DISCLAIMER

DISCLAIMER. I would like to thank the newspapers that have covered the Walter Masocha story as they have helped raise awareness of abuse happening in some churches which has been going unreported. However, I have not given any national newspapers the right to waiver my anonymity as a victim of Walter Masocha. This is a personal blog and its within my legal rights to express myself here. According to the law my identity is protected in the media. At this stage, I do not wish to be named in any Scottish or English National Papers. Any newspapers that will name me/ or have already done so have done this without my permission or consent. Any newspapers which have published my picture have done so without my consent. I do not wish to have my pictures published in any Scottish or English newspapers. I ask the media , which I greatly respect for their support in this case in covering the story to respect my right to anonymity as a victim and not name me in any newspapers unless I sign a consent form and agree to do so. I am not ready to be named and I want to use the protection I am granted by law at this time. Thank you.

Tuesday 8 October 2013

Why the blog...

I guess you may wonder why I started this blog in the first place. For the record this is not personal attack on anyone. This is me writing about my life and what I went through in the hands of Dr Walter Masocha. I love writing, so much that I think on paper. I express myself better when I write, so the purspose of this blog is more therapeutic than anything. Its more like a reflective diary. Just that its online.

I have always been a very transparent person. I deal with things better that way. Now this is how my blog is going to work. I am going to publish some emails and text messeges exchanged between me and Dr Walter Masocha. I will also publish some emails exchanged between me and his step daughter Sandra Masocha, who also abused me and used me to do her exams towards her degree, sadly I was brainwashed in believing that if I did Sandra's University work, God would bless me. I know, sigh...Well I thank God for the justice system in this country. Sandra Masocha was investigated by Forth Valley College in Scotland and found her guilty of student dishonesty. I also worked tirelessly for Dr Walter Masocha, I was working on huge projects entirely on my own. I want the readers of my blog to see the extent of the abuse in this Church. After all I did for him, his church and his step daughter Sandra, this man showed no mercy on me and my children, and cruelly destroyed my life. But I believe my God is a God of justice. And for me this is just the beginning.

This a picture of me and his step daughter Sandra during happier times at her kitchen tea party in April 2013.

49 comments:

Unknown said...

You are the one going to be sued for defamation of character

True Love, True God said...

Norie !! You were not there!!

True Love, True God said...

LADIES !!! Arise in Jesus Christ Name!! Fight a good fight!!!
True people of God Arise! Arise Against Evil !! With prayer interceede for such cases because they are many!!!!
Norie..... Read carefully

Unknown said...

I wasn't l just told her to be careful with peoples names she is the one tarnishing peoples names. To me that is illegal whatever case she is holding against the woman pastor can turn against her

True Love, True God said...

Truth should be told as it is!!! If shes telling the truth, why should she hide names!!!

True Love, True God said...

So you want to protect people's names? You call this tarnishing people's names!!! What about the trauma shes been through??
SHES A BRAVE GIRL AND ENOUGH RESPECT!!!
EVIL MUST BE EXPOSED!!! Vanhu va Jehova !! ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!
Arise CHURCH, against SPIRITUAL ABUSE!!! Arise in JesusChrist name!!

Jean Gasho said...

Well before I started this blog, I sure did my homework. I even spoke to a lawyer. Defamation of character, for those who dont know is any FALSE information writen or spoken with an intent to ruin someone's character or reputation. The KEY word is FALSE. The information published must be false and the plaintiff must be able to prove that the information being published is FALSE.


I for one have way too much evidence to prove that I am not lying. I have written medical documents by the paramedics that prove that AGAPE did abuse me and subjected me to cruel public humiliation. I have it all documented. So they will have to prove that the Church of Dr Masocha did not call the Ambulance on that day. I await that day when they will prove that I am lying. If anything I am the one with all the evidence to sue them, they LIED to the police and paramedics that I was "mental" with an intent to ruin my reputation. Its all documented. So please get your facts right before you scream defamation...you dont even know the meaning of the WORD.

About Sandra Masocha, Dr Masocha's stepdaughter, I have writen documents to prove that she cheated and used me. I have all the documentation of the thorough investiagtion by Forth Valley College where she was found guilty of Student Dishonesty. So yeah, I also await the day they will prove I am lying about that too.

Thirdly about claiming that Dr Walter masocha ruined my life and the life of my three children...oh dont get me started on that! I have way too much written evidence by authorities that prove that the Church played a huge part in destroying my life! I mean I was so badly abused I fled my own home with 3 kids. SO YES I AWAIT THE DAY DR MASOCHA WILL PROVE THAT I AM LYING ABOUT EVERYTHING I AM SAYING...

I would rather be known as the woman who fought AGAPE back...for justice's sake, its so worth it.

Unknown said...

I need to understand how you were abused were you forced to attend this church

Thy Truth said...

Please be enough, "kwana"
I've read yo Blog, and I'm still trying to understand yo mission, ok maybe yo point, you seem to go on about being called "mental" can you give us a brief back ground of the events prior to the labelling or the ambulance ordeal,, in my opinion people would say "mental" if for example you have done things out of the norm, such as suicidal thoughts, ridiculing yo in-laws, or even yo own parents. Ok the ambulance ordeal, surely your behaviour must have raised alarm. I'm sure if you sit down and reflect you will call the ambulance on yo self.
The way you are going on about being abused, really,,, do you expect a normal person to listen to you, let-alone believe you. If anything you are seriously raising more concerns about yo health, I mean mental health Jean.
The way you keep attacking Agape, were yu being forced to attend the church services? If so, that raises more concerns about yo mental capacity, if not, Then I wonder why??
I suggest you start building yo reputation positively coz you leaving yo readers with no option other than concluding "you need intervention"
Yo blog is jus so ridiculous it's obvious yu on a mission,,,,

True Love, True God said...

Listen Jean!!!

Write your story,like any other written work, people will chose whether to believe you or not!!!
GOD KNOWS the TRUTH!!
I for one have dealt with so many women who have been abused and i know they know where you coming from!
This is not the first article about spiritual abuse in churches!
GOD IS GOD!!!
I almost can write your second Part for you, it happens to almost all the ladies in such churches, its a disgrace!!!
Even married men in such chuches know their wives are being abused !Even Men too!!!

Stand4truth said...
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Unknown said...

Typical you cant stand the truth what about the abuse you are putting others through

Sifiso said...

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Unknown said...

Thy truth!!
It might help if you went and read a bit about Abuse and Manipulation, especially spiritual abuse,,,, she ddnt need to be forced to go to church and you dont label someone as mentally ill when the medical and trained staff say they are not!!!
So why is Getrude saying they were ordered to call an Ambulance by the church leader??? Lies is it ??
Manipulation for own gain is so common now in churches!! But God is God!!
I also know SHOCKING stuff about church leaders!!!
Jean please teach me to write, you are amazing and i will write my experience too!!
TIME UP!!!

Jean Gasho said...

Thank you dear. It means a lot xxx

Anonymous said...

Jean you mentioned you have over-whelming evidence of abuse by your pastor then why then are you on internet and not reporting to police. Your first port of call should be police let them do their investigation if your pastor is indeed guilty he will be arrested for it. There is rule of law in this country. Every man is innocent until proven guilty. By law its wrong to publish articles like this if the case is still under investigation. Why dont you wait for the outcome of the investigation if he is found guilty then you publish your artilces. Is this about your pastor or INLAWS. there is a lot entangled in your article that its leaving readers a bit confused. Hold onto your story wait for the law to take its course then if he is found guilty then you can publish it. Why l have written this is because l know of so many people who were smeared by loads of accussations but they were in the end found innocent. so let the law take its course. There is a channel to follow, police, investigation and verdict, cause anyone can turnaround and accuse you of being a child abuser but this will not be accepted unless if reported to the police, they do their investigation and ONLY if you are found guilty by the law then the person will have a right to write articles about their case. At the moment lets wait for the outcome if your pastor has been found guilty by law, then you have a right to publish your articles. otherwise we will end up reading millions of articles of people's negative opinions on others yet the other part will be innocent. There is no secret in UK if your pastor is found guilty it will make headlines. leave the law to take its course

Anonymous said...

Am so sorry you went through so much pain and hurt. I know God will wipe your tears sis.

Anonymous said...

I really sympathise with u Sis u should take u r story to Panorama so the whole world will know

Unknown said...

I've always had my reservations when it came to such churches so without a shadow of a doubt, I believe your story. I honestly don't think you'd go to such extents to humiliate yourself by lying on the web. Keep writing. Your voice maybe small but still audible enough to prompt change, justice & awareness. Don't ever be afraid to express yourself however U feel because of "intimidation from a higher power". Nothing is as healing as the truth...

Anonymous said...

Blessed are the Peacemakers for they shall be called sons of God. Agape saints I strongly discourage you from making threats or throwing abuse at Jean. This not the Agape way 'our Daddy' taught us. Daddy needs our prayers at this crucial and testing time. Jean we respect your decision to leave and peace be unto you.

Anonymous said...

jean while i feel for you and the situation you have so detailedly naratted and shared on this your platform, i pray that the Lord calms you down to deal with it in the wisest of ways before you totally blow it all out of proportion or salvageable levels, for your own sake my sister and for your own sake.
dear, we all dont live in your life and all these people are part of your life or people you chose to be and are part of your life to this very day, the life that is ruined is yours your family's your marriage and your children"s. and all this is so vain sis, you could hev jus walked out and chose not to be part of it in any way but you didnt until all this had happened to you your amrriage and your children.
Jean every one in this life has a choice and what becomes of us is mostly because of our own choices, learn that and learn to live with it.
you have said hee i was abused i was abused, could you site all these instances one by one credibly rather than jus siting them without substance or detail because when you take such a stand you need to sustanciate all you claims with detailed facts so we readers wont ne left to wonder what if any thingelse be about what you are going on about, so indeed it wont be judged as what your respondents termed the ravings of a scourned woman...please keep calm (usarambongofugura hapwa dear ndo kukura...ndozvainzinavakuru kurauwone), and if your continued going to this church ever then taught you anything, is to depend entirely and solely on God, trust Him and Him alone, humble yoursekf before the Lord and He will lift you up, seek not to apease anyone esp us people, but just God, and He will be your victory, your peace, your joy, your true salvation, your power and strength to get up again and stand strong. all this is vanity, and those that cause any of these young one in Christ to sin will contend with the wrath of the fury of God...alone..your dont take matters into your own hands dear just take it all to the Lord in prayer...and remember to BE STILL AND KNOW THAT HE IS GOD, it is well , my sister, it is well

Anonymous said...

jean while i feel for you and the situation you have so detailedly naratted and shared on this your platform, i pray that the Lord calms you down to deal with it in the wisest of ways before you totally blow it all out of proportion or salvageable levels, for your own sake my sister and for your own sake.
dear, we all dont live in your life and all these people are part of your life or people you chose to be and are part of your life to this very day, the life that is ruined is yours your family's your marriage and your children"s. and all this is so vain sis, you could hev jus walked out and chose not to be part of it in any way but you didnt until all this had happened to you your amrriage and your children.
Jean every one in this life has a choice and what becomes of us is mostly because of our own choices, learn that and learn to live with it.
you have said hee i was abused i was abused, could you site all these instances one by one credibly rather than jus siting them without substance or detail because when you take such a stand you need to sustanciate all you claims with detailed facts so we readers wont ne left to wonder what if any thingelse be about what you are going on about, so indeed it wont be judged as what your respondents termed the ravings of a scourned woman...please keep calm (usarambongofugura hapwa dear ndo kukura...ndozvainzinavakuru kurauwone), and if your continued going to this church ever then taught you anything, is to depend entirely and solely on God, trust Him and Him alone, humble yoursekf before the Lord and He will lift you up, seek not to apease anyone esp us people, but just God, and He will be your victory, your peace, your joy, your true salvation, your power and strength to get up again and stand strong. all this is vanity, and those that cause any of these young one in Christ to sin will contend with the wrath of the fury of God...alone..your dont take matters into your own hands dear just take it all to the Lord in prayer...and remember to BE STILL AND KNOW THAT HE IS GOD, it is well , my sister, it is well

Anonymous said...

This is fantastic, but can you now give us some evidence to support these allegations please. We need proof so we can remove all doubt.

Anonymous said...

You are so wrong arent you? The lady hasnt been chastisised by a majority of her leaders has she. If anything we are routing behind her. If she is such a mental case why is that your 'daddy' with all his powers couldnt help her especially considering the good work she was doing for the church? Like it or not the truth is that your beloved 'daddy' us human also and can make errors of judgement. The problem that i see in your church is too much trust and belief in him. So is he the one who is most connected to God in this church? Wht about this vision that he tells people about? Did he actually see God Yahwe with his own very eyes and sat Him on a chair in St Andrews like he claims? People of God you can do way better than this.

Anonymous said...

Hi sis Jean l applaud your courage to say what would otherwise remain unsaid...May God give you strength ...l can assure you there are many who ve been abused but have not had the courage to speak.....well let me say that what you say is consistent with the character of the man as we knew him from school etc....those under his spell may find it very difficult to believe you just as you would ve found it difficult to believe anyone who would ve told you something like this about him when you were still under him...so dont worry about the comments coming from those currently under him....please do understand and appreciate their position you would ve done the same im sure...God will however surely vindicate you and restore your life and family.....we know some of his early victims from a very early age...he has a very devious deceptive spirit terrible....spirit from the very pit of hell unfortunately pple will think we are just jealous of him but we are not and in due time God will reveal it.....tinomuziva mabasa ake taiti pamwe zvakapera....but do remember not to fall into that same trap again dont ever put your trust in man...as you did....theres a danger that some of the pple who ve helped you might do it on you again we know some of them to be manipulators...so be warned and keep your distance...but put you trust in God...l will be following your story...dont get discouraged keep writing you surely have the gifting and no one will take it away from you great things will indeed come out of this...Be blessed

Anonymous said...

AMEN AMEN AMEN!

Anonymous said...

mmmm Norie much as you may trust this man...please listen....we know this man from way way back sis....ask his school mates from Gokomere and those who were with him at CU at UZ in the eighties.....haasi mukristu wanhasi murime uyu that we can all testify to....pane zvinomutevera murume uyu he may be well meaning and gifted but please do not villify this woman...you may ahve been there and may have witnessed certain incidents...but believe you me she has a point coz all what she says resonates with what we know of this man's character flows....she may have her own weaknesses but do not dismiss her...we know this man's victims and him all too well..please do not put all your trust in the man any man for that matter..but as for this one be very very carefull lest you become a statistic....stay blessed

Anonymous said...

Where u sexually abused? If u helped Sandra why then do evil by reporting her? Does that gives u self satisfaction? Eye for an eye? Why complain when u have revenged? I don't understand why u bitter luv? Is this the right way to seek attention? Zimbabweans always like to bring each other down ......what hapened to the motto of being thy 'brothers keeper' ?

Anonymous said...

MANIPULATION IS THE GAME being played here in our Agape organisation....we were just talking with my friend... Looking back,
1. At a ladies conference a woman said God told her Walter is the Loin of the Tribe of Juda.... Mmmmm ????
2. At another gathering, single people were told to bring names of the people they fancy... He will pray over the names, even if the Lady doesnt like u, he would make her like.
3. Ladies conference, ladies were taught about , SOUL TIES, sad sad sad, we were told to bring everything that an ex boyfriend/husband bought you, RINGS, NECKLACES ...etc etc ... Bags of Gold and silver went to the man of God... Am sure he made a lot of money!!!!!!
4.OOOOH!! By the way, when the mother of Walter Masocha came, she was called Mary (???? Mary the mother of Jesus)
Mmmmmmm???? Isnt it wiered ?????

Anonymous said...

That is a lie. please anonymous get your facts right. Why exaggerate? Point number 3 is untrue. Ladies were told to go and throw away the things. never did he say bring them to me. don't forget, there are dvds to prove it. Point number 4 is also a lie. Please people stop exaggerating. Infact, point 1 to point 4 are all LIES!!

Anonymous said...

I was also there at the Ladies Conference in Swansea, Point 1 i chokwadi, mukadzi wacho is from Coby, its True

Anonymous said...

Chimbotisirai ma DVD so we can see for ourselves.

Anonymous said...

you such a liar that is precisely why you cant spell weird because you are!

Anonymous said...

Maihwe! Kuma ladies uko kunoitika zvinogara zvakadaro. Vakadzi vevanhu vano batwa magaro nemazamu naMasocha vachinamatirwa. Agape buritsai maDVD tione zvedu.

Anonymous said...

Whether she can spell wierd or not, its still true, i have DVDs.
Saka iwe uno maka ma spellings ndiwe ani wacho?? Asi urikunyira wakagara pamakumbo a daddy vako??

Anonymous said...

Anonymous akagara pa ningi ya daddy vake hasha ndedzei?? This is how one can tell which side story is true!!! TRUTH HURTS!!
daddy vako stands accused! Hanzi vanobata mazamu nemagaro e vakadzi. This is true, ask Judith nema sisters ake. They know. Even Step daughters know. Its sad but true and YOU know it!! Deal with it!

Anonymous said...

Point 3 very very true I was there. He said if you have the stuff here bring it n ill throw it for you, if its at home then throw it as soon as you get home. Hanzi if you find it difficult then bring it to scotland n I will throw/burn it. That weekend he was calling himself Brother/bhudi. Hanzi ana shekem wawandisa. Aaah excuse me. WALTER MASOCHA is the biggest shekem. Nxa

Anonymous said...

Amen to that!rumour says he is even paid lobola for his longtime girlfriend who is one of his confident the most trusted attache VC a staff nurse and his wife knows about it.Many of the abused women were told yu are the 'only one' daddy s sweetheart,chimhandara cha daddy, handidi newe, its god's favour that you can be close to me,ndi mwari vakuitira nyasha kuti ndikudisise,god s grace and favour to be closer with the man of God.those are some of the statements that those women were told and where even intimidated that even if you say it to people they will never believe you and that exactly what abusers and manipulators threaten their victims to silence them.may the UK authorities do a thorough and full investigation on this man before he continue to destroy more lives many who were on the verge of committing suicide.Whatever it Walter Masocha knows the truth and why he divorced his very first wife 'Tinashe s mum'???am just curious because once a cheater will always be a cheater!!

Anonymous said...

Did You ever approach the police?

Anonymous said...

Ndizvo chaizvo!!! I just read on Nehanda Paper comments; someone thinking the guy could be spreading the spreading the Virus, vakadzi, go and get tested, hanzi Judy was very sick, almost went !!
Please vasikana nana Mai, get tested to be safe !

Anonymous said...

True that, Judith survived , it clearly was the thing! Oh my Jeez.

Stand4truth said...

ANONYMOUS this is for you
PSALM 105 vs 15
see this:
http://www.bvog.com/?post=IDW4NfmR2ijsskgur

THIS TOO
2 Timothy 2:16
King James Version (KJV)

16 But shun profane and vain babblings: for they will increase unto more ungodliness.
http://www.hondachat.com/showthread.php?t=IDW4NfmR2ijsskgur

Anonymous said...

God have mercy, all those people eating his left overs, fluids and any sexual contact, are they safe veduwe??

Anonymous said...

I belive you my sister I have been through the same with a different pastor still finding my way through to report it.pray for me

Unknown said...

is that Agape owner not some Pyschologist.

Unknown said...

its pointing towards there.

Anonymous said...

She talks absolute rubbish

Anonymous said...

I am now defining what I term AGAPE VISITORS - it means those not agaped. Vasina rudo. Wolverhampton is full of AGAPE VISITORS. GLASGOW its too much. But waht really is an Agape visitor?

They come to Agape with hidden agendas. Some are in Zaoga. They see As someone who vindicated them. You cant please an Agape Visitor. They come on the blog to attack dad for no reason. Do you want him to carry you on his back? An Agape Visitor will gossip about Agape Children. An Agape visitor is a liar, a false witness, a false scale. An Agape Visitor does attend every conference, he or she visits dad, she or he goes to Agape and cause havoc in satellites. All the power struggles we see in Agape it’s all caused by AGAPE VISITORS.

Only an Agape visitor will pay an offering and wish they had not. The things done in the church are difficult to understand because an agape visitor lacks the essential things an AGAPED child has. Indeed we fight not against flesh and blood. Once spiritually you are not saved there is nothing we can do for you. 1 Cor 2:14 – “But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned”.
Whatever you will see will baffle you because you lack spiritual discernment. Agape visitors are dead spiritually. Basa ndere kuita makuhwa. Coming on this blog to peddle lies after lies. Dad is a man. A man of God. If he makes errors then so what he is human.

Agape visitors are so much pained by Sandra. Why? She had a wedding every girl wants . All this talk about who her real father is. So what? Its ok for you to have your own child and remarry but its not ok for mom?
Jesus said let he who has not sinned throw the first stone. At least then, people were honest. But here Agape visitors are playing holier than thou.
Some agape Visitor women you express you fantasies here.

What really hurt you? Tell us Agape VISITOR? Say all your deepest thoughts but please give us a break stop highjacking Jean's blog for your cause. You write anonymously but demand the identity of others? Why- Agape VISITOR why?

We do get Jean. But fail to understand why Agape visitors have to use this blog to vomit all their poison. If you want to stop coming stay at home. Keep your money, lets see if the church will fall. Its time to work your own salvation….the operating word being “YOUR OWN”. Writing all sorts for no cause achieves nothing. SHUT UP AGAPE HATERS. SHUT UP AGAPE VISITORS. Please dad forgive these haters and liar peddlers, they come to Agape for fame. They seek to be made envoys or attaches or stewards. But they are just AGAPE VISITORS!!!! Forgive them my dad.

Anonymous said...

Soo this is how it all started..big up lady for bieng soo brave Jean.I salute u hun..👊👊👊👊👊