DISCLAIMER

DISCLAIMER. I would like to thank the newspapers that have covered the Walter Masocha story as they have helped raise awareness of abuse happening in some churches which has been going unreported. However, I have not given any national newspapers the right to waiver my anonymity as a victim of Walter Masocha. This is a personal blog and its within my legal rights to express myself here. According to the law my identity is protected in the media. At this stage, I do not wish to be named in any Scottish or English National Papers. Any newspapers that will name me/ or have already done so have done this without my permission or consent. Any newspapers which have published my picture have done so without my consent. I do not wish to have my pictures published in any Scottish or English newspapers. I ask the media , which I greatly respect for their support in this case in covering the story to respect my right to anonymity as a victim and not name me in any newspapers unless I sign a consent form and agree to do so. I am not ready to be named and I want to use the protection I am granted by law at this time. Thank you.
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Friday, 29 November 2013

Agape Leader Alois Zunguza hacks into my email....

Dear Readers
In the last hour it has come to my attention that Attache Alois Zunguza, son of Commissioner/Bishop Hedwick Zunguza and sister of Board Member Chiedza Zunguza has just paid someone to hack into my account. I am disgusted by Agape. You have gone a step too far in trying to stop this blog. In the last week I have moderated comments tempered with and deleted, I noticed my accounts were being hacked last week. I finally got the confirmation today that it was Alois Zunguza who is behind hacking my account.

Alois Zunguza has tried everything to shut me up, he called Muzvare Betty Makoni in October asking her to get Nehanda Radio to remove my story as he claimed I was mentally unwell. Then when his plea to Muzvare Betty Makoni was unsuccessful , he got his wife to send me a threatening text on the 9th of October 2013, at 21:20 hrs. Her text read

If I were you I would STOP IMMEDIATELY. The word of God says touch not my anointed ones. You are only cursing yourself. His God will fight for him.

Now Alois seeing that his wife was unsuccessful, he then went on to hire someone to hack my account and to shut down my blog. Alois can you leave me alone. I have reported you to the police for hacking my account. Don't you dare open my emails or go through my account. Here is proof of your emails about hacking into my account.


RE: Hacked By Breeze

alois zunguzah
alois2sean@hotmail.com

 
 
Hi buddy,

Thank you for the good news. I`m glad to hear you have managed to hack it. Could you please send me the proof of her inbox, contact and  anything that will help me see this.  I will make the rest of the payment once I`ve managed to log in to the account. You have to trust me on this one. I trusted you first, sending you payment. You will not be sorry. Trsut me.

Once again thank you

Alois

> To: alois2sean@hotmail.com
> Subject: Hacked By Breeze
> From: Jeangasho@gmail.com
> Date: Fri, 29 Nov 2013 13:57:08 +0100>
> Hi Just to update you this Gmail is hacked and I got you original password.
>
> Please let me know when you making rest of the payment.
>
> Thank you Breeze




Attache Alois Zunguza second left with the camera around his neck. My ex husband Shingai Musuka is kneeling below Alois. 


Again Attache Alois squeezes in to feature next to the Prophet and the girls...

Oh I just thought would add this one, the Archbishop of Agape in the USA with his bodyguard and his wife behind as he does the famous walk on peoples jackets. 
 
 
 

Tuesday, 26 November 2013

Agape needs to offer an apology not penalty for Abuse Scandal...says some leaders

 

Emergency board meeting on the 30th of November in Scotland to address crisis

 
When it comes to idol worship, most people think of carved images and people bowing down to them.  Yes that idolatry alright, but I believe it goes deeper than that. In a Church called Agape, “Daddy” has written three booklets called, Vision Dynamics, I Believe and Threshing Floor. The booklets/pamphlets cost £10 each even though they cost about 50 pence to print. Every true Agape child has to have one, says the Prophet in a threatening manner. The books have pictures of Dr Masocha's face on the covers. Dr Masocha often talks about how the pictures of his face on the booklets have power to heal, bring breakthroughs etc. He says in his own words, “MY CHILDREN IN AFRICA KEEP GOING BECAUSE OF MY PICTURES ON THIS BOOKLETS”. He claims that by just looking at his photographs, church members in Africa are given strength. But then it even goes further than that, a single mother  named Ruth from Stirling is responsible for selling portraits of Dr Masocha in his Archbishop attire. At every conference Ruth goes to the pulpit and starts to yell and cry ordering church members to buy the “anointed” portraits. She tells the members that the portraits will bring breakthroughs into one’s life by just hanging it in the living room.  I am ashamed to say I used to have a picture of Dr Masocha in my living room. It so happened one day I was on the phone distressed and crying to the Archbishop (which happened a lot by the way as my life was a misery)  and he told me to take his picture and start kissing it. He told me to kiss his face on the photograph and he said if I did that the God of Agape would give me peace. He told me each time I felt lonely or upset I had to kiss his face. I feel sick that I was reduced to kissing Dr Masocha’s photograph thinking I was worshiping God.
He also gave me his shirt and I used to sleep in. I used to sleep with his used sweaty towels on my pillow. I used to bath using one of his towels. Even my former husband Shingai Musuka sleeps with a sweaty towel on his pillow as I write this, he also keeps one in his car and walks with one bulging in his pocket when he goes to work. Its so sad what grown men are reduced to.
When he makes a grand entrance with his entourage (young women with flags wearing mini skirts and holding umbrellas)  and his security guards everyone stops what they are doing. A song “Father send your servant Walter” is sung, as women flock to the front spreading their jackets for Dr Masocha to walk on. Each church service a “host” is appointed to sit next to the Prophet and carry his bible to the pulpit. The host even has to pass him a glass of water, the Prophet or his wife cant even pour water for themselves!  It is also the job of the host to constantly wipe the sweat of the Prophet. He has serious health issues which he calls “anointing”. But as if wiping his sweat is not bad enough, people are commanded to eat his saliva from left over tea and other fluids.  If this is not idol worship in the 21st Century, I don’t know what is. Even his step daughter Sharon Masocha once expressed her disgust when in the middle of singing praises to God, the singer had to stop because the Prophet had walked in, instead of continued in worship of God, people started singing Father Send Walter. Sharon Masocha, the Prophet’s step daughter called the incident “very disturbing”.
Anyway here is me rumbling on about idolatry, I'm no theologian okay, so let me talk about something else, yesterday another email  was leaked to me from one of the Board Members in the United  Kingdom. Some leaders of Agape are now calling for a public apology from the Church,  the email went like this:


 AFANMI needs to offer an apology and Not Penalty for Abuse Scandal.

The Church is faced with sexual abuse scandals that have spread across the UK, USA and Zimbabwe. It’s about time that an apology is made directly to victims and their families, expressing “shame and remorse” for what we may call “sinful and criminal” acts committed by our leadership.

These families have suffered grievously, and we must be truly sorry.                    Their trust in the Ministry has been betrayed and their dignity has been violated. I hesitate to admit that they have been grave errors of judgment and failures on our part.

On the surface, it appears that the Board does not require that leaders be disciplined, nor is it making an attempt to clarify what critics see as contradictory rules that they fear, and allow abuse to continue unpunished.

Blog reports are projecting systemic abuse, and others are indicating that the church and its leadership, including myself are in a systematic collusion in covering up the same.

Let it be known that I am taking great exception to my name, my wife and that of my family being drawn into these scandals, and I will be taking stern measures and legal counsel to protect the same.

Am also aware that these cases expose and show the difficulties facing some of us, for though we may feel that the problem has already been decisively addressed by some sources within Agape, it is also appearing to be intensifying, with new allegations of other forms surfacing.

This crisis has damaged the reputation of the leadership, and Agape’s central vision of unconditional love, finding the lost, fortifying the church and fighting the enemy within the body of Christ.

Jean’s blog was anticipated, coming after weeks of damaging reports in the media bringing the scandal close not only to the entire leadership, but also to the Apostle himself.

A matter that has been exposed is the case involving Brother Maxwell Nyakutya which was raised, with bloggers expressing their dismay that the BM who was found guilty of sexual abuse, should never have been allowed to work with vulnerable persons and children.

Though we are aware that the blog remains tightly focused on the goings-on in the UK—to the dismay of many victims’ families around the world —   please note that, the crisis has widened to include the entire Agape family.

Leaders, let us not be deceitful expecting that our stance will sanitize lies, because we know and have been aware that this has been a systemic problem for several years, and let’s not been seen to be protecting the ministry or anyone for that matter, at the expense of the very people we are shepherding.                                                                                                                         

The greatest contribution the Church could have made at the first instance was to stop the abuse of victims, address the entire leadership, the church, sadly of which has not been done.

For saints, observers and critics alike, this incident is offering a critical test of whether we can stem a crisis that has shaken the credibility, and authority of the Archbishop, leadership, and the Church Agape.

With or without our cooperation with civil justice authorities, e.g. Betty Makoni, media and the like, the abuse scandals have put to the test an Agape culture of protecting its own even in the face of crimes against civil and Biblical law.

People are hoping for concrete measures after the reports criticizing our norms for dealing with the abuse. Agape still has to offer a prescription for how to renew their faith. I urge all leaders to go on a spiritual retreat and suggest that we set aside all other activities, and find time to lead the saints to pray for “healing and renewal.”

As a fault of our own making, we are guilty through “perjury by omission” (allowed our-selves to be forbidden to ask important questions), cultivating a strong tendency of approaching such matters as these, as problems of faith, not truly Agaped, lies, demonic attacks, and so on when this is clearly a problem of leadership, management, abuse and a lack of accountability.

Let us also take heed to the fact that the “most glaring” omission in our ‘wait and see’ stance is also our failure to acknowledge our own culpabilities by pointedly not including ourselves in the criticism of the entire church leadership.

 We have to be moved and be direct to the pain of victims. As in this instance, we must be aware that many victims who find that, when they have been courageous enough to speak of what happened to them, no one would listen, and I know some of us will find it difficult to face the saints, even enter the doors of our own satellites and any other church after all that has occurred.

We need to be bold enough to ask those implicated in acts of abuse to submit themselves to the demands of justice, but not despair of GOD’s mercy.

Beyond all these revelations and according to these damning reports, we have been found wanting and that the church did not routinely act upon allegations, committed, and reported cases of abuse.

As reports continue to spread, many questions have been raised about the line between Agape secrecy and civil judicial process.

Our problem has been deepened by ignorance and/or confusion over the interpretation of our unclear, unpublicized church constitution, reiterating a strict requirement for secrecy in handling such cases. Many directives give the authority for handling such cases to a non-existent body within the ministry; with the Apostle being prefect of the same since 2007 to date.

I also see an inherent contradiction between the directive and the Apostle telling leadership to cooperate with ‘them-selves’. The powers that may be say that its discreet/secrecy norms help protect the victims.

I feel that it to be a well-intentioned, but misguided tendency to avoid penal approaches to violations of the law.

The higher leadership attributes that problem in part to a misplaced concern for the reputation of the church and the avoidance of further scandal. And it is said that local leadership should continue to cooperate with the saints in their area of competence.

All these approaches will not, cannot, and will never sanitize lies.

Brethren, let us take a relatively rare step of ordering a special pastoral delegation to investigate these matters. For those who have been forced to sign secrecy oaths, please reconsider, or recluse your-selves from the ministry. 

AFANMI is GOD’s church and as such, he and he alone is to be feared, not man. Let us pray that my proposal letter will be the beginning of a great season of rebirth and hope in AFANMI.
Name and Location of writer withheld.


In response to the above email, Agape has called for an emergency  Board Meeting on the 30th of November 2013 for Envoys and Board Members. Envoy Muchie Hove the liar has sent this email to all leaders:


Dear Envoys & Evangelists,

Greetings to u all in the name of our Lord & Saviour Jesus Christ. Trust this message finds u well.

Please be advised that there is going to be an Envoys board meeting with the Archbishop on the 30th Nov 2013 - Scotland. Venue and time to be confirmed.

For apologies please contact Envoy Muchie by text.

Regards,
Envoy Muchie.
 
 This picture depicts the idol worship in Agape, this is how the Prophet is welcomed into the Church, The Flags, The Grand march, the Ark of Covenant model, all this is for the Prophet. NOTICE THE JACKETS ON THE FLOOR FOR THE PROPHET TO WALK ON...

Monday, 4 November 2013

SO AGAPE TAKES DOWN THEIR BLOG ABOUT ME....

I don't know what to think, I don't know what to say, but I am thankful to God that He indeed faught this battle for me and He continues to. The battle of my reputation that is. I took a big risk, I mean a huge risk. I remember the day I took the story to the media, I sat in my room at a women's refuge. I had fled my home, my marriage had broken down, the wounds from the abuse by Dr Masocha were still raw, I would just sit alone and cry until my voice was gone, I had no husband to stand by me, I mean he doesn't even believe I'm telling the truth that I was abused. I remember thinking; I have nothing to lose here, my life has been completely destroyed by Agape, my own husband is on their side, I might as well tell the whole world what Dr Masocha did to me. I believe if my husband had stood by me as he had always done since I knew him, I don't think I would have ever reported the abuse, let alone tell the world. i would have just had my husband's shoulder to cry on, and maybe that would have been enough. But then as I sat on my little bed in a refuge, drafting my first blog post, wiping my tears, I took my pen and paper, and began to write. You see when I was a young girl, if someone hurt me or upset me, I was never the child to tell anyone. But somewhere along the years of my childhood, I discovered the pen and paper where the only two things I could ever use to express myself. I would only write when I felt sad or when I felt there was no one to talk to, and each time I wrote things down I felt a lot better. But here I was, no longer a little girl, with a real situation more than just being picked at in the school ground. I was living in a refugee, I had lost everything I had ever worked for, I had been humiliated by the people closest to me, and I knew there was no going back for me, but doing what I have always known best, writing it all down, but this time it was for the whole world to read. 
But then I knew there was going to be a backlash and it was going to come in full force. I knew Agape would retaliate. I thought of my reputation, how it was going to be completely destroyed by Agape. I won't lie and say I wasn't terrified, of course I was. But something told me I had to be strong, and it was so worth it having my reputation tarnished. I knew all my faults alright, I had so many regrets and I knew one person who knew a lot about me, Ruvimbo from Wigan Satellite. I knew how dangerous this girl was, God had revealed it to me in August 2013 soon after I fled the church. In August Ruvimbo was still my best friend, (well so I thought). She would phone me daily, even cry on the phone for me, and if there is any friend I ever trusted in my whole life, it was her. The police had warned me not to trust her, my family had warned me not to trust her, but she was too much of my "bestest friend", I just could bring myself to doubt her.
In Augast 2013, still bleeding profusely from the wounds inflicted on me by Dr Masocha, a friend advised me to post my story as an anonymous on a Facebook closed women's group. I joined the group on 7 August 2013, a few hours later the story had gone viral on Facebook, and I had not even mentioned the Ambulance incident as I was still ashamed to talk about it. Then Agape children started posting and cursing me calling me all sorts of names, and one poster decided to post as anonymous. Her comment read,
please send as anonymous in response to the story about archbishop Walter agape church hidey takubata kuti ndiwe ani. Hidey handiwe waiita kutsvaga attention from  the apostle uchiita kuvachemera. Hidey wakarohwa kupi rinhi? if iot is true how come these people are not prosecuted? Hidey you need deliverance sit down and think properly what exactly people did to you that you are posting such things. Hidey stop lying only the truth will set you free
Because of the nature of the seriousness of the story I had posted, some of the administrators of the closed Facebook group I had posted concerned about me then informed me who it was who had posted on my story, and it was my closest friend Ruvimbo Siwela Matorera, (who was still calling me telling she loved me and even cried at the abuse I had suffered). I remember crying in disbelief. I loved this girl so much. Worse more I had been receiving anonymous threats written in the same style and language she had used on Facebook. That same day on Facebook, she used multiple accounts to log in and attack me, until the administrators caught her and confronted her that she was using multiple accounts to attack me. She then used another Facebook account to befriend me and pretended to be on my side, but I caught her because she used the same language, then I confronted her and she immediately deleted the fake Facebook account. It was then I realised my friend was indeed my worst enemy, because she was the one person in this whole story apart from my husband, who was the closest person to me. Realising how dangerous she was and what she was capable of, I knew without a doubt that the worst damage would come from her, I would even have nightmares of her. I confronted her about the Facebook posts in which she admitted. I asked her on Whatsaap chat why she betrayed me in such a cruel manner and she said she didn't know why she did it.
So the day I wrote my blog, and closed my eyes and clicked "post". I knew this was it. I could see the battlefield I had entered, and I could see Ruvimbo's venom pouring out on me. I believe in my heart that she is one of the people who posted a lot on that HE IS STILL MY DAD BLOG, A RESPONSE TO JEAN. I can almost swear she created that Agape blog. She is good with things like that you see. I can totally understand if she had just chose not to be my friend anymore, but turning into the person who would inflict the most pain on me, I can never understand why this happened to me. When Agape created their blog to destroy me, I knelt down and prayed to God, and I made a promise to Him that I was not going to read their blog. Never. The only bit I read is what Nehanda Radio copied on their website and a few other online news websites who copied what they wrote. But I never read the Agape blog. I could never do it.  I knew there was a war I was fighting by just not reading it. I chose not to. You see, they wrote that blog for ME. It was a letter to me. They wanted me to read it, hurt me and kill me off spiritually. Remember this whole thing is about SPIRITUAL ABUSE. And that blog was the worst form of spiritual abuse Agape subjected me to. But then I was out of Agape, I was free. I had to make a choice not to be abused anymore, and that choice was choosing never ever to read their trash, I clicked return back to sender and never read a single blog post they wrote.
I also prayed that God would restore my reputation. I could feel the severity of their damage on my character. Whatever they tarnished, I prayed God would restore. I prayed people would see beyond the woman they were trying to portray me as, and God answered that prayer. When my friends called me and told me the Agape blog had been taken down, I could only thank God. I was so glad I never read it, and it came and went without archiving the purpose it had been sent for. No weapon formed against Jean shall prosper. I am grateful to God that he protected me from the darts of the wicked one. One thing Ruvimbo taught me in life was that your worst enemies in life will always come from your innermost circles. The people you never expect. Its scary when I think of it, but one thing I know is I have not lost my faith in humanity, nor my faith in God, despite everything that happened to me, especially the level of betrayal, I still believe there are genuine good people somewhere in this world. Agape may see me as this horrible insane woman, but God sees me as beautiful, washed and the apple of His eye. Oh boy, I just thank God the Agape blog is finally down.

Meanwhile Ruvimbo was ordained Deacon by Dr Masocha two weeks ago at Wigan Official Launch, along with the rest of the 4 congregants. My husband the 6th congregant was however not given a leadership position. The pictures of Wigan Official Launch are available on Agape For All Nations Ministries website where my husband is seen working on the camera despite telling Muzvare Betty Makoni he wants nothing to do with Agape.   
Below is a picture of me and my husband two years ago at friends dinner party just before hurricane Agape took over our lives.


Below is the picture of Patience Musuka taken on my camera on Christmas Day 2005. She is the last born of the Musuka family.  She was actually the first member of Agape in the family, introducing her mother and Gertrude Musuka to "Daddy". Gertrude then introduced my husband to Agape. My husband then took me to "Daddy". Patience refused to talk to me or look me in the eye and used to look aside each time she saw me,  as she's doing in the picture for the two years I was in Agape.