Former Envoy Cindy Martin speaks out about Agape Abuse

Agape Ambassadorial Structure crumbles down as second Envoy speaks out...

Once upon a time in 2012 October I found myself  at Gartmore in Scotland at an Agape Women's Conference after my ex husband had arranged for me to be driven there by Yvonne Gayakaya though I had no money to pay for the Conference. I found myself at the conference, crying like a lost little girl in the toilet  because I had no money on me, not even for food, yet I had been forced to attend Conference by my husband. I knew they wouldn't let me get into the conference. I texted my husband and told him I shouldn't have come without money, within a few minutes of texting my ex husband, lo and behold I received a call, it was Dr Masocha, "The Holy Spirit told me to call you, don't worry my baby girl, go to Cousyneuk with Sandra, you don't have to pay to hear the word of God", he reassured me. So the first night of the conference I slept in Sandra Masocha Chihuri's luxury bedroom, were she told me that she and Sharon Masocha were not going to pay the £100 charge for the conference. Sandra told me to stick with her the next day, and I would be okay. However on the entrance desk Sandra explained herself to Board Member Noriya Chokuda, saying she didn't have the money, I was standing next to her thinking she was going to speak for me as she had promised me, but alas,  I was suddenly abandoned at the desk by Sandra and Board Member Noriya  Chokuda looked at me with bulldog eyes, in fear I started stammering as I dint know what to say, the next minute I was being ripped into by Board Member Noriya  demanding the £100 or I was not entering the Conference. I  was reduced to tears as Sandra and Sharon looked on,walking past me entering the Conference.  I was told by Board Member Noriya I was not going to eat any food at the conference or go in the dining area because I had not paid, yet Sandra and Sharon Masocha were allowed to eat food without paying.

 

However an envoy by the name Cindy Martin took pity on me as she witnessed my ordeal at the desk, and she brought me food to eat when the leaders were saying I was not allowed to eat. That night Sandra was going for a night shift at Holliday Inn so I had nowhere to sleep. Envoy Cindy then sneaked me at night into the Envoy's Luxury Quarters. I was truly touched by her true Agape love, because she fed me when I was hungry, she gave have me a place to sleep when I was destitute at an Agape Women's Conference. When Board Member Noriya was chasing me away and denying me food, Envoy Cindy showed she was a true leader who did not tolerate any form of power abuse and she put the needs of a sheep first. I had never seen this kind of love in Agape.  Dear readers, below is an email addressed to all Envoys by former Envoy Cindy Martin before the Envoy Board Meeting on December 22 last year. Early this year  former Envoy Cindy Martin contacted me to let me know that she had resigned from her office as an envoy as she had been castigated and targeted by the rest of the envoys for seeking the truth over serious allegations that had been raised on this blog. The ex Envoy becomes the second person in the leadership and ambassadorial structure of Agape to come out openly in pursuit of justice  regarding the sexual, financial, physical and spiritual abuse happening in Agape. I will not say much on this post I will let Cindy's email do the talking. The word of God says, ^"Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues, Rev 18:4", I am truly humbled by former Envoy Cindy, as she has listened to the warning of the Lord and has chose to come out of Agape and not be defiled in the name of power and leadership. Below is the email from former Envoy Cindy.

 

 

 

Dear Envoys

 Revelations 6:9  And when he had opened the fifth seal, I saw under the altar the souls of them that were slain for the word of God, and for the testimony which they held:¹⁰ And they cried with a loud voice, saying, How long, O Lord, holy and true, dost thou not judge and avenge our blood on them that dwell on the earth?

Proverbs 17: ¹⁵ He that justifieth the wicked, and he that condemneth the just, even they both are abomination to the Lord.

 

My apologies if I come across as patronising or arrogant, that is not at all my intention. Its taken me a lot of courage, self searching and divine guidance to pen this.

I do not believe it’s a healthy situation when pastors start operating in anonymity fearing victimisation/persecution from fellow pastors within the house of God, in a church supposedly full of the love of God. Its high time we reconnected with our Lord and saviour and stand for the truth as ambassadors of Christ. We need to retreat and study the word of God and seek guidance and understanding from the Holy Spirit.

 

I was certainly affected by the allegations that the Glasgow meeting was a scam and the fact that our commissioner and envoy Muchie were supposedly conniving in the gents taking us for fools.Its very disheartening. I had certainly left Glasgow in a positive state of mind and optimistic that change was coming. However what came to light post Glasgow led me into my own retreat and reflection on the entire goings on and has led me to openly share my concerns.

 

Before anyone throws the ‘touch not my anointed’ cliché which religious leaders have grossly taken out of context and misled, manipulated, abused, intimidated and dominated many in the modern day body of Christ (I didn’t say in AGAPE) I will share my understanding of the scripture. Loyalty is a good thing if it is for the right purpose and for the truth. One, I can only assume, would not want to be loyal and find they have pledged their allegiance to something that is false. Let God’s word count on this one, so please let no one certainly use it as a threat against me, I am standing for the truth in the fear of the Lord.

The word ‘touch’ actually meant physical harm, not criticising/correcting/saying something about a spiritual/religious leader being publicly criticised or spoken against for ungodly activities/conduct. That’s exactly what David did to Saul, he said he would not harm Saul (physically) but he spoke publicly about/against him and his ungodly acts. Not only David but Samuel also ‘touched God’s anointed’ as he spoke out against the king’s disobedience (1 Sam 15:3-24) when anointed Saul lied and only told half the truth.

 

JUST SO WE ARE CLEAR, I AM NOT HOLDING ANY SWORD AND ATTACKING THE MAN OF GOD.

 

I love him just like the next person and have stood and sweated and defended the vision and visionary with passion but its high time we stood on the word of God on behalf of the flock that we have been encouraging in this stormy atmosphere. I have certainly laboured, sacrificed my holidays and left the church in Chinhoyi full up and growing. I encouraged and brought fellow saints and leaders who had fainted in the vision in Zimbabwe therefore I have a few of souls depending on me who are following

my lead so I want to make sure I am in the right path.

I will base my point on the teachings of the Apostle, he clearly stated ‘follow me as I follow Christ’ and also advised us to QUESTION him if he did or said anything contrary to the word of God..

Also on page 76-78 of ‘Threshing Floor D.I.Y Style’ the Apostle wrote

‘…now don’t get me wrong; I am not advocating silence over matters that need to be validly dealt with in the church…..’ p77 ‘A terrible thing that was actually said or done.True or untrue, it is still a whirlwind.’

 

I my humble opnion, such is  the set up of AFNAMI where the structure starts and ends with the Apostle who is unfortunately in the middle of this whirlwind. I feel we as the appointed shepherds need some clarity so we can be sure we are leading God’s people in the right path and certainly to support the Apostle as necessary.

 

I certainly do not believe its acceptable and advisable to have an envoys meeting two days into the conference. There is bound to be much threshing floor weeping and wailing and lots of talk about forgiveness and my guess is by the time we come to the meeting, everything will be dismissed under the guise of the threshing floor. The church is facing very serious allegations and its definitely time to act whether in or out of the T.F season. It appears as if its not feasible to meet prior to the conference, then maybe beloved envoys we need to start our conference from the meeting on Saturday. We seriously need to put our house in order prior to crossing over into 2014. Gone are the days of keeping schtum when we know things are not right. I do believe a meeting is of high importance prior to any national gathering and we need time for everyone to openly share their concerns. We have fasted and prayed and now its time to  treat this cancer from inside instead of temporary plaster treatment which has led us to where we are today as a church.

 

After the way we have toiled in this storm, and penning our concerns in Glasgow, are we to hear of changes if any at the conference? Do we not deserve the respect of another meeting to discuss the changes if any as spiritual leaders. We have only met as envoys board on two occasions this year ie January and in June. However when there was a crisis we rose up and kept going, and despite the short notice we turned up for the crisis meeting. How faithful is that despite the pain that most envoys have/are going though in our respective satellites with minimum or no support for some. Other envoys have suffered at the hands of bullying saints who claim to be close to the Apostle. Despite of all this we turned up. Do we not deserve a little more recognition at least. The steering board however enjoy monthly meetings. Could this be financially motivated? After all they are the ones who allegedly own most of these alleged hush hush companies and allegedly vote for these hefty salaries as per blog. We are shepherding God’s people surely we need a lot more support, supervision and guidance. This storm if anything has shown the importance of long forgotten, longsuffering skint envoys (kinda full time really all them calls at work and texts/emails to deal with, I rest my case) who most Sundays travel faithfully form satellite to satellite on empty fuel tanks mostly. Who get slated for enjoying envoys upkeep(surprised I can spell that) which most of us have never had and are apparently the most gossiped about individuals in surgeries,(I never made it a secret I read the blog) and the butt of most jokes when it comes to tithing. We have muddled through encouraging the flock even when we were at our lowest ebb. I thank God for the few envoys who have been teaming up with me in prayer and encouraging me daily, it can only be the grace of God that some of us are still standing.

 

I for one am also struggling with the threshing floor this season bearing in mind that a  lot of saints have been defamed and left ‘naked’ as collateral damage but not even a single apology has sufficed from the church. Not even a sympathetic phone call to the victims acknowledging the pain and turmoil that people are going through. A lot of innocent souls have left church some headed back into the world and we have continued as normal. I was really amazed when I found out there was a retreat for the tambourine ladies (most of them waiting ladies)with the Apostle without the Prophetess despite serious allegations of a sexual nature. The church is full of anointed leaders who could have taken over such commitments if need be.

I just found out this week via calls from a couple of worried mothers that the youth outwith the age of consent, hold surgeries with the Apostle and are sworn to secrecy. This if true is misguided confidentiality seeing as some of the allegations now are meant to involve these young persons. I am sure these parents may have been agreeable or even sent their young children to cosy/surgery on their own through ignorance, I don’t know (which is why we need an audience) but there is now a lot of suscipicions and discomfort within many households. A few mothers especially are in turmoil. If this is true, why would teenagers be taught to keep secrets from their parents? What happened to the Lord’s commandment (Exodus 20:12) to honour thy parents? These are some of the issues that need urgent attention if true, and considering the laws of this country this should have never happened. Is this not where we need to make changes and be allowed to be more active as envoys and let the structure of the church be in operation for once instead of all roads leading to the Apostle? Irrespective of who to blame, back to the teachings, I find this contradictory and conflicting to the teaching (Stirling 2 June 2013, honour thy father and mother) and is it a wonder most of our young people have become wild and disobedient to their parents and the commandments of God? This is serious stuff that we cannot afford to sweep under the carpet both as envoys and parents. Is it not high time we had an audience with the Apostle.

People’s jobs are at stake, marriages in quandary, families left torn apart and we are claiming to be on the threshing floor? The blog is still running and reputations still being tarnished and we just thresh and run with vision as normal? Our Lord Jesus had love and compassion, I am sure struggling to find it in this debris.

 

As envoys we have been standing and encouraging the church since the start of the storm which is showing no signs of calming down. We have all in some way taken part in the deterioration of the state of the church and our interactions with the Apostle. We departed from the word of God and forgot that He is a jealous God who shares His glory with no one. Certainly the heavens are speaking and we need to take heed if the church of God is to move forward.

Last but not least, unless I am wrongly in formed, there indeed was a an incident where some young people had sexual encounters at the conference. My understanding is one young girl slept throughout this ordeal but another girl who apparently narrowly missed being ‘raped’ (the mother’s words) watched these activities all night. As an envoy with a daughter who narrowly missed attending the conference, it took the blog to bring such serious issues to my attention. What is going on fellow envoys, we lock up TV channels to protect our children but they become exposed to such depravity at a church gathering? I understand from one of the mothers that the parents were not formally informed of this and no apologies were issued by the church to date. My question is are these young people going through counselling or was any offered? Was there ever any follow up? I am really struggling with the way things have been going in the church on the spiritual side while there is much shouting and screaming and record keeping and follow ups when it comes to the financial side. Once again is it any wonder that we are where we are today. Who is at work here? What kind of spirits have been/are operating in the church?

 

Yours in Christ

 

Cindy Martin

 

 

Agape needs to offer an apology not penalty for Abuse Scandal...says some leaders

 

Emergency board meeting on the 30th of November in Scotland to address crisis

 

When it comes to idol worship, most people think of carved images and people bowing down to them.  Yes that idolatry alright, but I believe it goes deeper than that. In a Church called Agape, “Daddy” has written three booklets called, Vision Dynamics, I Believe and Threshing Floor. The booklets/pamphlets cost £10 each even though they cost about 50 pence to print. Every true Agape child has to have one, says the Prophet in a threatening manner. The books have pictures of Dr Masocha's face on the covers. Dr Masocha often talks about how the pictures of his face on the booklets have power to heal, bring breakthroughs etc. He says in his own words, “MY CHILDREN IN AFRICA KEEP GOING BECAUSE OF MY PICTURES ON THIS BOOKLETS”. He claims that by just looking at his photographs, church members in Africa are given strength. But then it even goes further than that, a single mother  named Ruth from Stirling is responsible for selling portraits of Dr Masocha in his Archbishop attire. At every conference Ruth goes to the pulpit and starts to yell and cry ordering church members to buy the “anointed” portraits. She tells the members that the portraits will bring breakthroughs into one’s life by just hanging it in the living room.  I am ashamed to say I used to have a picture of Dr Masocha in my living room. It so happened one day I was on the phone distressed and crying to the Archbishop (which happened a lot by the way as my life was a misery)  and he told me to take his picture and start kissing it. He told me to kiss his face on the photograph and he said if I did that the God of Agape would give me peace. He told me each time I felt lonely or upset I had to kiss his face. I feel sick that I was reduced to kissing Dr Masocha’s photograph thinking I was worshiping God.

He also gave me his shirt and I used to sleep in. I used to sleep with his used sweaty towels on my pillow. I used to bath using one of his towels. Even my former husband Shingai Musuka sleeps with a sweaty towel on his pillow as I write this, he also keeps one in his car and walks with one bulging in his pocket when he goes to work. Its so sad what grown men are reduced to.

When he makes a grand entrance with his entourage (young women with flags wearing mini skirts and holding umbrellas)  and his security guards everyone stops what they are doing. A song “Father send your servant Walter” is sung, as women flock to the front spreading their jackets for Dr Masocha to walk on. Each church service a “host” is appointed to sit next to the Prophet and carry his bible to the pulpit. The host even has to pass him a glass of water, the Prophet or his wife cant even pour water for themselves!  It is also the job of the host to constantly wipe the sweat of the Prophet. He has serious health issues which he calls “anointing”. But as if wiping his sweat is not bad enough, people are commanded to eat his saliva from left over tea and other fluids.  If this is not idol worship in the 21^st Century, I don’t know what is. Even his step daughter Sharon Masocha once expressed her disgust when in the middle of singing praises to God, the singer had to stop because the Prophet had walked in, instead of continued in worship of God, people started singing Father Send Walter. Sharon Masocha, the Prophet’s step daughter called the incident “very disturbing”.

Anyway here is me rumbling on about idolatry, I'm no theologian okay, so let me talk about something else, yesterday another email  was leaked to me from one of the Board Members in the United  Kingdom. Some leaders of Agape are now calling for a public apology from the Church,  the email went like this:

 AFANMI needs to offer an apology and Not Penalty for Abuse Scandal.

The Church is faced with sexual abuse scandals that have spread across the UK, USA and Zimbabwe. It’s about time that an apology is made directly to victims and their families, expressing “shame and remorse” for what we may call “sinful and criminal” acts committed by our leadership.

These families have suffered grievously, and we must be truly sorry.                    Their trust in the Ministry has been betrayed and their dignity has been violated. I hesitate to admit that they have been grave errors of judgment and failures on our part.

On the surface, it appears that the Board does not require that leaders be disciplined, nor is it making an attempt to clarify what critics see as contradictory rules that they fear, and allow abuse to continue unpunished.

Blog reports are projecting systemic abuse, and others are indicating that the church and its leadership, including myself are in a systematic collusion in covering up the same.

Let it be known that I am taking great exception to my name, my wife and that of my family being drawn into these scandals, and I will be taking stern measures and legal counsel to protect the same.

Am also aware that these cases expose and show the difficulties facing some of us, for though we may feel that the problem has already been decisively addressed by some sources within Agape, it is also appearing to be intensifying, with new allegations of other forms surfacing.

This crisis has damaged the reputation of the leadership, and Agape’s central vision of unconditional love, finding the lost, fortifying the church and fighting the enemy within the body of Christ.

Jean’s blog was anticipated, coming after weeks of damaging reports in the media bringing the scandal close not only to the entire leadership, but also to the Apostle himself.

A matter that has been exposed is the case involving Brother Maxwell Nyakutya which was raised, with bloggers expressing their dismay that the BM who was found guilty of sexual abuse, should never have been allowed to work with vulnerable persons and children.

Though we are aware that the blog remains tightly focused on the goings-on in the UK—to the dismay of many victims’ families around the world —   please note that, the crisis has widened to include the entire Agape family.

Leaders, let us not be deceitful expecting that our stance will sanitize lies, because we know and have been aware that this has been a systemic problem for several years, and let’s not been seen to be protecting the ministry or anyone for that matter, at the expense of the very people we are shepherding.                                                                                                                         

The greatest contribution the Church could have made at the first instance was to stop the abuse of victims, address the entire leadership, the church, sadly of which has not been done.

For saints, observers and critics alike, this incident is offering a critical test of whether we can stem a crisis that has shaken the credibility, and authority of the Archbishop, leadership, and the Church Agape.

With or without our cooperation with civil justice authorities, e.g. Betty Makoni, media and the like, the abuse scandals have put to the test an Agape culture of protecting its own even in the face of crimes against civil and Biblical law.

People are hoping for concrete measures after the reports criticizing our norms for dealing with the abuse. Agape still has to offer a prescription for how to renew their faith. I urge all leaders to go on a spiritual retreat and suggest that we set aside all other activities, and find time to lead the saints to pray for “healing and renewal.”

As a fault of our own making, we are guilty through “perjury by omission” (allowed our-selves to be forbidden to ask important questions), cultivating a strong tendency of approaching such matters as these, as problems of faith, not truly Agaped, lies, demonic attacks, and so on when this is clearly a problem of leadership, management, abuse and a lack of accountability.

Let us also take heed to the fact that the “most glaring” omission in our ‘wait and see’ stance is also our failure to acknowledge our own culpabilities by pointedly not including ourselves in the criticism of the entire church leadership.

 We have to be moved and be direct to the pain of victims. As in this instance, we must be aware that many victims who find that, when they have been courageous enough to speak of what happened to them, no one would listen, and I know some of us will find it difficult to face the saints, even enter the doors of our own satellites and any other church after all that has occurred.

We need to be bold enough to ask those implicated in acts of abuse to submit themselves to the demands of justice, but not despair of GOD’s mercy.

Beyond all these revelations and according to these damning reports, we have been found wanting and that the church did not routinely act upon allegations, committed, and reported cases of abuse.

As reports continue to spread, many questions have been raised about the line between Agape secrecy and civil judicial process.

Our problem has been deepened by ignorance and/or confusion over the interpretation of our unclear, unpublicized church constitution, reiterating a strict requirement for secrecy in handling such cases. Many directives give the authority for handling such cases to a non-existent body within the ministry; with the Apostle being prefect of the same since 2007 to date.

I also see an inherent contradiction between the directive and the Apostle telling leadership to cooperate with ‘them-selves’. The powers that may be say that its discreet/secrecy norms help protect the victims.

I feel that it to be a well-intentioned, but misguided tendency to avoid penal approaches to violations of the law.

The higher leadership attributes that problem in part to a misplaced concern for the reputation of the church and the avoidance of further scandal. And it is said that local leadership should continue to cooperate with the saints in their area of competence.

All these approaches will not, cannot, and will never sanitize lies.

Brethren, let us take a relatively rare step of ordering a special pastoral delegation to investigate these matters. For those who have been forced to sign secrecy oaths, please reconsider, or recluse your-selves from the ministry. 

AFANMI is GOD’s church and as such, he and he alone is to be feared, not man. Let us pray that my proposal letter will be the beginning of a great season of rebirth and hope in AFANMI.

Name and Location of writer withheld.


In response to the above email, Agape has called for an emergency  Board Meeting on the 30th of November 2013 for Envoys and Board Members. Envoy Muchie Hove the liar has sent this email to all leaders:


Dear Envoys & Evangelists,

Greetings to u all in the name of our Lord & Saviour Jesus Christ. Trust this message finds u well.

Please be advised that there is going to be an Envoys board meeting with the Archbishop on the 30th Nov 2013 - Scotland. Venue and time to be confirmed.

For apologies please contact Envoy Muchie by text.

Regards,
Envoy Muchie.

 

 This picture depicts the idol worship in Agape, this is how the Prophet is welcomed into the Church, The Flags, The Grand march, the Ark of Covenant model, all this is for the Prophet. NOTICE THE JACKETS ON THE FLOOR FOR THE PROPHET TO WALK ON...

My Open Letter To The Mayor of Bournemouth...

Dear Councillor Dr Rodney Cooper

My name is Jean, and I am a 31 year old mother of three children. I originally come from Zimbabwe, but have resided in the United Kingdom for more than 13 years. You may not know who I am but I would like you to take 5 minutes from your busy schedule and hear my  cry. As I write this open letter to you, I am walking through the wilderness of this world, harsh realities have been thrown into my face that I have no control over, and I simply don’t know what to do.  Many a nights I have cried tears of anguish, to the point where my tears have run dry. As you may notice Dr Cooper, English is not my first language. But when I was a five year old child, in a certain town called Karoi in a country called Zimbabwe, I learnt to speak English, and to write a bit of  it as well. From that moment something happened to me, and English became the only language I could ever express myself in, especially on paper.  I was always a quiet person, I could never say much, especially how I felt inside.  I then came across books by a certain woman called Enid Blyton, she expressed herself in such simplicity, yet she had the power to captivate my imagination, and send me into another world I could only dream of. I then learnt that when one doesn’t have a big audible voice, they can still be heard, somehow somewhere, yes they can still be heard.

I have to say Dr Cooper you  may wonder why I resorted to blogging to be heard. Well I tried all the more appropriate channels but my voice was simply not loud enough. So in a moment of despair and anguish, as I sat on a tiny bed in a women’s refuge only a few miles away from your town Bournemouth,  I set to pen and paper, and thus began to write. As I walk through the wilderness of this world Mayor Cooper, I lighten at a certain place only, and the pen and paper happens to be my source of strength. I can only fight back with what I know and how I know best.

 

I chose to make this letter to you open to the public, because my story is already in the public domain, and I have nothing to hide but I am in pursuit of justice. I understand that you were invited by Agape For All Nations Ministries International Envoy Sarah Yafele of Bournemouth Satellite to attend a Church Service on Sunday 29 September 2013. I understand that as the Mayor of Bournemouth, you accepted the invitation and attended a Church Service on 29 September 2013 in Bournemouth in which you were a speaker. I just want to point out that on that day, I was in Winchester at women’s refuge, and being a Sunday it was tough. I remember the day so well, it’s so vivid in my mind still. Sundays were always the most difficult days for me, because I had no church to go to, and it was the day I thought about Agape the most, because I knew Dr Walter Masocha was somewhere carrying on as if nothing had happened, yet my life had been utterly destroyed without mercy by this Church.  Well I could just mention that the only positive thing that happened on Sunday the 29^th September 2013 was a phone call from Zimbabwean journalist Lance Guma, expressing his concerns and interest in my story, and for me that was somewhat comforting.

Mayor Dr Cooper, when I found out that you were recently a special guest at Agape For All Nations Ministries International, I was truly shocked and had a lot of confusing emotions within me.  You have had first hand experience with Agape, you now even know some of the leaders personally. As I continue to echo on my blog, (the only voice I have)  the leaders of Agape have subjected me to unimaginable pain and torture, including been violently assaulted by male leaders in the name of exorcism.  

Dr Rodney Cooper, I fully understand that as a Mayor of Bournemouth, it is within your duty to attend religious gatherings of the many different faiths in your borough.  In my limited knowledge, I understand you act in the best interest of the public. I also believe each religious organisation you choose to support and attend should be a reputable organisation that also acts in the best interest of the public. For that reason, I address this public letter to you, letting you know of the horrendous cruelty I suffered under your choice of religious organisation to support.

Agape For all Nations is a Church which openly claims the following false misleading mission statements

1.       To reach out through the love of God, and communicate the message of the Christian gospel and way of life to all people regardless of their age, racial, social, religious or sexual background.

2.       To bring real and demonstrable help and relief to such people suffering spiritual, emotional or, physical need (John 3:16-17; Romans 15:13). Finding the lost, equipping the found.

3.       To be a Church that brings families back together through God's love, and a Ministry that represents one big family in Christ Jesus.

4.       To be a Christian Ministry that breaks all known barriers such as race, colour, tribe or clan, creed, bigotry or prejudice (Ephesians 4:4-6; Galatians 3:26-27).

In my open letter to you Dr Rodney Cooper, I am going to focus only on the above 4 missions statements as I try to show you that this religious organisation you attended called AGAPE is the very opposite of what they claim to be.  Its a religious organisation that hurt people. It destroys peoples’ lives and it cruelly puts women under severe humiliation and degradation.

 

1.       Agape aims to reach out through the love of God, and communicate the message of the Christian gospel and way of life to all people regardless of their age, racial, social, religious or sexual background.

In my experience in this Church, I have been subjected to the extreme opposite of God’s love. The Church leaders are very cruel in nature and express hatred to its full capacity. In the branch I used to worship in, Wigan, the leaders are mostly mental health nurses by profession. Three Nurses in particular, Gertrude Musuka,  Yvonne Gayakaya and Julius Gayakaya cruelly bullied me and subjected me to public humiliation using their professions as registered nurses in the UK and their positions in the church as leaders. Their cruelty towards me was instigated and sanctioned by the Church founder Dr Walter Masocha. Most of the cruel treatment I received from Gertrude Musuka, Yvonne Gayakaya and Julius Gayakaya was based on the fact that they carried out a full mental health assessment in Church and concluded that I was insane. I am not mentally unstable, the authorities and medics have proved this. But that’s not even the point, even if I WAS mentally unstable, that does not mean I deserve to be bullied or suffer such cruel stigma. I believe that people with mental illness did not choose to be that way, and it sickens me to the stomach that a church can mistreat someone and justify it because they are “mentally unstable”. Worse when they are mental health nurses.

I also continue to suffer public humiliation as the church labels me a ‘lesbian freak’ on the internet. I am not a lesbian but that’s not the point either, what shocks me is that the Church in their mission statement claims they do not discriminate on basis of sexual background and they say they will love anyone, straight or gay, however I have received the worst treatment of prejudice and condemnation on the grounds that the church labels me a “lesbian”. They even justify the abuse they subjected me to because they say I am a lesbian.

2.       Agape aims to bring real and demonstrable help and relief to such people suffering spiritual, emotional or, physical need (John 3:16-17; Romans 15:13). Finding the lost, equipping the found.

When I fled the Church and my matrimonial home in July 2013, I received no relief emotionally, physically or spiritually from the church; in fact I became an outcast and destitute thus ended up homeless in a refuge with my 3 young children. All my needs were being met by the British Government and various Charity Organisations as Agape forsook me and my kids. So I can also confirm to you Dr Rod Cooper, that the above mission statement from Agape is false. Even the food and clothes my children were wearing was coming from the Children In Need Food Bank. For that reason I will always be grateful for people who donate food to the Children In Need, I never knew one day I would be on the receiving end after being abandoned by a Church and my husband who has a full time job.

3.       Agape aims to be a Church that brings families back together through God's love, and a Ministry that represents one big family in Christ Jesus.

This is one mission statement I believe Agape should remove from their Vision Dynamics books and Website. Agape has one of the highest divorce rates in church history and I believe it is one of the most controversial churches to date. The Church thrives on breaking families apart. My 10 year marriage was broken by Dr Walter Masocha. He did this by turning me and my husband against each other. He advised my husband to forsake me and our children and my husband has taken this advice seriously. He no longer provides for his children in any way. He’s taken the advice of Dr Masocha so serious he has written several times to the Social Services asking them to take my children away from me because he says I am an unfit mother. In his own words as a committed Agape member he says my children needs to be removed from me because I am a) Addicted to pornography b) Addicted to blogging on the internet c) I am an extremist and d)I crave attention. According to my “Christian” husband, these above 4 reasons are good enough to have my children put into care. I am not any of those things, but even if I was I don’t think they are crimes deserving of such harsh punishment of having my children put in foster care when I love them dearly and live for them.  If Agape had it their way, I would be locked up in a mental hospital somewhere, my three children will be in foster care without their mother, and Dr Masocha would find a more suitable bride for my husband. With that I can safely conclude that Agape does not bring families together, but instead it ruthlessly destroys the institution of marriage and family.

4.       To be a Christian Ministry that breaks all known barriers such as race, colour, tribe or clan, creed, bigotry or prejudice (Ephesians 4:4-6; Galatians 3:26-27).

Again I fail to understand why Agape claims the above mission statement as I have been discriminated from all angles especially as a woman. I also have two friends who were kicked out of the Church because they presented with mental health problems. I was often banned by my husband and Dr Masocha from befriending anyone with mental illness as I was told it was spiritually contagious. I have suffered extreme discrimination for things I am not even, i.e. porn addiction, mental illness and lesbianism. I am not any of these things Dr Cooper, but I don’t believe people who are should be made to suffer as a result.

With the above I close my letter. I hope somehow you will read it. I am just a mother in pursuit of justice; a woman used, betrayed and abandoned. I have been left damaged and destroyed by Agape. But as a fighter, I refused to be defeated. For all the other women who have suffered under Agape and are afraid to stand up and fight back, I started this blog. Most of the women who go to Agape are vulnerable adults. They are mostly Zimbabwean immigrants who have come to the UK for a better life but end up on the other side of Britain, the one no one speaks about. These women often feel trapped in the Immigration system and have nowhere to run to. Their only answer to freedom is to seek religious help, and that’s where Churches like Agape come in. Sadly contrary to the “miracles and breakthroughs” promised by people such as Dr Masocha, people will then find themselves worse off than  before they joined these Churches. Its a reality in the British Society today, and my prayer is that somehow one day there will be laws to regulate independent Churches and self styled prophets.  And with that Mayor Councillor Dr Rodney Cooper, I close my open letter to you. God bless you.

Sincerely

Jean

 

The Mayor of Bournemouth Dr Rodney Cooper speaking at an Agape Church Service on 29 September 2013. 

SO AGAPE TAKES DOWN THEIR BLOG ABOUT ME....

I don't know what to think, I don't know what to say, but I am thankful to God that He indeed faught this battle for me and He continues to. The battle of my reputation that is. I took a big risk, I mean a huge risk. I remember the day I took the story to the media, I sat in my room at a women's refuge. I had fled my home, my marriage had broken down, the wounds from the abuse by Dr Masocha were still raw, I would just sit alone and cry until my voice was gone, I had no husband to stand by me, I mean he doesn't even believe I'm telling the truth that I was abused. I remember thinking; I have nothing to lose here, my life has been completely destroyed by Agape, my own husband is on their side, I might as well tell the whole world what Dr Masocha did to me. I believe if my husband had stood by me as he had always done since I knew him, I don't think I would have ever reported the abuse, let alone tell the world. i would have just had my husband's shoulder to cry on, and maybe that would have been enough. But then as I sat on my little bed in a refuge, drafting my first blog post, wiping my tears, I took my pen and paper, and began to write. You see when I was a young girl, if someone hurt me or upset me, I was never the child to tell anyone. But somewhere along the years of my childhood, I discovered the pen and paper where the only two things I could ever use to express myself. I would only write when I felt sad or when I felt there was no one to talk to, and each time I wrote things down I felt a lot better. But here I was, no longer a little girl, with a real situation more than just being picked at in the school ground. I was living in a refugee, I had lost everything I had ever worked for, I had been humiliated by the people closest to me, and I knew there was no going back for me, but doing what I have always known best, writing it all down, but this time it was for the whole world to read. 

But then I knew there was going to be a backlash and it was going to come in full force. I knew Agape would retaliate. I thought of my reputation, how it was going to be completely destroyed by Agape. I won't lie and say I wasn't terrified, of course I was. But something told me I had to be strong, and it was so worth it having my reputation tarnished. I knew all my faults alright, I had so many regrets and I knew one person who knew a lot about me, Ruvimbo from Wigan Satellite. I knew how dangerous this girl was, God had revealed it to me in August 2013 soon after I fled the church. In August Ruvimbo was still my best friend, (well so I thought). She would phone me daily, even cry on the phone for me, and if there is any friend I ever trusted in my whole life, it was her. The police had warned me not to trust her, my family had warned me not to trust her, but she was too much of my "bestest friend", I just could bring myself to doubt her.

In Augast 2013, still bleeding profusely from the wounds inflicted on me by Dr Masocha, a friend advised me to post my story as an anonymous on a Facebook closed women's group. I joined the group on 7 August 2013, a few hours later the story had gone viral on Facebook, and I had not even mentioned the Ambulance incident as I was still ashamed to talk about it. Then Agape children started posting and cursing me calling me all sorts of names, and one poster decided to post as anonymous. Her comment read,

please send as anonymous in response to the story about archbishop Walter agape church hidey takubata kuti ndiwe ani. Hidey handiwe waiita kutsvaga attention from  the apostle uchiita kuvachemera. Hidey wakarohwa kupi rinhi? if iot is true how come these people are not prosecuted? Hidey you need deliverance sit down and think properly what exactly people did to you that you are posting such things. Hidey stop lying only the truth will set you free

Because of the nature of the seriousness of the story I had posted, some of the administrators of the closed Facebook group I had posted concerned about me then informed me who it was who had posted on my story, and it was my closest friend Ruvimbo Siwela Matorera, (who was still calling me telling she loved me and even cried at the abuse I had suffered). I remember crying in disbelief. I loved this girl so much. Worse more I had been receiving anonymous threats written in the same style and language she had used on Facebook. That same day on Facebook, she used multiple accounts to log in and attack me, until the administrators caught her and confronted her that she was using multiple accounts to attack me. She then used another Facebook account to befriend me and pretended to be on my side, but I caught her because she used the same language, then I confronted her and she immediately deleted the fake Facebook account. It was then I realised my friend was indeed my worst enemy, because she was the one person in this whole story apart from my husband, who was the closest person to me. Realising how dangerous she was and what she was capable of, I knew without a doubt that the worst damage would come from her, I would even have nightmares of her. I confronted her about the Facebook posts in which she admitted. I asked her on Whatsaap chat why she betrayed me in such a cruel manner and she said she didn't know why she did it.

So the day I wrote my blog, and closed my eyes and clicked "post". I knew this was it. I could see the battlefield I had entered, and I could see Ruvimbo's venom pouring out on me. I believe in my heart that she is one of the people who posted a lot on that HE IS STILL MY DAD BLOG, A RESPONSE TO JEAN. I can almost swear she created that Agape blog. She is good with things like that you see. I can totally understand if she had just chose not to be my friend anymore, but turning into the person who would inflict the most pain on me, I can never understand why this happened to me. When Agape created their blog to destroy me, I knelt down and prayed to God, and I made a promise to Him that I was not going to read their blog. Never. The only bit I read is what Nehanda Radio copied on their website and a few other online news websites who copied what they wrote. But I never read the Agape blog. I could never do it.  I knew there was a war I was fighting by just not reading it. I chose not to. You see, they wrote that blog for ME. It was a letter to me. They wanted me to read it, hurt me and kill me off spiritually. Remember this whole thing is about SPIRITUAL ABUSE. And that blog was the worst form of spiritual abuse Agape subjected me to. But then I was out of Agape, I was free. I had to make a choice not to be abused anymore, and that choice was choosing never ever to read their trash, I clicked return back to sender and never read a single blog post they wrote.

I also prayed that God would restore my reputation. I could feel the severity of their damage on my character. Whatever they tarnished, I prayed God would restore. I prayed people would see beyond the woman they were trying to portray me as, and God answered that prayer. When my friends called me and told me the Agape blog had been taken down, I could only thank God. I was so glad I never read it, and it came and went without archiving the purpose it had been sent for. No weapon formed against Jean shall prosper. I am grateful to God that he protected me from the darts of the wicked one. One thing Ruvimbo taught me in life was that your worst enemies in life will always come from your innermost circles. The people you never expect. Its scary when I think of it, but one thing I know is I have not lost my faith in humanity, nor my faith in God, despite everything that happened to me, especially the level of betrayal, I still believe there are genuine good people somewhere in this world. Agape may see me as this horrible insane woman, but God sees me as beautiful, washed and the apple of His eye. Oh boy, I just thank God the Agape blog is finally down.

Meanwhile Ruvimbo was ordained Deacon by Dr Masocha two weeks ago at Wigan Official Launch, along with the rest of the 4 congregants. My husband the 6th congregant was however not given a leadership position. The pictures of Wigan Official Launch are available on Agape For All Nations Ministries website where my husband is seen working on the camera despite telling Muzvare Betty Makoni he wants nothing to do with Agape.   

Below is a picture of me and my husband two years ago at friends dinner party just before hurricane Agape took over our lives.

Below is the picture of Patience Musuka taken on my camera on Christmas Day 2005. She is the last born of the Musuka family.  She was actually the first member of Agape in the family, introducing her mother and Gertrude Musuka to "Daddy". Gertrude then introduced my husband to Agape. My husband then took me to "Daddy". Patience refused to talk to me or look me in the eye and used to look aside each time she saw me,  as she's doing in the picture for the two years I was in Agape.

So AGAPE want the blog taken down...

Readers of HE WAS MY DADDY blog, Agape For All Nations Ministries International has finally decided to take this to the authorities, my blog I mean. They have done the UNTHINKABLE, or should I say thinkable. I personally was waiting for this one! I knew that's where it was all heading. An official complaint has now been made to the police by AGAPE, in their own words, (we are not very happy about things being posted online about us),  of course you are not very happy Agape, its not very nice having your evil deeds exposed to the world is it? I assume they were referring to the Agape 666 blog post.  What the..... Is this some kinda sick joke? And before I thought it couldn't get any worse, whilst they were at it, making the complaint I mean, AGAPE  also asked the police to....listen to this one, " Come and check on me because they (AGAPE) were seriously concerned about my welfare and that of my children!"  How dare you Agape? How dare you claim you give a monkeys about my babies, these are the children you want put in foster care, despite having both their parents alive and well. Listen AGAPE FOR ALL NATIONS MINISTRIES INTERNATIONAL, I am sick and tired of your bullshit Agape. Utter bullshit. Do you hear me? I am a fighter, and I will never give up fighting the institution that worked so hard to destroy my life and that of my three babies. I refuse to be bullied by you anymore, guess what, Jean aint the naïve girl you used to know. You will never shut me up. I know the law in and out, I did my fair share of research, you can't sue me because the joke will be on you. What about the garbage you post everyday online about me? Did I report you? The lies you are spreading about me all over the internet, did I report you? No I did not. You have an entire official website dedicated to savaging my reputation ruthlessly. As a Church that claims a mission statement of showing God's love to all people despite age, race, gender or sexual orientation bla bla bla you have failed miserably to stick to your own mission statement. You don't even believe in your own word. You have shown no love or mercy on me as you savage me like a pack of hungry online wolves. If there is anyone who should be sued its you AGAPE. You have an official statement on Nehanda Radio that reports you claim I am mentally unwell, so be very careful AGAPE because the authorities continue to find these false allegations of me very disturbing, that you continue to label me insane when they cant see it.  Agape I think its time to drop the "Jean is crazy" card, okay you made your point alright, but its getting a bit lame now. Your bullying tactics are becoming more and more transparent, and your game is drawing to a close. 

Guess what the police saw through your little scheme. And as far as they are concerned there is no case. They said, "basically Agape is not happy about things being posted about them, yet they are happy to post things about you". I mean hello, you have a blog dedicated to me and a number of websites have quoted your abuse. God I just love the Police. They actually asked me if I have reported Dr Masocha and the church to the police for the abuse and I said a resounding YES. I also told them to go and read the Agape blog. I have also contacted British human rights activists who are scrutinizing your blog. Just thought would mention it to you Agape.  I am telling you this Agape, this blog is not going away, I am prepared to go to Court with you Agape For All Nations Ministries International and you also Dr Walter Masocha. You will not get away with abusing me. You do not treat another human being like a dog and think you can get away with it. You treated me like an animal, and you blame me for retaliating. This is just the beginning, like Simba in the Lion King, (my favourite film by the way) you thought you would get rid of me and steal my pride, but I have come back fighting for what is rightfully mine. The real Lion King lives in me, and He has given me power to overcome. I refuse your cruel abuse. 

I leave you readers with this comment by JA MAN posted today. It was so accurate and anonymous posters are calling for it to be made a post. God bless you JA MAN, your comment is the best  on this blog so far (probably because you know the people at hand personally). I applaud you for your honesty. 

COMMENT FROM JA MAN

I want to tell you guys something very real here so please take time. This whole Agape thing is just people being used by a clever person to better his life. there is no church here my friends, it is on the border of being a cult and a scheme. Usually in a cult, the leader actually believes his own bullshit and will die with his sheep but i will tell you this as a fact for free, Masocha will not lose sleep for any of you unless of something brave like what Jean is doing.

I know all these people in these satellite branches and just cannot believe it. lol so one reads a couple of books in the bible and thinks they know the bible to the point of being a pastor. Gertrude the so called pastor, this god u represent and speak highly of, is he proud of such behavior you have shown in all this matter. Theology is deep and needs humble people to understand it. zvako zvekuverenga verse uri ku shift womukira kuwudza vanhu zviroto zvako is not being a pastor mate. Murikutambiswa bhora risina mweya mese. How can you have a church with 7 people and 5 of them are ur family and the other 2 are your friends. What world do u live in Getti. U have all helped to destroy shingi's marriage being stupid. He has 3 kids who he watched grow and loved now u have messed up his head and he is caught in a situation. This is not church. Far from it. very very far from it!

Your sister inlaw tells you she has been abused and even comes clean about it how she was being manipulated. Tells her husband and you all call her demonic. STUPID people mese makadaro. someone cries to u as a pastor for help and support. a woman on-top of it and you castigate her. I mean really. You actually think u are the sane one right. lol Crow calling raven black! wake up all of u. your family has been destroyed by Masocha and instead of being civil and showing solidarity together, u behave like monkeys. Munonyadzisa mese. I wish i didnt know you all. Iwe shingi, muka uzviverengere bible wega unzwe kuti mwari vanoti kudii nesituation yako. Any man would cause murder at the mere gossip of anyone touching his woman but somehow u found it ok. Magarisa muEngland makukanganwa hunhu tsano. I would have gone to whoop that pastor so bad kana midzimu yake yaimu tiza ipapo. im sure u are a good man shingi but at the moment mate, the people around u r destroying you and not helping. save yourself mate before winter comes. All these people have their kids and families. Vanorara vachiguta vana vachi fara. Ko vako???????

That whole church is made up of mental health nurses, lol. I think since u are all so educated and good at diagnosing others to have mental health problems, you should read and do a research piece on cults. What they are, how they start and how they behave. let us know what u come up with. Oh and whilst you are researching, look up the meaning of what it is to be brain washed or being in a trans.

For me this whole issue is not even about Masocha, well maybe to an extent, But it is about shingi's family. they are using God's platform to get rid of Jean. All other efforts had failed and Shingi had stuck to his guns supporting his wife and they found gospel as a tool to exercsise a long overdue extradition. This is all such a shame more for shingi than anyone else. WAKE UP BLAZ, VANHU VARI KUKU URAYA UCHIFAMBA!!!!!!

Below is a picture of my husband and I on my 28th birthday celebration in the beautiful 3 bedroom detached house that we have owned for the last 10 years. We worked hard to make the house a beautiful place for our children.



The Agape 666 Satellites...

I want to give you a background about the Church I used to worship in for the last two years led by Pastor Gertrude Musuka and Pastor Langton Mburayi. For those who may be too shocked and think this information is false, please do your own research and you will find the information below to be true. The Church which Pastor Gertrude leads constitutes of 3 branches, (Towns/ Satellites), Liverpool, Southport, and Wigan. All 3 branches together have a total of 18 members. Yes 18 members. Each Satellite has total of 6 members. Which makes the 666 satellites. You do the maths there.  The Church is very dysfunctional to say the least and most members have left because of bullying and victimisation. People were always crying, even Dr Masocha once told me that there is a "bad spirit" in Liverpool that causes people to hate each other and fight. So many times Dr Masocha used to come and cry in front of the church for his children to be good Daddy's children and stop the fighting. Ladies and Gentlemen I hereby present to you Wigan, Liverpool and Southport Satellites.

Wigan Satellite (WE-GAIN)

It has a total of 6 members, (including my husband)
The leader of Wigan, called Attache/ Coordinator  recently DIVORCED his wife of 10 years and the mother of his 2 young children and married an older single woman Dr Masocha chose for him. He refuses to see his 2 young children and does not have any contact with them. He kicked his wife and mother of his children out of her house and moved the new wife in. Dr Masocha blessed the new marriage and appointed them Attaches/ Elders of Wigan Branch. Most of the Zimbabwean Community in Wigan feel for and sympathise with the wife who was divorced and for that reason refuse to have anything to do with Agape Wigan. Last year Christmas time the new wife Joy started phoning members of Wigan telling them to stay  away from my house and not to be my friend because I was demon possessed and a promiscuous woman, she claimed Pastor Gertrude had instructed her to warn new members about the dangers of being my friend. I told Dr Masocha about the bullying and he did nothing about it.

The second couple in Wigan, a young couple in their mid twenties recently joined Agape about a year ago. Ruvimbo and Odingo Matorera. We started Wigan together. The husband cheated on the wife so much she attempted suicide a number of times, (SHE WROTE ALL THIS IN HER OWN WORDS IN THE FIRST EDITION OF THE AGAPE MAGAZINE) the wife also claimed abuse from her mother in law and called me several times crying and saying she wanted to die. I informed Dr Masocha as I was always worried about her and he told me to stop "playing with her or being her friend" because she had bad spirits on her and would pass them on to me if I allowed her in my house in that state, (suicide). Both of them husband and wife recently dropped from University and are now concentrating on doing, God's work in Wigan as they sincerely believe one day Dr Masocha will make them Commissioners/ Bishops and to them that means more than a career. The wife who was once my closest friend is now one of my worst enemies to date, and as I speak she spends most of her days now castigating me and pouring her hatred for me on this blog and other websites. Most of the abusive comments here are coming from her. In August 2013 she posted on a forum on Facebook that I was a liar and I tried to seduce Dr Masocha in front of the entire Church. I have the evidence of her Facebook post. I confronted her over the Facebook post in which she quickly apologised and said there was no justification for what she did. I have the evidence of the apology on my whatsapp. She then took her apology back a month ago and said she posted on Facebook about me to defend her Daddy, Dr Masocha. She created several accounts on Facebook in bid to tarnish my name. She continues with this behaviour today. She was unfortunately not invited to Sandra's wedding, despite crying buckets of tears and sending a heart felt text message to Dr Masocha begging him to reconsider and give her a last minute token of favour of a wedding invite the night before the wedding. She did sent me the emotional long text before sending it Dr Masocha. However as expected, Dr Masocha replied with a , "praying for you my beloved daughter" but still the wedding invite was painfully denied.

The other member of Wigan is a young woman in her mid twenties, since joining Agape Dr Masocha advised her to dump her long time boyfriend and she has since dropped out of University to concentrate on doing God's work in Wigan.  She too was unfortunately not invited to the Agape Royal Wedding.

Then there is my husband who as you know has chosen to follow Agape and leave his wife and children in the deep end, the rest you know it...But can I just say last year my husband was offered a lucrative post as a manager of a big company and share holder that offered a company car in a beautiful town of Derbyshire and turned it down without even telling me because HE WANTED TO DO THE WORK OF GOD IN WIGAN SATELLITE. Believe it or not. When I found out months later I was heartbroken.  I hope you can see a pattern here dear reader. If it wasn't for Agape today I would be living comfortably with my husband in Derbyshire in probably a 4 bedroom detached property with a big garden and playroom. I know it. It really hurts. There is a spirit of poverty in Agape. My husband has since ceased to provide financially for the upkeep of his children despite contributing large amounts of money towards Wigan Launch that took place last weekend. Dr Masocha if you are reading this blog, please release my husband from ministry and ask him to provide for the children as he has a decent job and salary. He listens to everything you say. The word of God says if any man does not provide for his own family he has denied the faith and is worse than an unbeliever, 1 Tim 5:8.

These are the people who worship in what is known as WIGAN SATELLITE, which was dubbed WE-GAIN SATELITE by Dr Masocha. How ironic that he calls it We-gain. As far as I am concerned everyone in this satellite has lost a lot, (LOST WIVES, LOST KIDS, LOST UNIVERSITIES, LOST JOB OFFERS) apart from the woman who stole someone's husband and house, she is the only one I know who has gained something from Agape, which is actually not hers. How a woman can move into someone's bedroom is beyond me, and have an Archbishop sanction that is shocking. 


Liverpool Satellite (LOVE-POOL)

It has a total of 6 members.
It has 3 leaders, one Elder and two Board Members, all three are DIVORCEES.
The Board Member  is a man who refers to himself as  Doctor even though he has not yet graduated. He DIVORCED his wife of years and married a single mum. They are the ones who are now in charge of organising the annual couples conferences. The irony of it. The Board  Member new wife was one of the people first in line to testify to the Paramedics during the Ambulance incident and she claimed I was mentally unwell and in urgent need of sectioning. She works in Wigan as a mental health community nurse. The husband who calls himself a Doctor  exactly a week after the ambulance incident, he was so angry I was not sectioned that he...please read this carefully. DR BOARD MEMBER JULIUS GAYAKAYA CALLED MY FAMILY MEMBERS (I DONT KNOW WHERE HE GOT THE NUMBER FROM)AND INFORMED THEM THAT HE WAS A SOCIAL WORKER AND HE WANTED TO REPORT ME SO THAT MY CHILDREN WOULD BE TAKEN INTO CARE. HE SAID THE CHURCH HAD FAILED TO "DEAL" WITH ME AND THEY WERE NOW HANDING ME OVER TO MY FMILY SO THAT THEY CAN TAKE ME TO HOSPITAL FOR A MENTAL HEALTH ASSESSMENT. HE CLAIMED IT WAS A MYSTERY THE AMBULANCE DID NOT SECTION ME THAT DAY. HE SAID AS A SOCIAL WORKER HE COULD ONLY HOLD ON FOR SO LONG BEFORE HE COULD GET MY KIDS TAKEN INTO CARE. Dr Board Member claimed he was instructed by Dr Masocha to phone my family and "hand me over" as Church could not deal with me anymore. Envoy Muchi Hove, who is the only full time paid Pastor in Agape did confirm that the phone call by "Dr" Board Member was indeed sanctioned by Dr Masocha who was away on a summer holiday in Spain at that time. Dr Masoch sent me this text message on the18th of July 2013 after I confronted him about the Mr Gayakaya phone call.

Text Message from "Daddy"



 Just keep applying what we agreed on Tuesday mwanangu.

 The fruit of the Spirit, this is the time to demonstrate it.

Tell your brothers that I certainly have not failed to

 deal with the matter, as you know. You know how far we have come.

 Forgive BM Gayakaya if you were upset that he called your family.

Just try be a peacemaker.

 Remember the teachings.

Apply the teachings. I know it's a difficult situation,

but pls be still and know He is God.

 Dont say or do anything till I come back.

Unfortunately I cannot take or make calls

 due to the exhorbitant roaming charges.

Praying for you and the family at this difficult time.

Zvichapfuura izvi mwanangu, kana ukateerera mashoko angu.

 I shall spk 2 u wen I get back, obviously.

You know Daddy cares. Xxxx

 

 Please note I never heard from "daddy"  after his return from the Spanish holiday even though he knew I had fled my matrimonial home and church...

The other leader is a man who just recently DIVORCED his wife of over 20 years  a few months back. The wife has since  left the Church. He is the man who is leading Liverpool branch at the moment. I find this very disturbing. Again Dr Masocha has done nothing to reconcile this couple.

The rest of the members, 3 women are single mothers who are being told their husbands to be are in Agape somewhere and if they are faithful in paying the little money they have to the Church, God will give them husbands.
Two years ago there was an incident at the Liverpool Church where the leaders called 999 and called for the Police to come and arrest a Church member who had protested the leadership structure. Most members then left the church and now there remains 6 members in Liverpool. Agape Liverpool is also well known for fighting, gossiping and backbiting.
Dr Masocha called it the Lovepool Satellite meaning a church of unconditional love but eish personally I have never seen so much hatred in a church.


Southport Satellite, (GOOD NEWS)

It has a total of 6 members.
The first member is a young woman in her mid twenties called Patience Musuka  and is due to be married in May 2014 to an Agape member . The marriage was arranged by Dr Masocha. Oh she is my sister in law by the way who bullied me so much she made my life a living hell. She is the young sister of Pastor Gertrude.  In my two years in Agape she refused to talk me, look me in the eye or even greet me especially in public (church). She never set feet in my house for 5 years. She last set foot in my house a week after I gave birth to my third child 5 years ago, despite living half and hour away. She never acknowledged my 3 children as her niece and nephews and would not look at them or talk to them. The day she was customarily married in May I cooked most of the food at the ceremony and she and her family bullied me (they refused to talk to me at the ceremony)so much I went outside and cried  and my husband's older brother (who does not talk to me) walked past me as I wept sitting outside, which resulted in my husband pleading with the family to just accept me at least for the food I had cooked that day.

The second member of Agape is my mother in law. I will respect her and say nothing at all.

The third and fourth members are the Pastors of course. Who are my sister in law and brother in law. Pastor Gertrude's husband was a well known womaniser two years ago who confessed to open threesomes in front of the entire Church and thanked God it was a mystery he escaped the deadly HIV virus yet today my husband's family and the Church aim to paint me as a woman with a colourful past.

The fifth and sixth members are a couple (Agape Youth Advisers) Roy and Felistas Mudzingwa Mapfumo I would rather not talk about, too painful to write about. Have you ever had a friend you loved so much and have her snatched away from you by...ummm your own sister in law. Yep it happened to me. The wife used to be my best friend I shared all my secrets with until she was convinced by my husband's family mainly Pastor Gertrude to never talk to me and stop being my friend. She is now therefor the Best Friend Forever (BFF) of Agape member number 1, the one who's getting married in May, my sister in law I mean...

Pastor Gertrude managed to convince the whole of Southport, Wigan and Liverpool 666 Satellites not to be my friend or talk to me or be nice to me. She even told the leader of Wigan (The woman who broke someone's marriage) to phone around and warn everyone, especially new members not to be Jean's friend because she was "possessed" with evil spirits.  In fact anyone who dared befriend Jean was often castigated and bullied until they surrendered which resulted in me having no friends and being hated by almost the entire area. I complained and cried to Dr Masocha over and over, about my mistreatment in Pastor Gertrude's branch (have emails to prove it), and Dr Masocha often told me it was because a "Prophet was without honour in their own hometown" and I was his special "baby girl". He said I should not take notice because they were all jealous of my talents and I was destined for higher success and he did nothing to stop the bullying. He even advised me to never go to Gertrude as my Pastor but to go directly to him because he understood the conflicts.

Dr Masocha called Southport Satellite  the good news Satellite, but I just used to get bad news after bad news after bad news each time I was there...


Readers this is Agape For All Nations Ministries in what they call AREA 7 where DIVORCE rates are rampant and the leader of the Church is always somewhat involved. This is the 666 Branch that bullied me senseless and left me cold in the gutter with my 3 children. Whether this is a true Church of God or not, you should be able to discern from the information provided which is 100% accurate.

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Below is Pastor Gertrude ministering at Southport Satellite, you can tell the place looks empty.



Below is a picture of my husband and I with some Wigan Members during happier times.