we received a text from Envoy Elijah Chikwezvero it read,
'No doubt we are in the midst of a raging storm, in the utmost trial of our faith. ……….
…..By his own admission that we are in the midst of an 'inferno' shows that things are not normal. People have questions and want answers Envoy Elijah Chikwezvero. Wishing this away will not wash- Rome is burning and the fire needs to be extinguished ……………” MY RESPONSE: Writer in Area11, yes you needed answers, but answers I never had them save for where my name is mentioned. You have been a follower of the blog abi? I guess you now know that no one had the “answers that you expected” the rest you know. However, I can tell you now that it does not mean that everyone who verbalise their quest for answers are the only ones looking for them. Some did and do so in the background. A body has external and internal parts. I for one could have been a kidney, but as is evident, my move does not mean a dysfunctional body….life goes on here and elsewhere.

As I reveal it to you this day, below was my final written plea for things to be sorted. Since the inception of sister Jean Gasho’s blog on 7 October 2013, it has always been my heart desire to see a totally different turn of events than the now obvious resultant. :-

11.12.13

Dear Envoy Muchengeti Hove
Cc: UK Commissioners & ……

Greetings to u & family.
I pray that this text finds u well.

1st of all, let me acknowledge seeing ur missed call & rcvng ur subsequent communication frm …….I must hv bn busy & not available on the phone.

2ndly,& my main reason for this comm, I would like to convey, as a concerned leader in Agape FANMI, my uneasiness with regards to the prevailing whirlwind of divers accusations that is rocking this Ship.

I must say this openly to u my brother as the 1st port of call that I am failing each passing day, to stand firm & defend the Baby & the Mother, the Vision of Agape & our dear father the Archbishop anymore simply becoz of lack of ammunition. I feel now like a soldier & defender of the Vision who is on the battlefield in our kind of Afghanistan but with no weaponry even to defend myself & my family, hence my name has bn dragged unnecessarily into the mud for things that I do not know about.

As I was preparing this text, I noticed that u hv put 2gether an Envoys Board for the 21st. In my candid opinion, we hv an urgent crisis b4 us that not only needs prayer but action too. As much as I had sold myself to the Vision my Envoy, I need real answers on real issues of real concern & encouragement later. I faithfully led souls that hv broken down & worse some hv gotten lost. It's become that difficult even to encourage them.As an Envoy, I am blank, no idea even answers,yet the saints still look to me & keep thinking we r all harbouring & covering things. Now I refer u to pg78 of the new TF book, but it starts on pg76(the  Whirlwind),para4,the man of God started by saying, Now, don't get me wrong; I am not advocating silence over matters that need to be validly dealt with in the church. ..... he wrote on & on. Now, SILENCE Envoy Muchie has bn predominant. It's not helping.

The meeting should be held sooner & AS A MATTER OF URGENCY B4 THE NEXT GATHERING. Let's fix the leaking roof b4 we invite the rest of the saints into the house.

It has not bn easy for a Timothy like me to jot this down, it simply means a lot is playing in my mind Envoy & my feet r no longer on the ground.
FROM NOW ON,I WILL ONLY be reachable by Text-No phone calls pliz. 

Thank u

 As a follow up to the above, I employed austerity measures as taught in the vision. I understand I made a personal choice and I pray that such a powerful teaching as above comes in handy for me at a time such as this. I also understand that SALVATION IS PERSONAL, and so this was my own decision which should not affect any other. People do not follow me, people follow the visionary. My leaving should not in any way cause anyone to follow suit. I am not the visionary and I have no intentions of starting or running a counter ministry. I am serving God where I am now since 15 December 2013.

 I then left Agape on this note (extract only from the communication I sent to Dr Masocha):-

14 December 2013

Good evening ………………………………………………, I write to inform you that due to personal reasons beyond my control, I have decided, as an individual, to relinquish my responsibilities as an Envoy with immediate effect and seek the face of the Lord away from the day to day activities of the Vision of Agape FANMI.
It is my prayer that God will direct my steps as He continues to build His church the world over.

For the sake of sanity, I take this communication to be my second and last, after the one I sent to Envoy Muchengeti Hove. Again, for personal reasons, I therefore will not be available for further communications.

Mr. Elijah C Chikwezvero. 

Former Envoy Cindy Martin speaks out about Agape Abuse

Agape Ambassadorial Structure crumbles down as second Envoy speaks out...

Once upon a time in 2012 October I found myself  at Gartmore in Scotland at an Agape Women's Conference after my ex husband had arranged for me to be driven there by Yvonne Gayakaya though I had no money to pay for the Conference. I found myself at the conference, crying like a lost little girl in the toilet  because I had no money on me, not even for food, yet I had been forced to attend Conference by my husband. I knew they wouldn't let me get into the conference. I texted my husband and told him I shouldn't have come without money, within a few minutes of texting my ex husband, lo and behold I received a call, it was Dr Masocha, "The Holy Spirit told me to call you, don't worry my baby girl, go to Cousyneuk with Sandra, you don't have to pay to hear the word of God", he reassured me. So the first night of the conference I slept in Sandra Masocha Chihuri's luxury bedroom, were she told me that she and Sharon Masocha were not going to pay the £100 charge for the conference. Sandra told me to stick with her the next day, and I would be okay. However on the entrance desk Sandra explained herself to Board Member Noriya Chokuda, saying she didn't have the money, I was standing next to her thinking she was going to speak for me as she had promised me, but alas,  I was suddenly abandoned at the desk by Sandra and Board Member Noriya  Chokuda looked at me with bulldog eyes, in fear I started stammering as I dint know what to say, the next minute I was being ripped into by Board Member Noriya  demanding the £100 or I was not entering the Conference. I  was reduced to tears as Sandra and Sharon looked on,walking past me entering the Conference.  I was told by Board Member Noriya I was not going to eat any food at the conference or go in the dining area because I had not paid, yet Sandra and Sharon Masocha were allowed to eat food without paying.

 

However an envoy by the name Cindy Martin took pity on me as she witnessed my ordeal at the desk, and she brought me food to eat when the leaders were saying I was not allowed to eat. That night Sandra was going for a night shift at Holliday Inn so I had nowhere to sleep. Envoy Cindy then sneaked me at night into the Envoy's Luxury Quarters. I was truly touched by her true Agape love, because she fed me when I was hungry, she gave have me a place to sleep when I was destitute at an Agape Women's Conference. When Board Member Noriya was chasing me away and denying me food, Envoy Cindy showed she was a true leader who did not tolerate any form of power abuse and she put the needs of a sheep first. I had never seen this kind of love in Agape.  Dear readers, below is an email addressed to all Envoys by former Envoy Cindy Martin before the Envoy Board Meeting on December 22 last year. Early this year  former Envoy Cindy Martin contacted me to let me know that she had resigned from her office as an envoy as she had been castigated and targeted by the rest of the envoys for seeking the truth over serious allegations that had been raised on this blog. The ex Envoy becomes the second person in the leadership and ambassadorial structure of Agape to come out openly in pursuit of justice  regarding the sexual, financial, physical and spiritual abuse happening in Agape. I will not say much on this post I will let Cindy's email do the talking. The word of God says, ^"Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues, Rev 18:4", I am truly humbled by former Envoy Cindy, as she has listened to the warning of the Lord and has chose to come out of Agape and not be defiled in the name of power and leadership. Below is the email from former Envoy Cindy.

 

 

 

Dear Envoys

 Revelations 6:9  And when he had opened the fifth seal, I saw under the altar the souls of them that were slain for the word of God, and for the testimony which they held:¹⁰ And they cried with a loud voice, saying, How long, O Lord, holy and true, dost thou not judge and avenge our blood on them that dwell on the earth?

Proverbs 17: ¹⁵ He that justifieth the wicked, and he that condemneth the just, even they both are abomination to the Lord.

 

My apologies if I come across as patronising or arrogant, that is not at all my intention. Its taken me a lot of courage, self searching and divine guidance to pen this.

I do not believe it’s a healthy situation when pastors start operating in anonymity fearing victimisation/persecution from fellow pastors within the house of God, in a church supposedly full of the love of God. Its high time we reconnected with our Lord and saviour and stand for the truth as ambassadors of Christ. We need to retreat and study the word of God and seek guidance and understanding from the Holy Spirit.

 

I was certainly affected by the allegations that the Glasgow meeting was a scam and the fact that our commissioner and envoy Muchie were supposedly conniving in the gents taking us for fools.Its very disheartening. I had certainly left Glasgow in a positive state of mind and optimistic that change was coming. However what came to light post Glasgow led me into my own retreat and reflection on the entire goings on and has led me to openly share my concerns.

 

Before anyone throws the ‘touch not my anointed’ cliché which religious leaders have grossly taken out of context and misled, manipulated, abused, intimidated and dominated many in the modern day body of Christ (I didn’t say in AGAPE) I will share my understanding of the scripture. Loyalty is a good thing if it is for the right purpose and for the truth. One, I can only assume, would not want to be loyal and find they have pledged their allegiance to something that is false. Let God’s word count on this one, so please let no one certainly use it as a threat against me, I am standing for the truth in the fear of the Lord.

The word ‘touch’ actually meant physical harm, not criticising/correcting/saying something about a spiritual/religious leader being publicly criticised or spoken against for ungodly activities/conduct. That’s exactly what David did to Saul, he said he would not harm Saul (physically) but he spoke publicly about/against him and his ungodly acts. Not only David but Samuel also ‘touched God’s anointed’ as he spoke out against the king’s disobedience (1 Sam 15:3-24) when anointed Saul lied and only told half the truth.

 

JUST SO WE ARE CLEAR, I AM NOT HOLDING ANY SWORD AND ATTACKING THE MAN OF GOD.

 

I love him just like the next person and have stood and sweated and defended the vision and visionary with passion but its high time we stood on the word of God on behalf of the flock that we have been encouraging in this stormy atmosphere. I have certainly laboured, sacrificed my holidays and left the church in Chinhoyi full up and growing. I encouraged and brought fellow saints and leaders who had fainted in the vision in Zimbabwe therefore I have a few of souls depending on me who are following

my lead so I want to make sure I am in the right path.

I will base my point on the teachings of the Apostle, he clearly stated ‘follow me as I follow Christ’ and also advised us to QUESTION him if he did or said anything contrary to the word of God..

Also on page 76-78 of ‘Threshing Floor D.I.Y Style’ the Apostle wrote

‘…now don’t get me wrong; I am not advocating silence over matters that need to be validly dealt with in the church…..’ p77 ‘A terrible thing that was actually said or done.True or untrue, it is still a whirlwind.’

 

I my humble opnion, such is  the set up of AFNAMI where the structure starts and ends with the Apostle who is unfortunately in the middle of this whirlwind. I feel we as the appointed shepherds need some clarity so we can be sure we are leading God’s people in the right path and certainly to support the Apostle as necessary.

 

I certainly do not believe its acceptable and advisable to have an envoys meeting two days into the conference. There is bound to be much threshing floor weeping and wailing and lots of talk about forgiveness and my guess is by the time we come to the meeting, everything will be dismissed under the guise of the threshing floor. The church is facing very serious allegations and its definitely time to act whether in or out of the T.F season. It appears as if its not feasible to meet prior to the conference, then maybe beloved envoys we need to start our conference from the meeting on Saturday. We seriously need to put our house in order prior to crossing over into 2014. Gone are the days of keeping schtum when we know things are not right. I do believe a meeting is of high importance prior to any national gathering and we need time for everyone to openly share their concerns. We have fasted and prayed and now its time to  treat this cancer from inside instead of temporary plaster treatment which has led us to where we are today as a church.

 

After the way we have toiled in this storm, and penning our concerns in Glasgow, are we to hear of changes if any at the conference? Do we not deserve the respect of another meeting to discuss the changes if any as spiritual leaders. We have only met as envoys board on two occasions this year ie January and in June. However when there was a crisis we rose up and kept going, and despite the short notice we turned up for the crisis meeting. How faithful is that despite the pain that most envoys have/are going though in our respective satellites with minimum or no support for some. Other envoys have suffered at the hands of bullying saints who claim to be close to the Apostle. Despite of all this we turned up. Do we not deserve a little more recognition at least. The steering board however enjoy monthly meetings. Could this be financially motivated? After all they are the ones who allegedly own most of these alleged hush hush companies and allegedly vote for these hefty salaries as per blog. We are shepherding God’s people surely we need a lot more support, supervision and guidance. This storm if anything has shown the importance of long forgotten, longsuffering skint envoys (kinda full time really all them calls at work and texts/emails to deal with, I rest my case) who most Sundays travel faithfully form satellite to satellite on empty fuel tanks mostly. Who get slated for enjoying envoys upkeep(surprised I can spell that) which most of us have never had and are apparently the most gossiped about individuals in surgeries,(I never made it a secret I read the blog) and the butt of most jokes when it comes to tithing. We have muddled through encouraging the flock even when we were at our lowest ebb. I thank God for the few envoys who have been teaming up with me in prayer and encouraging me daily, it can only be the grace of God that some of us are still standing.

 

I for one am also struggling with the threshing floor this season bearing in mind that a  lot of saints have been defamed and left ‘naked’ as collateral damage but not even a single apology has sufficed from the church. Not even a sympathetic phone call to the victims acknowledging the pain and turmoil that people are going through. A lot of innocent souls have left church some headed back into the world and we have continued as normal. I was really amazed when I found out there was a retreat for the tambourine ladies (most of them waiting ladies)with the Apostle without the Prophetess despite serious allegations of a sexual nature. The church is full of anointed leaders who could have taken over such commitments if need be.

I just found out this week via calls from a couple of worried mothers that the youth outwith the age of consent, hold surgeries with the Apostle and are sworn to secrecy. This if true is misguided confidentiality seeing as some of the allegations now are meant to involve these young persons. I am sure these parents may have been agreeable or even sent their young children to cosy/surgery on their own through ignorance, I don’t know (which is why we need an audience) but there is now a lot of suscipicions and discomfort within many households. A few mothers especially are in turmoil. If this is true, why would teenagers be taught to keep secrets from their parents? What happened to the Lord’s commandment (Exodus 20:12) to honour thy parents? These are some of the issues that need urgent attention if true, and considering the laws of this country this should have never happened. Is this not where we need to make changes and be allowed to be more active as envoys and let the structure of the church be in operation for once instead of all roads leading to the Apostle? Irrespective of who to blame, back to the teachings, I find this contradictory and conflicting to the teaching (Stirling 2 June 2013, honour thy father and mother) and is it a wonder most of our young people have become wild and disobedient to their parents and the commandments of God? This is serious stuff that we cannot afford to sweep under the carpet both as envoys and parents. Is it not high time we had an audience with the Apostle.

People’s jobs are at stake, marriages in quandary, families left torn apart and we are claiming to be on the threshing floor? The blog is still running and reputations still being tarnished and we just thresh and run with vision as normal? Our Lord Jesus had love and compassion, I am sure struggling to find it in this debris.

 

As envoys we have been standing and encouraging the church since the start of the storm which is showing no signs of calming down. We have all in some way taken part in the deterioration of the state of the church and our interactions with the Apostle. We departed from the word of God and forgot that He is a jealous God who shares His glory with no one. Certainly the heavens are speaking and we need to take heed if the church of God is to move forward.

Last but not least, unless I am wrongly in formed, there indeed was a an incident where some young people had sexual encounters at the conference. My understanding is one young girl slept throughout this ordeal but another girl who apparently narrowly missed being ‘raped’ (the mother’s words) watched these activities all night. As an envoy with a daughter who narrowly missed attending the conference, it took the blog to bring such serious issues to my attention. What is going on fellow envoys, we lock up TV channels to protect our children but they become exposed to such depravity at a church gathering? I understand from one of the mothers that the parents were not formally informed of this and no apologies were issued by the church to date. My question is are these young people going through counselling or was any offered? Was there ever any follow up? I am really struggling with the way things have been going in the church on the spiritual side while there is much shouting and screaming and record keeping and follow ups when it comes to the financial side. Once again is it any wonder that we are where we are today. Who is at work here? What kind of spirits have been/are operating in the church?

 

Yours in Christ

 

Cindy Martin

 

 

Looking forward to International Women's Day

 

I really hope to see you there....

 

 

 

Happy New Year Dear Readers! Its 2014. A new year. A new beginning. Its time for me to move on. 2013 was a painful year for me. It was a valley of the shadow of death. Like Job said, what I dreaded the most happened to me. My marriage was broken by a man I trusted. I lost my husband to Walter Masocha. My children lost their father to Agape. My children's father has not bothered to see them in 6 months. 2013 was a year of pain. I was tortured and bullied by Patience Musuka, Gertrude Musuka Mburayi, Julius Gayakaya, Joy Maxwebo and a number of Agape leaders. I was used by Sandra Masocha Chihuri to do her university work and I was humiliated in front of the entire church when an ambulance was called in a bid to section me. I was stripped off my dignity as a  mother and as a woman. In Agape For All Nations Ministries international I was denied basic human rights under the Human Rights Act. I was labelled insane when I wasn't. My in-laws wanted my children put in foster care. I became homeless and ended up living in a women's refuge. 2013 was one of the worst years of my life.

 

 

When I was in prayer on 1 January 2014, the Lord revealed to me this scripture, Remember ye not the former things, neither consider the things of old. Behold, I will do a new thing; now it shall spring forth; shall ye not know it? I will even make a way in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert, Isaiah 43:18-19. This year, I am moving forward and I will never look back again. I am now focusing on my three children. I want to give them the best future especially in education, and I believe  my children will eat the fat of this land. I have already seen the goodness of the Lord upon  my children, they now eat until they are full. My barns now run over. My oil is overflowing. They now wear the best of the best. I dress them with the finest clothes (silk and purple if it were biblical times) and bathe them in the  most luxuries of creams.  I am sure if Shingi bumps into his children today, he would not recognise them. My boys are turning into fine young princes, and my beautiful daughter is the fairest of them all. My children suffered in 2013, they will not be victims of Domestic and Spiritual Abuse. I will prove Getrude Musuka wrong, she called me an unfit mother, wanted my kids in care, but one day when my children are all grown up, and they are somebodies, Getrude will live to regret how she treated my children.

 

Ok so I'm really excited about 1st of March. Its International Women's Day. I thank God for my mentor Muzvare Betty Makoni, as a woman of substance, when she makes a promise, she keeps her word. I hope you are all ready to come and support me on International women's Day in a lovely village in Essex. I have a feeling that its going to be a special event, and I cant wait to meet the director of ceremony a beautiful Nigerian woman of substance Princess 'Deun of BEN TV and the other women of virtue who will be guest speakers. Please book your tickets in advance, seats are limited! Orange and brown are my favourite colours, though not a must, I really hope you can dress in those colours   as they mean a lot to me. Elegant black is also appreciated. God bless you and see you there.

 

I am looking forward to working together with Muzvare Betty Makoni. I believe in life we have to work together at times for a greater cause. You don't have to be a one man gig all the time. Great people work as a team. As for me starting up my own charity to help abused women, I am already working on that and in the fullness of time God will establish it. There is a time for everything. Right now I am working on my books and other things like rebuilding my life and trying to settle my children in an new non abusive environment. When things settle down and I am more established, I will set up a charity for a great cause of helping victims of domestic and spiritual abuse, I think I already wrote about this months back when I started this blog.  In the mean time I want to  work with great women of God like Muzvare Betty Makoni and Nigerain TV host Princess 'Deun Adedoyin-Solarin.

 

That said I am delighted to hear that two savants of God I really admired, Envoy Elijah and  Evangelist Caroline  have decided to leave the Agape Cult. I wish you all the best Caroline and Elijah. Stay strong in the Lord and know that there is life after Agape, God will see you through.

 

Oh I just wanted to say, I have totally healed from the breakdown of my marriage to Shingi. My heart was broken, I cried and God healed me. He restored my peace and happiness, and I can say weeping may endure for a night, but joy sure comes in the morning. I have moved on. Like Adele sang never mind I will find someone like you. Well I will change Adele's lyrics and say Never mind, I will find someone better than you, if I haven't  already....hint hint. I honestly wish you all the best in future Shingi, with whomever Dr Masocha chooses for you, be it one of his step daughters  or spiritual offsprings, I still wish you the best.

Its a new year, and its a new me! My six year old son took these photographs and I think he did a pretty good job for his age!

 

Oh and I was truly honoured by Muzvare Betty Makoni to be counted among her most inspirational women of colour.

 

 

 

 

Daddy did sexually abuse me, and I told the police...

 THERE, I'VE SAID IT

Have you ever felt betrayed by the very person who has promised to love, cherish and protect you. It happened to me not once, it happened to me not twice, but it happened to me more times than I can remember. I can honestly say this is the first blog post I have written with tears falling down my face, and a lump of what I can only describe as pain in my throat. I may not have been the best wife to Shingai Musuka, but I truly loved this man once upon a time. I cooked him his favourite meals, I took care of him, I truly believed he was my soul mate, I even drew him a picture once and the only thing I ever thought would part us was death. Today I put my children to sleep, and my youngest little boy often cries, “I want daddy...” I often hold back tears and whisper to my children, “You will see daddy again one day, let’s just be patient and keep praying to God”. I look into my children’s eyes and feel so much pain, but I see them growing stronger and stronger each day. Daddy may no longer be in their lives, but they have a Father in heaven who loves them unconditionally. My daughter remembers the ambulance incident as if it was yesterday, so much she told the authorities she fears her mummy will be killed by her aunt Gertrude and her Gran Nana Musuka. One day I was cooking in my kitchen and my daughter asked me, “Mummy if God really loves us as you say, why did He allow this situation to happen to us,” For the first time, I couldn’t answer my daughter. After deep thought I told my daughter that bad things happen to people, we can never stop them, but its how we pick ourselves up and continue to trust in God, and in the end God will perfect everything that concerns us.

Its Sunday the 15^th of December today, Agape For All Nations Ministries International  wants me to take down content of my blog today by 4:00 pm. But I am not going to. In fact this is the day I choose to bare it all. If I am taken to court, let it be for nothing but the truth. I am tired of protecting something I really shouldn't. I did nothing wrong and will not be ashamed. I will tell the world today that Archbishop Dr Walter Masocha sexually molested me on a number of times in his office in his Cosyneuk mansion during what he called “surgeries”. I felt his manhood against my body during his hugs in which he would passionately caress me, he touched my breast and my bottom during prayer, and he went as far as to touch my  private parts during prayer, when I complained of stomach pains. He often kissed me passionately on my neck and around my face.

The first time it happened I went home and told my husband as I felt so confused in my heart. This was a man whom I saw as Daddy and was a father figure to me, but when I was alone with him in his office, he used to do things to me that left me confused and violated. I truly believed he was an anointed man of God. Which left me even more confused and puzzled, and I felt guilty for even suspecting the man f God for inappropriate sexual conduct.

 

“He touched me Shingi, he did....” I confided in my husband in April 2012 the first time it happened.

“He’s a man of God Jean. He is holy and he is anointed to do what he does...” My husband would tell me.

I told my husband again the second time, again he told me that Dr Masocha was doing nothing wrong, he was only operating in the office God had called him, and because God had called him, he was allowed to do what he was doing. Half the time I had to confess to God and repent for suspecting that the man of God was doing something wrong to me. I didn’t want to touch the anointed of God. I was scared something bad would happen to me. But deep down in my heart it always felt wrong. If anything it messed up my mind, I thought there was something seriously wrong with me, worse more because the only person I ever confided in (Shingai Musuka) told me that I was not being sexually abused.

A few weeks before the ambulance incident, I remember reading a story in the book of Judges, (Judges 19) about a concubine woman who was thrown outside by her own husband, ‘a Levite’ for other men to ruthlessly rape and abuse her because he was a coward. The poor woman had fled her cruel and abusive husband, but the husband followed her and convinced her father to give him his wife back. That was the woman’s fate, and a few days later she died after being thrown out by her own husband to be raped by other men. I remember reading the story and being so disturbed for the first time I asked God why He included such a disturbing story in the canon of scripture. So horrified was I that I sent a text to Dr Masocha asking him to explain the story to me and why God allowed it in the bible. Of course Dr Masocha ignored me.

Little did I know God in His sovereignty was going to allow me to walk the walk of the concubine. A few weeks later my own husband was to stand by and watch me being ruthlessly abused by an entire empire. Actually I had started to walk the walk of the concubine way before, when my husband would allow men like Envoy Muchengeti Hove to restrain me and force me to the floor casting out so called demons out of me. My husband started spreading rumours about me in the Church. If anything the “mental health” accusations started by my very own husband, who would tell the whole church that I was insane.  As if that wasn’t enough, he failed to protect me when his mother and sister Getrude Musuka called the ambulance on me. He let them abuse me. He even let Juliuis Gayakaya, another man abuse me. I can conform today, that I have walked the walk of the poor concubine and her ruthless Levite husband. For that I will never ever go back to Shingai Musuka, lest I suffer the same fate of the concubine and die. I don’t want my dead body to be cut in 12 pieces and be an example to the whole world.

On Sunday 28 July 2013 I made the first official complaint to Hampshire Police that I was sexually abused by Dr Walterv Masocha during my two year membership in Agape. This was followed by gruesome video evidence and interviews with the Police for the weeks which followed. The police promising me that Dr Masocha was certainly going to be brought to book and his crimes where going to be heard before a court of Law. The English Police were ready to arrest him, as the evidence I had given was enough to warrant his arrest and have him charged with sexual assault. However, because the sexual crimes happened in Scotland, the files were then transferred to Scotland, and Falkirk Police took over the case. Suddenly everything changed and I knew then that nothing was going to happen to Dr Masocha.

Falkirk Police told me that the English and Scotish law differ when it comes to prosecution. In Scottish Law my evidence was not enough to charge him, and the fact that not even one woman came to testify like what I did made it even harder for them to arrest him. Had another woman testified, Dr Masocha would be behind bars today. They also needed at least one witness, and no one was willing to testify for me, even Kuziva Wooldridge and Ruvimbo Siwela Matorera who witnessed Dr Masocha touching me inappropriately. On 08/8/ 2013  I even recorded a phone conversation in which Ruvimbo did admit that she saw Dr Masocha touching me. The conversation lasted 18 minutes and 20 seconds. Kuziva Wooldride also repeatedly expressed her concern over the way Dr Masoch used to touch me.

However the ultimate betrayal came from my ex husband Shingai Musuka. Beacuse he was the only person I ever confided in when the sexual abuse was happening, he was listed as the first witness to the case. Just a testimony from Shingai Musuka that I did report the abuse to him was enough to get Dr Masocha arrested. But what does my own husband do. He did not only deny what I told the police, he decided to take it a step further. This is the most painful thing I have ever been subjected to by someone who claimed to love me dearly, worse more the father of my children. Dear readers, Shingai Musuka wrote a letter, a long letter to Falkirk Police. This is the letter that changed the fate of Dr Walter Masocha. He wrote that I was a liar, an attention seeker, and worse. He wrote what a good and holy man Dr Walter Masocha was. Shingai wrote that I never did such a thing of confessing the abuse to him as my husband. With that, the case lost its witness. Why Shingai did this to me the mother of his children I can never understand. May the Lord God of heaven judge between me and him.

So on the 27^th November 2013 Falkirk Police called me.

“We are sorry Jean, Dr Masocha has been in custody, but we had to release him without charge because there was not enough evidence to charge him. It means for now the case is closed, but if anything comes up again, and the evidence is sufficient he will be arrested. Your husband did not testify, your evidence alone was just not sufficient.”

I cried. I cried tears of pain. Tears of betrayal. Tears of injustice. I didn’t understand. Why Lord? If there is any justice in this world, Dr Walter Masocha should be behind bars for sexually abusing me and destroying my life. But God spoke to me that day, and He said something like, “Vengeance is mine, I will repay”. I then trusted God, and I was content with what He had allowed. All things works together for good for those who love God.

The next day after the police phone call, I signed my first book publishing contract. For me my book is the next chapter in my life. I want to make it as an author, and I know that one day, somewhere somehow, I will see justice and Dr Masocha will certainly pay for what he did to me. So its the 15^Th of December today, and my blog is certainly not going down. Have a blessed Sunday everyone.

This picture was taken by Envoy Gertrude Musuka in May 2012 at a Liverpool Church outing. Behind that smile I was hiding pain that I never thought would tell the world one day.

 

JULIUS GAYAKAYA'S LETTER OF LIES TO AGAPE LEADERSHIP

On Wednesday, 27 November 2013, 12:52, Julius Gayakaya <kuleguyfox@gmail.com> wrote:

 

Greetings in the name of Jesus Christ our Saviour. I hope you are fine. Can I point out few things to clear the mist.

The writer of this long document has missed facts, either he is ill advised, ignorant or have some hidden motives and agenda. I am very surprised that one can jump into conclusion and parade the leadership of Agape as a group of abusers who are hiding evil deeds in the church before searching how all these allegations mushroomed. May I stand up and state categorically that the notion of bundling myself and my family as wrong-doers or abusers of Jean is just utterance with no basis. If one would visit this area (liverpool, Southport,Wigan, Preston) and ask anyone in the community about Jean's life, one would get a same answer from people who have nothing to do with Agape as well as from the Agape saints.

 

For your information the incident which triggered Jean to start slandering people happened in my absence. On the day in question when an ambulance was called by the Musuka family after Jean had stood in front of the church and started speaking vulgar words directed at her mother-in-law, I was not there.When her mother-in-law and and her sister-in-law Patience walked out of the church she followed them outside telling them to stay and listen to her testimony, I am told she was asking them if they have ever slept with Shingi? This led to her mother-in-law to call an ambulance for her.

Jean's blog is littered with my name simply because my crime is to be a saint in Agape.

 

 After the church incident, Jean went home and questioned her husband why he could not stop his mother from calling an ambulance after her outburst in church. This led to Jean reporting her husband to Lancashire police station. When her husband visited the police station to seek help with Jean, he was informed that  Jean had reported that she had been assaulted by him leading to his detention for 8 hours. He was later released because they have a long record of Jean's numerous incidents. Where do I come in here to be labelled an abuser.  Jean decided to move to her brother in Southampton pulling her 3 children out of school after Shingi had sought refuge at his parents' house for 2 days. 

 

The issue boils down when she request her husband to leave his parents and their matrimonial house and move to Southampton to stay with her away from the Musuka family. When the husband turns down the move he automatically became a monster in Jeans eyes. As you can pick from her blog she worked hard to persuade the Archbishop to demote her mother-in-law Steward Fabbie Musuka and Envoy Getrude Mburayi because her mother had called the ambulance for Jean. The leadership in area 7 could not support her that she was wronged by her in-laws by calling an ambulance to take her to the hospital because we have tried for the past 5 years for her to seek medical help to no avail. Each time Jean stood up to give a testimony the Church could flinge in antitipation of  vulgar sexual talk.

 

She writes in her blog that she was chased by Agape people from her house. Are all the families around here evil simply because we supported a family that is going through hardships by praying with Shingi. Surprising enough after 2 month in Southampton Jean pulled her children out of school again to bring them back because Southampton Social Services had requested that she take off her childrens' photos from her blog which were paraded to the world.

Where does all the people who are labelled abusers get involved especially those from around Liverpool, Southport and Wigan. We have suffered a lot of character assassination,slander, emotional and psychological torture as we tried to accommodate Jean as one of us in the hope she will come to herself. Those who are quick to swallow Jean's story without getting the other side are just meddling in uncouthed cooperation with a person bend on vindictive malicious slander.What happenned in the surgery have nothing to do with Gayakaya and the families who are subjected to this mudsling.

May I bring to your attention that Jean's church outburst was not the first incident of her flipping behaviour.There are events before she came to join Agape which were brought to my attention as the Chairperson of the Sefton and NorthWest Zimbabwean and Friends of Zimbabwe Community.

 

 

As calm as I always be, I find the email disturbing, patronising and hope to highlight to you and the writer that it is worth and wise to find the facts before wadding in and stepping on the bruised toes of the victim in the name of being the wise mediator. I have nothing to DEFEND the Apostle because in my eyes he is innocent until proved guilty by the law. Maybe you have issues you know, about the Apostle but I am as ignorant as the word, hence I am looking at the events which led to the writing of her blog.We have a number of Police log numbers against Jean after she contacted our work places for us to be dimissed. What will she benefit if 7 families all lose their jobs. The employers contacted suspended and re-instated their employees after suffering constant email and calls from Jean. They later realised that something was amiss about her.

 

With that in mind I believe I have highlighted events leading to the blog and I am not as evil as I am potrayed in the blog neither is my fellow victim of the malicious writing. I will remain in prayer hoping you will join in so that the blowing wind will come to pass with our lips not full of garbage, hence I will shut my mouth again.

I am not hurt because I am up above this child play and belittling talk. Nobody will take away what I achieved through hard work and perseverance. Nobody will become big because they have belittled me. Nobody will become Holy because they have labelled me unrighteous. Nobody will become educated by calling me unlearned. You cannot become rich by labelling me poor.

 

Lets get the facts first and help the saints.

 

God bless you

 

 

Dr Gayakaya

 

To: Ian McHardy <drmchardy@gmail.com>; AGAPE OFFICE
< agapeoffice1@gmail.com>; COMMISSIONER FRANCIS ATURIA
< francis_aturia@hotmail.com>; Chiedza Zunguzah <czunguzah@yahoo.co.uk>; DANNY CHIBANDA
< dchibanda@yahoo.com>; Agape Brighton Sanelisiwe Tshuma
< sanebetterm@yahoo.co.uk>; Agape Secretary
< secretary@agapeforallnations.com>; Agape Doncaster Victor Kwaramba
< vkwaramba@yahoo.co.uk>; MUCHENGETI HOVE <muchengeti.hove@gmail.com>;
D/Tambourines COORD Winnie Mawarire <winniemawarire@yahoo.com>; Mary
Chikukwa <mgchikukwa7@yahoo.co.uk>; GIFT GUVEYA
<gift.guveya@btinternet.com>; f.saru <f.saru@yahoo.com>; eguveya
< eguveya@yahoo.com>; cchikowore <cchikowore@aol.com>; calisto
nixon-misi <cnm777@hotmail.co.uk>; theressachikwezvero
<theressachikwezvero@yahoo.co.uk>; envoymuchie <envoymuchie@gmail.com>;
charlesmadanhi <charlesmadanhi@yahoo.co.uk>; mandizvidzalet
< mandizvidzalet@yahoo.com>; kgwangwawa <kgwangwawa@yahoo.co.uk>;
Caroline Phansi <c.c.l.phansi@hotmail.co.uk>; hzunguza
< hzunguza@yahoo.co.uk>; oxyanni <oxyanni@yahoo.co.uk>; acadu
< acadu@yahoo.com>; nkosi phansi <nkokabongi@yahoo.co.uk>; ychibanda
< ychibanda@gmail.com>; Agape Leeds Young Chokuda
< ychokuda@hotmail.com>; Envoy Vusumuzi Siziba <vsizibas@yahoo.co.uk>;
Envoy Tichie Nyenya <tichnyenya@yahoo.co.uk>; Envoy Taka Dekeza
< takadek@yahoo.co.uk>; SIMBA CHAPISA <snchapisa@gmail.com>; Envoy
Ntokozo Mhlaba <ntokozomhlaba@btinternet.com>; nyana2008
< nyana2008@hotmail.co.uk>; shepherd1yafele
< shepherd1yafele@yahoo.co.uk>; lyn-hazvi <lyn-hazvi@hotmail.co.uk>;
godfreyncube35 <godfreyncube35@yahoo.co.uk>; cmadondo
< cmadondo@bakesolicitors.co.uk>
 

 

MY RESPONSE TO JULIUS GAYAKAYA

Dear Julius Gayakaya

 

Firstly you are not a Doctor mate, okay. Can you just do us all a favour and stop addressing yourself as doctor. You are a learning disability nurse. You have serious issues and you need to get over yourself. You are a pathetic liar dude. You are a 52 year old man, old enough to be my father, can you please start acting your age old man.

 

Listen dear old man Julius, I do not know you, okay. If you noticed during my two years in Agape I never used to talk to you at all, my ex husband had warned me several times about you. You are not my type of person, you dirty old man. How my ex husband told me a number of times that you are a power hungry person who will do anything to be recognised as a somebody. I never thought you would go this far Julius.

 

Its funny how you seem to know a lot about me, you old man.  You are a lying manipulative individual its unbelievable, as I said you are old enough to be my father you 52 year old man Julius.

 

For your own information I never speak vulgar language, its not in my nature or genes, I was never raised like that. I was raised by my parents better than that.  I have the DVD for Sunday 14th July and I never gave such testimony you claim. What a liar you are. You called my family on the 17th of July and asked them to take me for a mental health assessment. You are pathetic dude, get a life. All these lies Shingai Musuka telling you, anyone believing such garbage is insane. I have never been arrested by the police all my life. I have never been diagnosed of a mental health illness. You are a serial liar, its unbelievable.

 

Let me tell you this Julius, my God is a God of justice. I serve a Mighty God, the Lord of hosts, whom vengeance belongs. Watch my God unleash His wrath upon Agape For All Nations Ministries International. Look how God is favouring me. You all labelled me insane, but funny that insane girl has caused so much confusion in your kingdom of darkeness. You don't even trust each other because emails are being leaked to me everyday, that's why dumb Alois Zunguza paid someone to hack into my emails. Can you not see that God is on my side? The more you try to destroy me and hurt me, the more my God will fight for me. You have caused enough pain in my life its now time for me to take a breather, please leave me alone Julius Gayakaya the Leaning Disability Nurse.

 

 

I may not have a big audible voice, I may be but a tiny drop in the ocean, but even a tiny drop can sparkle. I have a host of enemies surrounding me. I will not be afraid or intimidated by you Julius. Boldly I will continue to stare the beast in the eye. Like the little shepherd boy David who took down Goliath, I swear to hold this head of Goliath one day. I have had enough experience as a shepherdess for the 13 years I was with Shingai. On my own in the wilderness I faced and fought with lions, (Gertrude Musuka) and bears ( Patience Musuka). I have 13 years experience of fighting vicious wild creatures (my in-laws) as they tried to rip my precious sheep apart (my three beautiful children). I am a good shepherdess, I look after my sheep. How can I not take down this Goliath, an uncircumcised Philistine who is making a mockery of my God, (Agape and the leader Walter Masocha). Nay, as long as I am alive, I will continue to stare this beast in the eye.

 

For your own information Julius, please get your facts accurate, I moved to a women's refugee not my brothers house. Social Services actually love my blog and follow it lol, they commend my writing skills and tells me I am very brave for writing this blog. They also tell me I am very intelligent. They think you Agape guys are a bunch of bullies. You make me laugh dude. You are hilarious. I came back to my matrimonial home because I was advised to do so by my mentor Muzvare Betty Makoni who is working tirelessly behind the scenes to make sure justice is served. So please get your facts right before you write lol.

 

Hope you did have a good weekend in Scotland at the Board Meeting with the Archbishop, Most Reverend, High Commissioner, Apostle, Dr Walter Masocha.

Yours sincerely

 

Jean

 

PS: Shingai Musuka, Julius's letter to Agape Leadership has you written all over it. I cant believe you continue to betray me like this Shingi. I bore you 3 beautiful children. I am the mother of your children. How can you let me be abused by Julius Gayakaya? How can you tell him lies about me so he can tell the whole of Agape? I forgave you Shingai, vengeance belongs to God, He will plead my cause.

 

Below is a picture of Julius and Yvonne Gayakaya on his 50th birthday wearing Agape Tshirts.



 

 

Julius and wife, Attache Joy Maxwebo and the husband she snatched from another woman, and the Attache who recently divorced his wife of over 25 years.

 

A repost of Patience Musuka and brothers Shingai and Shepherd Musuka at a special family outing I was not invited last summer.

 

 

 

Oh just to prove since leaving Agape I can now afford to get my hair done.